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Sunday, April 19, 2009
We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun!


Merlion rooftop with Zephyr, Pots & Lam!
18th April 2009

In a highly irritable mood now, decided to blog before the new school term.

Attachment is finally over, it's really tiring, especially on my last day of work, my supervisor piled me with a whole load of work which was almost impossible to finish. But all glory to God for I finished it eventually!!

Worship led today, it was relatively smooth, except for a few boo-boos around. I love Zontanos! They are really the BEST ever!
Well, but I can't say all went smooth though. I realise I have little patience lately, have to work on being more accomodating and accepting.

Sometimes, I feel so stumbled by some people's actions.
I've had a bad day actually. It started off really bad with Isaac delaying and causing us to be late for church (again).
But service was refreshing.
I sincerely apologize to whomever's affect by my tone after youth service, was really turned off by a certain matter. Yes, I am still mad at ______, but it doesn't mean that you have to avoid me.

Talk about being sensitive to the people around you, where has the discernment gone to?

I don't wish to blog it out here :)

I have no appetite for dinner, was thinking of skipping it.
But mummy doesn't allow me to.
Now I've got 4 shrimp dumpling with soup for lunch, which I'm not even eating yet :S

I decided to read _____'s blog and I'm really glad that she's moved on and I'm really genuinely happy for her.
But when I told C about her, C kinda gave me the bewildered impression, and her attitude really upsetted me.
I mean, I was telling her

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I cannot remember what my train of thoughts when I was blogging this, nonetheless, I'm posting it becos of the photo! :)

Enjoy! :)

9:02:00 PM

Friday, April 03, 2009

Sibling love, forever and ever amen!
ECP 01/04/09

Mum questioned me why I was home at 11 today :O
But marmeeeeee, it's the weekends!

Heh, okay I didn't whine at her (though most of you all might have thought I did)

Been extremely tight with my schedule and all, and I am really thankful for quality time with BFF today.
I still thank God for this lady, this sister, whom I love very much (with almost my whole heart that's left for my friends)
She's so wonderful I've got no words to describe.
But she called me a lousy friend just nw :X boo sheila!

So I spent time with my family! Wednesday dinner at Maude road and East Coast Beach! :)
Took photos which I've loaded on fb! heh Alissa was super enthu about taking photos, so I had to use my camera. Need to have more family time tgt! Love it when my parents bring us out!

I crashed a campfire too! :D Mojo's camp! I'm really glad cos I haven't stepped into jbac in the longest time!
Flew down from work, to cck, and cabbed down to jbac! Mr cab-driver was speeding at 100km/h along some stretches, but had to slow down in the end due to some really cute looking army jeeps (not the guys k!)

Mr cab-driver also shared with me that jalan bahtera is actually the most dreaded place he'd wanna go!
It's so ulu and there's no lights along the way in, the road's horrid!
So I spent like $15.40 on the ride into jbac :S super ex!

Cf's okay, kinda wished it was more powerpacked! :(
But, Cari, don't compare!

Met new instructors! And yeah Zephyr was soooooooooo shocked to see me! :D
Yay I'm glad we were able to catch up some last night dear!

And my parents came allllllll the way to jbac to pick me up!!
They gave Russell a lift home too! :D

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Arranged to meet Sheila for dinner today, she wasn't ready by the time I neared dhoby, so I decided to head to her church.
Crashed the last part of her praise team, and helped Gideon the drummer!
Wanton mee at Sunshine plaza!
Explored Iluma (idk if I've spelt it right), opposite bugis junction!
It has an escalator up to the 4th floor! :O

We had yoghurt icecream with peaches!
Next stop, bugis.
Till the shops closed.
Yeah, if you're wondering why Sheila called me a really bad friend.
It was becos I psychoed her to get the same Dorothy Perkins wallet as me! (okay different colour)

I'm feeling relatively glad today, prolly cos I'm not thinking about the distress.
Pushing it to the back is really easy, but I can't run away from it forever, I'll have to deal with it over the weekends, forever and ever as long as I don't move away.
But at least I'm comforted to knw that I'm not the only one who feel this way.
Alissa my dearest sis, we've gotta persevere no matter what.
If we've gotta get out, then we shall k! :) Jiayou, you can always talk to me!

Alissa heya heya heya heya heya! :P
Vanny yay yes I've got it, it's not a lot, gotta save upppppp! Have you gotten yours dear?

Goodnight God bless! :)

11:15:00 PM


am I being frustrated?
It's obvious there are cliques again. Pretty much the same stuff happening again and again.
No wonder I'm feeling this way.
I want OUT.
I __________.
12:41:00 AM