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Friday, August 28, 2009
When we grow up...


Alissa, Sus, Chari and I @ECP

The picture above was taken after a church futsal outing at east coast, having bbq. Photo credits: Heng Kah.
Looking back at old photos, I realise all of us have changed so much! We've blossomed into mature looking ladies.

This photo was taken in the wee hours of the new year 2009, with an additional girl (in the centre) Cassandra! :)

Just look at the change in our looks! :)

Just today, I was acquainted with my primary school classmate (he's a guy), and I was just reminiscing a little about primary school time. It's really nice to see how much people change as they get older and more matured.

And even more so, if you find out that that person had given his life to Jesus Christ! :)

Cool right?? I think God's moving even more strongly in my midst so I am even more spurred to build my rlnship with Him and touch other lives! I am actually quite excited!

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Spent today clearing my clothes wiremesh. Got my clothes sorted while throwing away some. I think I will work on my wardrobe tomorrow, and I'll need to organise my dresses too.

One of the saturday tuition kids commented that I've stopped wearing dresses. I realise that was quite true, I gotta start wearing my dresses again...

Look at how slim I was before!! I need to tone my arms so I won't look like a fat pig!! :S

Haha, go ahead! :) Laugh all you like, I cannot believe how I let myself eat so much icecream till I reached this stage lol.

Ernest But now it's over right? :D heh okay I cannot wait for Master Chef to whip up some dishes for us next week!! :)

11:01:00 PM

Thursday, August 27, 2009
becos I am so in love with YOU!


Last day of the examinations! Huiying, Suern and I!

God has been so good to me, He's my Provider, my Strength, my Hope, my Joy, my EVERYTHING! Seriously, I don't know why but I just want to praise Him with all I have. (Though I am unworthy)

But God is worthy to be praised!
I am currently reading this book by Tommy Tenney (author of The God Chasers) called Finding Favor with the King and it talks about the life of Esther and how she found favor with the Persian King Xerxes. It is really enlightening and comforting to know how we too, can prepare ourselves for the moment in His presence.

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Woke up early this morning and went for my driving practice, my instructor actually told me to slow down... Oh well, God, teach me how to drive carefully, to coordinate my legs and to discern what's right and wrong, amen.

Worked at island gwc (which explains my sudden surge of twitter posts regarding icecream), business was really slow today. No one seem to want to buy tubs or cakes at all? And just after I rattled on to twitter, a lady bought a red tub lol!! :)

Uncle B popped by for icecream and we parted ways as he went home, and I went to Serene to collect my pay. Stayed there for quite a while before dad picked me up. I realise all the new girls in Island are super duper slim! okay, skinny!!! And I felt like a buffalo standing next to them, really gotta get my slim-ness back!

Family dinner at Thomson, ate kampong chicken rice! It is really yummy!! :) But I am so full now la...

Now I am home and I really want to go for PNP tomorrow, but I feel bad if I cancel out on Shelly :S I hope she'll understand. Anyway, trying to re-adjust my biological clock. Will sleep early and wake up on time and do more exercises! Pray for me!! ♥

Ernest It's just ONE paper, and after that you'll be free for 7 weeks! press on! anyway by the time you read this your paper would be over? But you'll probably feel some energy, becos I am praying for you!! :)
YJ GREAT!! What time does your paper end? :) I cannot wait ah! Time to talk and let loose! Eh the fish thing was Ernest's idea, and you must admit it was funny la! but don't take it too hard, we were just teasing youuu, our dear friend...
Jedi yes yes yes finally over and done with! Pleaseeee focus in school ah!! Don't sms during school hours! :P

Before they call I will answer; while they are still speaking I will hear.
Isaiah 65:24

11:00:00 PM

Wednesday, August 26, 2009
the SM semester is finally over!
Just did a quiz on facebook, the result was pretty accurate! :O

Carissa wants to give a shout out to everyone who has been rooting and praying for her!
A BIG thank you to all you guys, you've been very supportive and caring towards me!

Right now, my abs hurt a whole lot becos I just chionged my sit ups too soon :(
Am planning to get toned up this holiday. Please don't crack jokes or poke fun at my weight okay.
Just yesterday daddy made a comment about my size, he said I resembled his sisters (who are in fact quite big sized). He also said that my tummy was huge and that my shoulders were larger than his! -.-
Honestly, I've never had broad/wide shoulders, in fact, I've got small round shoulders, but upon much analyzation, I realise that my shoulders may have widened quite a bit. Could it be because of the heavy weights I've been using in the gym lately?
At least my arms don't feel so flabby but there's so much toning to do :S ahh, my abs really hurt...

Anyway, with reference to my title, I have now completed 1/2 of my final year in polytechnic.
It hasn't been very smooth sailing, what do you expect from a third year? Definitely higher standards, right?
And God has been so gracious to me. It is by His grace, not my works, that I was able to get through this entire semester.

And I am awaiting the challenge next sem. Afterall, Service Management (what I'm taking this sem) is my passion, so I don't know what's in store for me next sem (International Business). I've heard that it will be a whole lot tougher than SM!

Aiya, people always say SM is the slackest! But I daresay NOT! We've got our major project, which doesn't give us a lot of benefits yet we slog so hard for it. And sometimes I feel that our integrated project this sem is indeed one of the toughest amongst the specialisations. But once again, thank God for great project groupmates, they've really helped me a whole lot, facing the tough times together...

... and not to mention, our examinations! Heh, at least the big E for me is over for now.

It's the holidays, I've got so many things I wanna do. Meet up with people, training, working, my personal project WRAP, and most importantly spend more time with Him. I pray that this 7 weeks will be my most fruitful holiday of my poly life! (After 7 weeks of attachment before! haha)

What has happened today?

I had my last examination SIS this afternoon, and headed to IKEA to spend some time with Suern and Huiying. It was really nice to just window shop and eat, and enjoy each other's company. Even though I was also complaining that my legs were painful and Suern was grumbling about being tired :S

Took an uber long bus ride home and basically wasted my hours away at home, dinner, and watching teevee! :)

It feels good to be free!!

Gotta wake up early for my driving lesson tomorrow and then head down to gwc for work. And then collect pay!!! An additional $60 is great for some indulgence for Friday's meetup with Shelly, Monday's with _____, Tuesday's with Suern and the gang...

Now my mum is nagging me, " You're gng driving tomorrow morning and you're not sleeping yet???!?!" "I've already told you, correct your lifestyle..." (It is now 1am actually)
Oh boy, time to reset my biological clock!

Nest Hahha yeah why else would you reply so late! :P The video is very cool la!!! the waves are magnificent! And the Maker of such wonderful waves is even more Magnificent!! (see got difference one okay - capital letters)
Meeks Yes yes welcome back to blogosphere! That was a cool vid, and the link you showed me was cool too! Nice!
Vanny YES PLEASE NEXT WEEK. I am free Weds, Thurs evening/night, and Friday. Can you please ask Clarene too? :) All the best for your last paper on Friesday!
Sheila yep yep! we're driving on the same day (for this week)!!!!!! ahhaha!!! aller aller best friend. go climbing!
Shelly Wokay sureeeeeee! See you on FRIDAYYYYYYY! :)

Wokay goodnight and God bless you all! :)

Update: Ernest just made a comment about elevators. I HOPE MY HOUSE ELEVATOR WILL BE READY SOON!!!!!!!!!!!

11:36:00 PM

Monday, August 24, 2009
I'll serve You all my days...

National Day with the youthies at ECP, Ali and I

Just a short post, I am now in the midst of my examinations.
It's really nerve wrecking to be studying, and sleeping late, waking early. I ended up falling asleep in school.

On the other hand, I am really thankful I've got supernatural powers on my side! *winks*

Super talks with the churchies on Sunday, and playing Choke! :)
More deep conversation with E and Y, am so blessed to have these two by my side. Especially Ernest!
It's so nice to be yourself, to let go of your inner soul with these people you're comfortable with. And I am definitely not gng to let anything tear my friendship with these friends!!

Studied out today with Steph, good catch up time with this girlllll. I'm planning lots of stuff to do this holiday with these girls. Making our shirt, my secret project wrap, fondue and saboteur etc.

Anyway, kindly keep me in your prayers as I sit for my next two papers on:

25/08/09 (Tues) - Service Quality Management
26/08/09 (Wed) - Service Innovation & Stategy

I really thank God that my weaker modules are over and done with. I won't dare say I've done well. But I pray and believe, God will bless me with the results I deserve.

Ernest Lol you evil! bet you went home and slept like a pig no wonder you didn't reply my text until super duper late! :P
Pra Thank you Praaaaa, and thank you even more for rubbing it in! :P hehe! just kidding! When can we hang out, I really wanna gooooooo with youuuuuu pleaseeeeeeeeee!
Van Uh oh, cos my weds paper is from 2-4pm. Or will you be free to come down to gwc on thurs? Else I'll try to come early on Weds? :) Weds is my last paper you see.
YJ HAHAH see you daresay you dont zonk out? I really cannot wait for next monday. Chef YJ must whip up a nice meal for us ah! :) We'll be expecting... (best is do your speciality fish dish!)
Jedi yes thank you jedi! you've been most encouraging! you must be spurred on to study hard too k! then you can achieve great things in future! :)
Raymond Holla brother! I loved CIP (now know as ITB) last time when I was in year 1! my teacher is now a retiree but he was very nice and generous (with marks) haha!! don't worry about it laaaa! ITB is good for you okay, you won't regret becos you'll did some ITB skills for your other modules in years 2 and 3 (e.g. Bcomm 2)
Bings Ah B the zombied king of the zombies! Thanks for the morning rings the past two exam days!! :)

Ben showed me a magnificent video of waves and a surfer (you can actually just roll over the link, and play the video in the snap shots) just last night. It really heartened me to know that my God is the creator of the universe, including those waves! It leaves me speechless whenever I think of how great He is.

Colossians 1:15-23

The Supremacy of Christ

15He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation. 16For by him all things were created: things in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or powers or rulers or authorities; all things were created by him and for him. 17He is before all things, and in him all things hold together. 18And he is the head of the body, the church; he is the beginning and the firstborn from among the dead, so that in everything he might have the supremacy. 19For God was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in him, 20and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether things on earth or things in heaven, by making peace through his blood, shed on the cross.

21Once you were alienated from God and were enemies in your minds because of your evil behavior. 22But now he has reconciled you by Christ's physical body through death to present you holy in his sight, without blemish and free from accusation— 23if you continue in your faith, established and firm, not moved from the hope held out in the gospel. This is the gospel that you heard and that has been proclaimed to every creature under heaven, and of which I, Paul, have become a servant.

11:23:00 PM

Saturday, August 22, 2009
What a Saturday! :O


Xinmin Camp 3rd night, looking totally shack and groggy

Carissa is exhausted from running out the entire Saturday. Been up since 5-ish. Snoozed a long time but very appreciative of B who woke me up this A.M.
This was the start of my examination days, and it wasn't really very smooth :(

But thank God dad sent me to school. We even had time for roti prata at al ameen (dad says it's good!). Sat for my marketing paper, I focused too much on the wrong concepts. What a waste.

Flew down to meet JY at PS to finish up Lam and ZW's present. But ended up at starbucks myself for more than an hour. But that was a relaxing time for me, being able to properly look through my marketing paper with my notes, people watching, and getting really happy when I see people expressing their appreciation.

Went back to Bk Timah for tuition and got my pay of $90. I am so glad Hannah mentioned it at such a timely... time? HAHA! In any case, I was actually fretting over not having enough cash in my purse (I actually had zilch at that point), moreover I really didn't want to withdraw cash... You get the idea! :P

B met me afterward and we headed down to pp. Dinnered with the cell and I am so excited and glad that B and Jem had so much to talk about. Really happy that Jem could click so well with B. But it gets a little annoying when you want to break into their conversation lol. boy talk. I am encouraged by B's faith and I've definitely learnt a little bit more about his church today.

Discipleship training wasn't intensive yet. Was just the tip of the iceberg, the introductions. Having deep talks about issues with the oldies was enlightening. We've gotten our materials and I cannot wait to dive into them! :)

Looks like it's gng to rain tonight. Praying for good weather tomorrow for the boys to kick ball in the evening, and for a greater time of worship, and also fellowship with the youthies! :P

I miss a certain little brother of mine :( oh well. See you soon!

Jedi HAHA really? But it seems like this keyboard shortcut works better than the refresh button on top leh! :S
Xinhui Oh I see! Thanks for sharing, it really did help me a whole lot! :) Hope everything's good for you now, read your unhappy twitter posts :(
Vanny Nono sweetie, me no genius! :P when can I return your dress? What time are your papers? I know your dates but I don't know the time :(

Which is more important? Experiencing God or having the knowledge of God? :)

11:49:00 PM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Get up and dance and praise You!


Sentosa with my best friends! ♥
13th Aug 09

Pardon me for not updating lately! I think nuffnang will kill me becos I declared that I blog frequently (SO PLEASE DO HELP ME BY CLICKING ON THE ADVERTS IF YOU ARE INTERESTED OKAY?)

So many things to thank God for:


My groupmates and I with Mr Evergreen and Ms Ho.

Number 1: My course (service management) had our final integrated project presentation on Monday, 3rd of August. The bespectacle gentleman in the middle is the manager of Evergreen Singapore. We've been doing a project for Evergreen and my group was assigned to the outlet at Suntec. The lady who's second from the left is one of my modules lecturer. I really thank God we pulled through this whole project. I must say that I was really exhilarated after my presentation, it was like whatever we've been working for for months had been completed. And it was also by God's grace that I helped my team win the Best Presenter's Award. We received some stationeries and a $10 voucher :)

Number 2: National Day this year was spent with my churchmates. We made our way to East Coast Beach for our fellowship and games :) But the day before, we had a pre-national day party at Cassandra's. The girls baked too! Anyway, God was good (He's still good!), as he sent good weather for our beach day! We sure enjoyed playing capstan's ball and tranforming Jedi into a mermaid :) We even attempted to create a flowing skirt for Aloy whilst our kite flew high in the sky.
Later that day, I went for my attachment company's chalet. I had a great time catching up with my boss and ex-colleagues, watching Singapore Idol, making new friends and playing with the young ones there. My boss' children brought their skateboard (the one which you have to shake your body to remain stable), and I tried my very best to get on it. But I fell down and got hurt quite badly twice :( HAHA!! I hope the scab will form soon so that my leg can be healed!

No photos yet as I'm waiting for Mel Sim to load them on FB! hehe

Number 3: Random blessings that God has showered upon me. Stuff like shortening the waiting time for public transport for me; giving me wisdom and clarity to be able to get through my CRM test; providing me with a safe journey home each time I return home late; blessing me with great friends; 10-day trial gym membership at TRUE; driving; and so many more, you might have caught some updates on my twitter posts :)

Number 4: The heavens rejoice each time a life is saved. I am really touched and encouraged by a friend of mine, who recenty gave himself to the Lord. He has certainly changed a whole lot ever since he knew God in an intimate way. I am really very glad that B's so interested in wanting to pursue a relationship with our Father. This is only right, that we God's children have a relationship with our Heavenly Father! :) I was actually kinda shocked at his conversion (partially becos we kinda broke contact for quite some time), but I am so delighted at this new change in him. Will see him this weekend and I really cannot wait.

I thank God for showing Himself to B, this is really a great testimony to show that God can soften the hardest of hearts. Somehow this reminded me of Paul, whom was persecuting the christians before, then when he experienced a personal encounter with our God, he had a 180 degree change. And I pray that God will continue to move and work greatly in B's life so that he can touch others as well.

Number 5: Changes, are you willing to embrace them? So many sermons preparing us. Changes are inevitable and we have to "adapt" to them no matter how much we don't like them. We've gotta tell ourselves to get out of our comfort zone, and only then will we be able to have a fresh encounter with God.

Cell grouping was reshuffled a few weeks back. I am now in the smallest cell, but we're the oldest. I thank God for my new cell members, and my mentor Rena and Ps Ben, who's in charge of our cell. And I am looking forward to MORE of what God will show us in future! :)

We've also had some reshuffling of corporate worship for youth fellowship. But it's all for our good :) I am actually quite excited for our upcoming discipleship course on Saturday. It's gng to be smthg that's different and I cannot wait to learn more!

Anyway, jamming with my band on Monday went great. We did a rather tough song but Zontanos managed to pull through despite being slightly handicapped (without another guitarist). I am very glad that Nicholas came for jamming and sang :)

I believe there's a purpose why God put me in Zontanos, even as the sole female in the band. Sometimes it's really tough for me, as I've got high standards for myself and the people around me. But God is moulding me and He is showing me new perspectives that I've never thought of before. I am not gng to just give up just becos of some feelings that I may get. My foundation is on Christ the Solid Rock and He will see me through!


Zontanos - Alive for Christ
I love every single one of you!

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A trip down to Holland V after gymming on Monday led us on a wild goose case for Settlers Cafe.
Nonetheless, it also presented new ideas for BFF and I. I have a plan, a project rather. But I'll need a trip down to Spotlight or any art shop to get my materials. I cannot wait for the finished product! :)

Been studying with Jieyi at Starbucks (today) and Popeyes (ytd), and I'm glad that I'm making some progress! HAHAHA!!

Here are my semestral exam dates:

22/08/09 (Sat) - Principles of Marketing
24/08/09 (Mon) - Service Logistics Management
25/08/09 (Tues) - Service Quality Management
26/08/09 (Wed) - Service Innovation & Stategy

Do keep me in your prayers. All are morning (9-11am) papers except for the last (2-4pm).

Sheila But we definitely toned up a little! HAHA! At least now we know where our weak points are at! :)
Jedi hello thereeeeee!
Pastor G Yo Pastor! No I didn't! I merely engaged in a conversation with him, I was the second customer of the night and I think I must have made him really happy :) But that cabby was so courteous with me, not like most angry taxi drivers. This is how good service is! AHAHA (but I'm not saying that all cabbies should discount their charges!) :P
Xinhui Wokay sure! :) do you know how does the Ctrl +F5 work?

The train of his robe fills the temple with glory
Heavenly hosts fall before him in worship
Crying Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God Almighty

11:11:00 PM

Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Just for laughs

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Here's a little something I found while doing a facebook note. It's for pure entertainment purposes! Anyway, here's the note for your reading pleasure! :)
10:54:00 PM


Ctrl + F5
Ahhh! Have problems accessing facebook/hotmail/blogger?

PRESS CTRL + F5!!! It works miracles!!!! :O

Don't ask me why, I don't know how.
Anyway now that blogger is working fine, I kinda feel lazy to blog...

Maybe I'll post smthg later! :)
9:34:00 PM

Wednesday, August 12, 2009
What is wrong with Blogger?!
I am so pissed with blogger for not working right, so I don't want to blog so much!!

Suern YES PLEASE! I need motivation and a good study buddy!! :(
Zhimin Hahhaha there's no need for that :) thank you anyway! :)
Jeremy HAHAHA Whatever you say, the talking was interesting! :P
Jedi Yepppppp I don't know what is wrong with Blogger :(
YJ Good great :)
10:51:00 PM

Monday, August 03, 2009
I will run to You

Your eye is on the sparrow
And Your hand, it comforts me
From the ends of the Earth to the depth of my heart
Let Your mercy and strength be seen

You call me to Your purpose
As angels understand
For Your glory, may You draw all men
As Your love and grace demand

And I will run to You to Your words of truth
Not by might, not by power but by the spirit of God
Yes I will run the race till I see Your face
Oh let me live in the glory of Your grace

10:19:00 PM

Saturday, August 01, 2009
Study break, are you ready?


The "huh, Ernest" face (Playmax 09)

Blogger is finally working as per normal :) Praise God heh heh!

My life's pretty mundane right now, spent my friday yesterday in school studying in the library. And it was the bump-into-Jeremy-Goh-three-times-in-a-day day yesterday. I met him on the bus to school in the morning. Met him at the atrium around 5pm after that, and then I bumped into him on the bus from school too! :O

But I had a good catch up time with this bro-in-Christ, sharings about usher ministry and our churches, and we talked about YJ too! Neh neh neh! :P

Neways, thank you Suern for booking the 10seater room yesterday! It was cool studying with you! :)

I've been binging a whole lot this week. I'm kinda afraid I'm under some kind of stress, probably a sign that my biological clock is sending me? LOL!

Worked at Knowledge today, took over the p5 class. Got my pay! :)

Met the churchies - Jem, Mng, Gab, Nich, Mel and Mekoh - at Barcelos in Vivo for dinner.
It was quite funny seeing how the boys interacted with each other. Talked with Gab and Nich. I love being around a small fellowship. Makes it more personal that way. At least I got along well with these guys.

I am still considering if I shd head over to Jeremy's church tomorrow or not. Ahh, I am pretty tired and I'll need to study too. I guess not.

Lord, please give me Your supernatural strength and peace to be able to get through my next week. I love You and trust You with all my heart. Amen.

Friends, kindly keep me in your prayers:

  • Monday 3rd Aug - Final presentation to EVERGREEN for my integrated project (svc mngmt)
  • Tuesday 4th Aug - Customer Rlnship Mngment (CRM) Test 30%

Thank you and God bless!

Jedi :) yup, so be encouraged!
Shaobin huh what's a prezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzent?

11:13:00 PM