Oh love love love! :-*

(somebody) says (2:44 PM):
oh oh
i guess i noe
lols
hmm
but u changed alot
damm lot
==
no wonder i cant rmb
zzzz
u were thinner last time
=P

Oh My Goodness, how can somebody (my sec school classmate) possibly tell me straight in the face that I've put on weight?!
Gah, my self esteem hurt ah, I'm so hurt deep deep (Eh, pokes uncle Bings)

Okay, I stayed home the entire day today.
Shiok shiok ah, I didn't think I'd sleep till so late la. I woke up like, almost 1pm I was so :O
Then I lazed around and only now then I'm starting my revision, after I blog, that is.
But I thank God that I am almost halfway prepared for worship leading this Saturday!!
Thank you Brandon for giving me your 2cents worth of advice and comments! Really appreciate it!! :)

God's been super faithful to the max la.
I just feel super joyous and I am not so much affected by the negative stuff that's just happened to me.
I thank God for letting me ride on His strength and that I can take the garment of hurt off and put on the garment of praise and thanksgiving!
As for whatever negative stuff that happened before, I don't wash everything off, I am not scarred, but I learn from the past, these are left behind (memories) to remind me that I will never go down that path again and I am strengthened.

Just wanna share with you guys a verse that Ps G gave me: GOOD STUFF!!
I really thank God for these people in my life ah, like Ps G, uncle Bings, Sheila, ST etc etc. ♥♥♥

1 Corinthians 9
24 Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in a way as to get the prize.
25 Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever
26 Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air.
27 No I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize.

I don't wanna be disqualified for the prize!! I urge you to do the same!
Y'know, Brandon shared with me some stuff.
We as worship leaders are also "preaching", through our songs.
And an interesting fact is: Do you know the amount of time we spend worshipping God and listening to the sermon is the same.
Means half each! Super coolios right?! :P

When he's gona conduct the next worship leading course, I am gona participate ah! :)
Super happy!!

Eh, I think I know whats gona be announced this Sat during cell alrdy.
Don't bother asking me okay, I'm too busy to entertain! :P

Sent ALL my emails, even sent a nice email to ***
Too bad it's unopened still. Neh mind. Better late than never. I guess it CAN wait.
And Shelly's company (HighAchievers) REALLY WORK SUPER FAST LA!!
I alrdy got the interview date and time, I just have to acknowledge receipt (which I haven't gotten round to doing so)

Email's like the greatest invention :P
-

I went to J's blog again, his tagboard was dead as usual.
I miss this boy very very much.
His latest post was dated 3 days before he left all of us.
I am still dazed how fast he was taken away from us.
But still, I praise and thank God for his life.
That it's an inspiration to me and some other of his friends.
I love and miss you, JTGT/TGTJ.

It's September soon. GAH I am DREADING September.
Yes its the hols, but it's too overwhelming ah.
His ***** anniversary, CSB's leaving etc etc.

But come what may, I am prepared for whatever stuff God has prepared for me.
I CAN deal with it! :-*

Rence Yep I've seen it! Your cousin's air-guitaring cmi la! :P
Steph :D I also wanna go go go go go :P Your exams end later than mine right? :(

God bless you all, especially those preparing for their examinations now.
*Rmb God's capable of lifting us on wings like eagle's*

Once upon a time not so long ago in a land not so far away
Right and wrong were not quite so hard to know
And black and white were not so gray
Times have changed and now it seems
Conscience has gone the way of the dinosaur
But I believe it's still alive and well today
In the hearts of those who will stand up and say

I'm dancing with the dinosaur
Living my life with conscience and conviction
I don't want to see the truth ignored
So I've gotta keep on dancing
I've gotta keep on dancing with the dinosaur

There's a banner waving saying tolerance will set you free, it's the latest thing
While the consequences it leaves behind are like a ball and chain
But there's a voice in everyone called conscience
That's been around since God created man
And as we learn to listen to its whispering
We'll find the greater freedom when we stand up and sing

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Found in the junk, belonged there :-*

Look at the difference! :P

I uploaded this photo before, haha, but was just reminded of it again.
Changes are inevitable, get used to them, and carry on with lifeeee *lalalaaa*
Had popeyes for lunch at Singapore Flyer.

Studying wasn't that productive today. But I thank God I have alrdy finished some FMGT before last week :)

Okay, I have put blogging off for hours alrdy.
What was I doing? Chatting, and helping bestie with blogskin.
Which reminds me again, I have EMAIL(s) to send out.

Ahh I'm loving my life every single minute! :D
Had a great time today. Heart to heart chat.

Very good for the soul. (Thankee you! *hugs*)

And I thank God for everything He has blessed me with :P

-
I'm lazy to blog so yeah, I'll put everything in point form instead of paras.

1) Shelly called telling me I shouldn't email them at the address she gave me earlier as it'd take eons. Something to thank God for, she gave me a direct email today :)

2) Anybody interested in going for NTU's Concert this Sunday? Ahh, I can't remember the timing -.- ASK ME!!

3) Something that made me go :O How'd you feel about spending more than $1K within less than two months?! Tell me I am not spoilt! :-*

4) Very excited for this Saturday ah, Ps G said it's something we should not miss! Including cell group. Okay my cell members, if you are reading this,

I URGE YOU NOT TO MISS CELL THIS SATURDAY OKAY! Got important announcement to
make! (Don't ask me, cos I also dunno!)

And YOU SHOULDN'T MISS SERVICE THIS SATURDAY AS WELL!! Cos....... BRANDON IS PREACHING!!!! :) (Lol, it was hilarious cos I told him I CANNOT miss svc this sat cos I AM serving)

5) 3 emails to send- Please SEND THEM BY TMR!! (Cell, Job, Tday)

6) Brandon talked to me again today. So happy ah!! :P

"heard that you will be leading worship this saturday...=)"
"great, i look forward in joining you in worship"
"first time to see you lead worship too...=)"

7) I love the song "Cherish" by Chris Cendana!! Thank you Jinjin! :P

8) I am excited for holidays! So many things lined up for me to occupy my time. Ahh I cannot wait ah!! God's plans = My plans.

9) Gone forever and ever amen! :-* It's good to see my old negative self dying and my bubbly-ness coming back again. THANK YOU ALL MY DARLINGS WHO HAVE MADE THIS POSSIBLE!!! :D
-

I think that's all I have for you all today, cos I totally lost my train of thoughts.

Stuff I wanna do: Go Sentosa, get tanned. Go ****, get happy. Go sleepover, give free hugs (BFF WHEN CAN WE SLEEPOVER AGAIN)... GO PHUKET, ENJOY!!!! Go work, get $$ AND experience! :P

Looking forward to new life, gone with the old! :)

Throw away into the incinerator to be burned and destroyed forever!

So happy ahh!!! THANK YOU ST! :) If you're still reading!!

Ernest Lol, you're saying I'm changing blogskin cos the old one was white and it's easily dirtied? Hahahaha! :P I think I prefer cbox la!

Xinhui Hehhee! :) okay let me know!! Email me your contact number!! Or else ask SHELLY to arrange :P

Devon Yessss! AND THIS TIME ARRANGE W ME EARLIER SO I WON'T MISS IT!! :D Hehe, all the best for your remaining two papers! :)

Clarene Yesssssss, I don't think it's perfect, still finding the perfect combi ah! BUFFET FRIDAY WOOHOO! :-*

Adults are so cool! They all say the same thing but HEY, they've been through life far more than we did.

Okay, shut up, enough talking, Carissa!

Goodnight AND God bless you lovelies! :-* x1000000

I don't know how to say exactly how I feel

And I can't begin to tell You what Your love has meant

I'm lost for words

Is there a way to show the passion in my heart

Can I express how truly great I think You are

My dearest Friend

Lord this is my desire

To pour my love on You

Like oil upon Your feet
Like wine for You to drink
Like water from my heart
I pour my love on You
With praises like perfume
I lavish mine on You
Till every drop is gone
I pour my love on You

9:18:00 PM

Monday, August 18, 2008

Teeheehee :-*

I discovered the powers of 40 winks recently! :P (Yeah, call me slow)

Hello everyone!!
THANKS FOR ALL THE WELL WISHES AND PRAYERS!!
I just wanna say that I really really appreciate it ah! :-*

I thank God for sustaining me till this day!!
I also thank Him for my friends. Who've been encouraging me ALOT!!
Caught up with two of my churchies and my cousin last night.
I'm so glad I had that conversation with my cousin!!
Elle, if you're reading this, I wanna say thank you!

Youjin is really a blessing in my life ah, he sent me songs :)
Really haven't been able to catch up with these old friends in a long time laaa!
Youjin intro-ed me to this really good youtube singer who composes his own songs!!
Talked to Jody too! Invited her for youth this Saturday!! :D
So much stuff's lined up for me after my exams!! I am excited!!
And I haven't sent my email yet :/

Somebody should chase me to send my email out or I can forget about getting a job -.-
Anyway, today's paper wasn't that bad, thank God.
Had icecream with BFF, Charmaine and Bings at Swirl after that.
Played taboo! Yay, I won uncle Bings!

Study time tmr! :P

Joelle Yesss! Hehe I had a great time catching up with you last night dear!! *hugs* leave the lousy past behind! :-*
Cindy HEYHEY! :D Pretty pretty!
Xinhui Yessss!! Let me know when you're free okay, we can gather some old band people meet up for icecream or something! :P
Alissa Why are you getting sick? :( You shdn't sleep so late ah!!
Shili Coolios!! Hmm, when are you and Jas ending your exams? We can arrange a mini gathering and we all go out and have fun!!! :)
Stephanie You're smart!! :P Hehehe, wanna study tgt? Like on wednesday? Cos my exams end this friday ah, so no more studying after that! :P
Sheila Heeheehee *giggles* BIG HUGS FOR BFF!

Alright goodnighta God bless you dears!

The last thing I want to see
Is doubting what you mean to me
Whom I love love love

Cherish your life
Though the bad can get worse
Strap on your converse and say
Let's walk off the night
Get off the ledge
And cherish your life always
- Chris Cendana, Cherish

11:55:00 PM

Sunday, August 17, 2008

TCM Family Meeting

I found baptism photos and videos! :)

So exciting! I found some old photographs in my hard-disk.
Those from my desktop which Mummy back-uped into my HD and my own old photos from Esme.
I found the lollipop that Char Shao Bing gave to me on Christmas in my fridge, I've eaten my turkish delight chocolate. I am glad! :-*

Today's a pretty much normal Sunday for me, except we didn't have SS.
And we needed to go for T-Day practice, and we had TCM meeting!!
We were nearly late for church today, if not for our oh-so-zai taxi driver! :P
THANKEE YOU!! :D
Sermon title was "Money Matters", and I'm reminded once again that the love of money is the root of all evil, as stated in 1st Timothy.
Zoomed up to the 3rd floor to meet up with the kids for practice, got stopped by Ps G and Uncle Bings on the way out -.-
After service, the rain really spoilt my moods so I became really nuah-ish. And I HATE MY RETAINERS!!!
They are hindering me from my 3rd love- FOOD :(
Lol, I was kidding about the 3rd love part.

Went for family meeting. It was good! Prayed!!
So many upcoming events for the ministry.
I really wanna catch the waves, don't wanna miss the boat ah!!
CANNOT WAIT FOR MY CONFIRMATION! :) It is SOON!!
Haha, you can't bring me down.

Certain stuff's been on my mind lately.
Yes I do get flustered and stuff, but I am reminded of God's perfect plans for me :)
So like my fb short paragraph- In God I trust!

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Y'know, it's okay if you do this to me and G, but don't you think doing this to F is unfair as well?!
How low do you wanna go? I really don't understand what's making you like that now.
When I think about how you are progressing and how you treat H, I can't help feeling sorry for H.
I really don't like you being like that.
Just one word to describe you, K, as usual: Pathetic.

Y'know people DO care about you, but no, you chose this path, you bear the consequences.
Sabbatical leave! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

-
Doesn't matter if no one understands the earlier paragraph again, just needed some avenue to channel my thoughts.
I think kids are wonderful blessings!!
And today at SS, I was really touched and encouraged by the young ones.
To the point I even teared, LOL!
I think Jon-boy was staring at me really worriedly.
Elkan is actually very mischievious eh? I learnt today, that he loves to lie about the floor.
Very very cute though! :-*
I wanna kid too! :P
9 months 9 months!! You come back with a kid for me ah! :)

I was telling Sus I felt like I hadn't attended youth service in a long time.
And she reminded me that we had events almost every saturday lately.
More saturdays to come also.
Then Glow commented we haven't had youth service in a long time too!! Ha.
I invited Jody for youth this sat, hope she can turn up! :P
Jem asked me to take over his duty this sat.
God, please give me Your peace and help me manage my time properly, Amen.

Gotta run, prepare for my exams tmr.
Uncle Bings will scream if he knows how much I have slacked today :/

Fionnie Hahaha, COS I AM SHY!! :P Hmm, I don't know when are your practices also. Are exams soon?
Shihui SHI HUI XIAO JIE!! Haha, trust you to still remember me by that!! :P Ya I miss you all but I can't visit you all yet until I finish my exams ah! Anyway when are your practices!? :-* (I am shy)
Xinhui Heyyy! Thanks!! Hehehe, hmm, that was what my gfriend also said, I'll consider!! Thanks for your honesty! Lets meet up sometime!
Jedi Heyhey Jedi!! I am not sad! :)
Ernest LOL ERNEST YOUR HUMOUR HOR!!! How can a white blogskin background become dirty unless you dirty your screen? :P Hehhe, but I like, you made me smile!!
Shili Hey dear girl!! :D How are you!!!!!! I miss you and Jas lots! Did you find my blog via my pm? All the best for your papers too! *hugs*

Goodnighta God bless you all my darlings! :-*

it seems too easy to call You Savior
not close enough to call You God
so as i sit and think of words i can mention
to show my devotion

i want to fall in love with You
my heart beats for You

10:37:00 PM

Saturday, August 16, 2008

New blogskin! :P

I miss my all time favourite girls :( [this is a mega old photograph!]

Hello loyal readers of my blog!!
I don't know exactly how many of you (my friends) read, but I wanna say THANK YOU FOR CHECKING BACK ON ME :)
If you'd notice I've edited my blogskin again.
All thanks to Steph who made me wanna redo my boring blog skin!

HOW DO YOU ALL FIND MY BLOGSKIN?!?!
Hahaha, I know it is very pattern-ish. But don't you think the patterns are pretty?!
They are pretty so I couldn't resist playing around with them and thus my combination may seem pretty awful.
Give me some feedback okay! :)

Anyway, I changed your nickname to ________.
It IS hilarious and I cannot help laughing at it everytime I see it!! :P
I'm glad! :)

I'm really happy these days! At least now I know I AM walking right. I am going the right path and I AM getting better.
I really thank God for giving me a second chance at love again.
He taught me how to love myself again.
Thanks God! :)

Ahh how I wish God was a person sometimes :(
But it's okay, I have God-sent friends around me!
IF I didn't, then I'd probably died of loneliness already! HAHAHA!

Anyway I really don't like wearing retainers.
I can force soo hard until my index fingers on both hands feel so raw and sore and yet my retainers aren't inside yet.
Perhaps its not the force, but the angle that I put in, but it's so annoying! I can never get it right :(

And I end up not wearing retainers half the day. Very very bad! -.-

-
I'm kinda excited. In the midst of my exams yet and I am not prepared for my test on Monday yet!!!!
Stayed at home the entire day today. Ended up sleeping more than I'm supposed to!
I have been sleeping alot leh, recently. It's making me lerthagic.

Okay, some of you may have noticed I have two tagboards now!
Don't fret if you don't know which to tag at.
I will only reply to tags from cbox on my posts.
And I am just trying out this "shoutmix" thing which people recommended (Steph Chuah, etc)
Feel free to leave your comments about the tagboard :D
Might switch to Shoutmix if I have good feedback about it!
Will see how it goes, okay? :P
(I'm still quite sticky to cbox leh! So if you don't like shoutmix, then I will delete that one, cos I like cbox :P)

But shoutmix has administrative functions leh!!
See this link that Steph gave me.
The difference between cbox and sm.

Oh, and you just came online! Hahaha so funny to see your nick like that ah! :P

I'm getting cranky. Better study more later!
HG LOL are you serious? I thought he knew you were my cousin! Hhahaha, cannot wait for exams to end!! Hows ITB? is that your last paper?
Sheila Rah, okay unfair. then how you gona study w me? I CAN STUDY WITH STEPH :)
Steph No hahah, I don't want her to wear a bikini yet. Maybe if she goes to the beach. But her boyfriend has to wear a uniform! Or else, NO, hahaha so Isaiah is definitely out of the question, unless he buys a ___ hehehe. I like the navy one leh!

Goodnight and God bless you all! :-*

11:30:00 PM

Friday, August 15, 2008

I hate wearing retainers!! :X

The focus is not on me, rather, its on the magnificent behind! :)

Okay, I am really starting to detest my retainers! They are so so difficult to put on!!!
I don't like them! The discomfort is far worse than my braces la!!
Braces gives me pressure, this is total discomfort!! Plus it makes me speak as if I have short tongue.
Some pain and numbness, its like the metal thinggi is cutting into my gums? Perhaps I AM too used to braces pressure alrdy.
And some people (like my cousin) are making fun of my speech! -.-

But if I had the choice, I wouldn't even wanna wear my retainers.
I was really getting used to my new smile alrdy lor.
BUT I really didn't want my teeth to go back crooked ah, so I HAVE TO SUFFER.
Neh mind neh mind :P

Blogger has a new look! I prefer the old one though, its prettier.
The weather's getting terrible these days.
Totally blazing to the max la.

Okay, my left gum is really hurting, wearing retainers really hurt, I'm really wondering if it'd be better if I'd chosen the other retainers.
But it's so weirdddddd.

Today's paper is not bad, it was do-able la, and I am so happy I went thru everything (revision papers) cos ALOT OF THE QUESTIONS WERE THE SAME!!!!
But I didn't remember alot la, at least I could write some stuff(s) down.
Thank God my horror paper was over.

Talked with Sheilala just now.
Has shepherd's pie for lunch. Not enough la, now wondering if I should go for dessert later or not.
But I really don't like wearing retainers cos it's such a huge hassle to remove them.
And thats just one thing, the putting back is HORRID too!
ZzZzzzzzzzzzZ!

I need to reformat my computer. Esme's getting way too slow!!
I also don't know why, I cleared off all my stuff leh! And then, my hard disk became super full again.
How can? Then next sem how to put my notes?!?!

I had enough of ranting, I am ranting more nowadays cos I can't speak!
I am really tired of retainers. And its barely 2 days!!
Oh boy, I am in trouble.

Maybe I'll check back later, when I'm back.
Cos I am really in a nuah-ish mood now.
Pardon my aloofness this afternoon.

Sheila HAHHAHA Relax Sheila!! Let me know when we can study tgt again! :)
Jedi Hhahaha, you didn't pop by macs what! I walked past SA ytd and I saw Gabby! :P Didn't see you though.
Heng Guang I cannot believe it. You told your friend you taught me micro ah! HAhaha, HOW COME HE KNOW AH?! JIAYOU FOR ITB!!! :P
ST Haha, which part of the post were you refering to? Heh, you're really smart, you got it right! :P Most people (girls even) wouldn't know what I was talking about :P

Toodles! :-*

in open fields of wild flowers
she breathes the air and flies away
she thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses
in no simple language
someday she'll understand the meaning of it all
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
as close a heartbeat or a song on her lips
someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
someday He'll call her and she will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray

-
Not for you to judge!

2:44:00 PM

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Ooh my second time, and SUCCESS!! IT WENT IN! :D

Oh, my prehistoric best friend, ancestor of my beloved Tina! :P

Hhehehe, as you all can tell from my post title, I AM VERY EXCITED!!!
I will not specify for whatever reason la.
But however, if you're a girl, you might understand, but you probably won't share my excitement la.
Hahha, some girls become rather turned off by it, but I totally love it! :-*

Anyway I had study buddies today.
Studied at pp macs with my bff, Jem, Pris and uncle Bings dropped by!!!
Bumped into somemore churchies, Mekoh, Jem, and Gabby!!
Didn't go worship sem today ah, cos tmr's my first paper.
I am worried and scared stiff.

Prayer request: Please pray for my rumbling tummy okay? I am having BAD cramps :( And also for my first paper tmr, its MICROECONOMICS! And the rest of my test dates are located at the right sidebar!!

Kai Hey!!! Is this your first time tagging?! Welcome to my nicey bloggy! :P THANKS!! I really appreciate you and all your encouragement! See you this weekend!! (:

Gotta continue my revision liao!
More updates tmr!
Goodnight and God bless!!! :-*

Oh yes, THANK YOU FOR THE FENG YOU!!! :-*

9:04:00 PM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Smells of F-A-V-O-U-R-I-T-I-S-M =S

She's gorgeous, like her mummy! :)

Oh, Ariella!
Okay, I am happy, and sad at the same time.
Hahaha, I really don't know whether I should laugh or cry or not becos I am not prepared for my test yet!
Die! Haha, today's study session at home was totally ineffective!

Mummy, you know, you should read my blog! Becos then you'd know more about me!
And know that I absolutely cannot study at home cos it's totally not conducive at all! :(

Okay, gona get the big Rs tomorrow.
Just when I was starting to like my smile la! ZzzzzZ
Hahaha, nvm, endure retainers for 6 months only! Time flies!

Just like how 9 months will fly very quickly! (haha, I AM pregnant)
Time to stop babble now.
Do some self-help quiz to make yourself useful, lazy bum!

Much loves! :-*

Xinhui Thanks dear! :D Are you having exams too?! You study smart too! May He grant you wisdom! :-*
Stephanie Whaaat?! Haha, Imelda's non-existant yet ah! :P And she's not gona wear a bikini! Her boyfriend must wear smart uniform ah, if not... REJECT! Hehehe, she WILL not wear bikini, she'll wear something sweet :P (much misses! :-*)

Goodnight God bless you peeps! :D

11:05:00 PM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Liar, pants on fire! :-*

Such wonderful God given blessings! :-*

You can lie and hide from the rest but you can't run away from me.
I've known you well enough to know how you are like now.
I thank God for protecting me still.
I've analysed and studied you, which also proves my point right.
You will ALWAYS be like that, mark my words.
One word - P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C!!
-

Hello everyone! :)
"The Joy of the Lord is my Strength!!"
Are you wondering why I can still remain so joyous?
Cos I got JC in me!!! HAHAHAHA :)

Ignore the disgusting paragraph written in front.
If you don't understand, it's probably isn't refering to you.
But then again, I doubt the person whom I'm refering to will be that smart to know that I am shooting her-him.

Hehehee, call me evil! :P
But that's just how I intend to be toward this certain person now.
Maybe lets just name her-him K.
I seem to love to name people K.

Haha, so if you see me mentioning K again, you'd know I'm talking about this baabaahead.
K always shuo hua bu suan su one! REALLY! I have been through it, and that's enough. Period.

My personal message is well written! :-*
*Pats on my back*
I AM getting better. I am getting myself back on track.
I AM trying to PUT GOD FIRST.
And I daresay I am moving faster than I thought I would.
And God has continually blessed me, with people around me, to spur me on and everything.

That's whats driving me.
My heavenly reward- Eternal Life.
Where my vision yesterday would become reality.
Where my heart really lie.
Not in this place, not in this horrid earth.
No! My treasures are all gona be stored up in heaven! :-*

:-* means kiss! :P
And today, I'm feeling extremely lovable so I will spread the love to you guys!

Ahh, study la ah girl!
Okay, time to hit my books again!
I love you ah! I know you love me too! :)

Nothing very interesting to blog now ah.
Toodles! :-*

3:41:00 PM

Monday, August 11, 2008

"Your pig at Southern Ridge" - According to Hengkah

Helloo everyone!
I am so stuffed and unhappy! :(
Had pizzahut with whole family today.
Shopped some at NTUC and Dad sent us back.
Stayed at home and I didn't really study much :(

This feeling I'm getting is inexplainable.
I really don't know why I feel like that and why do I get such a feeling?
Somehow I feel like I've been living a life of lies.
Everything was actually a lie.
Even now.

Find it hard to pick up the pieces.
I need some cheering up.
Jesus come and lift me up in Your wings of grace please.
I really wanna run somewhere where I can forget all my problems and stuff.

-
(After awhile)
I think I just had a nice vision.
I think God granted my prayer.
If you wanna know what happened, ask me! :)

God's really good.
I think He's carrying me now on His shoulders.
Which is why I am really feeling calm, and kinda happy!

You should stop thinking about it Carissa, the more you think, the unhappier you get.
And that is NOT what He wants you to be.
He wants you to set your mind on Him, let your praise begin, and His glory will come upon you!!

I am excited.
I feel kinda clean and pure.
Thank You God for cleansing me!

I think I have ranted enough.
Trust, TRUST IN HIM!
TRUST that He will see you through.
And TRUST the people He sent! :)

Alissa Heh heh! :P
ST Yess!! You take good care of yourself too! :D :D

Goodnight and God bless you all! :P

9:26:00 PM