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Sunday, July 29, 2007 hmm i havent been updating my blog frequently, and now its like, sian when i want to blog ): dont know how i managed to actually blog everyday last time! -.- sheila; happy happy yes today i`m exceptionally happy:D celine; hehehhehee LOL! hahah celine is always cheery one! :D weilynn; HAHAHHA YES I KNOW WHO YOU AREEEEE! weewee is WEILYNN:D hmm you takecare tooo:D huimeng; hehehe thanks dear! (: janice; serious?! how do you know xia! sigh, but how come she dunno his eng gradeeeeeee?! sigh sigh sigh. so many stuff to do yet so little time. i shd start studying for my exams alr. i dont have much time left, friday was a relatively good day, met in school at 1 for success story meeting, ate blueberry waffle :D had lms, but didnt present. later i had my macro retest. sigh, i dont know if i will do well for it or not. rushed down to chs for pnp. my first time going for pnp. its good its good :D didnt go online that night. good girl:D saturday. had some tough and dramatic times trying to control my cousins who came over for tuition. eventually tuition time got delayed for them, and i got veryvery late to get to church -.- so infuriating. but all is good:D God is great. i left the house at the time i`m supposed to be in church for practice. and when i boarded the bus rena called me, telling me that gwong was going to fetch me, ahh it was drizzling then, saved me the trouble of walking to pp mrt stn from opp posb in the rain, God is indeed great. and they didnt start worship practice until i came, which was like super delayed, but all was good. backup singing is quite tough when you have a bad flu. but carissa pulled through it w her many tissues and 1 litre water bottle. another reason to thank my awesome God :D youth svc itself was good! rev michael was our speaker :D after that stayed back for dinner. cos there was a young adults bbq that the youth was invited to. and they had catered food too. had good fellowship w my youth friends. and gabby let me play his macbook:D i love playing w his macbook! and i went online and checked my blog too! apple is different from windows! and i`m super used to my trusty windows:D hehehe. went home, and did the ppt for today`s OS praise and worship. today`s a great great great day! although it didnt start off too well. i made jw wait for close to 45minutes cos i was late ): not my fault though. OS praise and worship was great:D very very good. i got praised by lydia! :D and then we (jw and i) listened to my media player while the kids played games and youjin played guitar :D and lyd and evangeline came to look at my media player, and today`s the day when the thought rly struck me that i actually have alot of christian songs in my wmp. i`m proud of myself, :D and i`m rly grateful for my dear vanny! lydia approved of me using more hillsongs and whatever i have in my wmp:D as long as i have the chords for guitar. played jw`s guitar downstairs. i like i like! i`m surprised i still can play, but i cannot strum! mine is like, only one direction LOL gotta practice more at home! i like playing alabaste jar on jw`s guitar. he has a cute mickey mouse pick:D went upstairs to do handwritten bible project:D i wrote Mark 3:1-11 and i`m proud to say i didnt write anything wrong. Praise God:D lunched at sakae sushi w gwong josh dan and kaixiang. i got chocz :D twenty dollars worth of chocz. whoaification! carissa is happy happy happy! gbye for now and loves! 10:28:00 PM
Thursday, July 26, 2007 and disappointment. wednesday was one of the lousiest days i`ve ever had. had bca tutorial in the morning. ended up only having 45 minutes of class. and then v and c and i went to have lunch. cavana chicken rice even though my throat was bad went for macro extra lessons w mrs tan. she rly clarified alot of my doubts :D after that, nuahed in the library alone. nuahing in the library alone is very very sucky cos theres some problem w msn, i cant sign in. and i got p/sed too, which didnt make it any better. pt was not too bad. didnt run campus again. my mood was alr very bad, and whats worse was i wasnt feeling well again after pt, something happened that left me rly upset and disgusted. so carissa threw her tantrum and stomped about, carissa was wrong, childish to do that. i`m rly sorry to whoever whom i`ve traumatised that night. truly sorry! but i was rly in a bad bad mood. yide returned me my thumbdrive, and i talked to him a while. and after that i got angry and stomped about. oh well. carissa didnt manage her anger properly then. thinking about it, i realise i shd have handled the situation in another way. tbc below. today, was an okay day too! had good fellowship w my vanessa and clarene. clarene and i went on a fried food binge. now i feel rly sorry for myself. i seriously shd have better self control. thats all i`m gona say for today. to juer: dear girl, i want to clarify some stuff w you. i`m blogging now about this cos i cannot stand it any longer and i wont have the chance to talk to you until monday. i dont know if you`ll even get to read this. anyway i will need to talk to you on monday about this face-to-face. i dont know why our friendship is so strained alr. you`re a rly good friend to me, lately you`ve been rather distant, and maybe cold towards me, no i`m not trying to get your attention. no i do not need your babysitting. gone were the times when i can sit down and talk to you about my stuff, gone were the times when we can really have fun tgt w/o being selfconscious or whatever. now i find it hard to talk to you alr. i don`t understand you anymore. why am i saying this? its because of your actions my dear. first of all, its not like you to ps me without any reason. once, quite some time ago, on a monday. i was in the library with two of my classmates doing project, and you told me you were gona find me before we went down to the atrium, i told you where exactly i was alr. later i went downstairs to wait at the atrium cos i wanted to buy a sandwich. and i msged you telling you that i was shifting, and i told you where exactly i was shifting to. then again, i didnt get any reply. so i started to get frantic. and msged sheila to meet me, and she told me that she was going to meet you. and you were w the twins. i dont see why you cant tell me that you`re with the twins str away. yes you asked me to go up to find you all, you`re all playing games, and i`m downstairs, eventually you all still have to come down to the same place where i was waiting. thank God for kit. and weiling. who came and so i wasnt alone, please dont get mistaken that i`m afraid of being alone. cos i am not. and after that i was rly sad. and there were other stuff that happened after that. and then yesterday. i was nuahing at the library. and sheila told me that you were out alr and she told me that you were going to find me, she specifically emphasised for you to call me, yet after my one hour nap. i havent received any call, not even an sms. i dont knw if you know, but i alr felt before this that you dont rly like me alr. either that or you`re just not comfortable w telling me stuff. and i ended up msging janice, then i found out that she was w you. you wldnt understand how i feel anyway. anyway when we finally met at the pt place, you didnt talk to me, that was fine w me though cos i needed time to sort my feelings. i have so much to talk to you about this but i cant possibly think of what to write down here. and i know its not nice to post it, but i really have no choice. anyway, i threw my tantrum after pt. i`m sorry about that. after talking w yide and getting my thumbdrive back from yide, i went back to you all asking who wanted photos. celine answered me, so i passed my thumbdrive to her. and she plugged it in her macbook alr. yet you took it away from her. excuse me but the thumbdrive belongs to me, and i was standing less that one and half metres away from you. i dont see why you cant ask me directly for it. and you just merrily helped yourself to the contents. have you ever thought of my feelings?! in fact, my thumbdrive contained some personal stuff. i stood down near celine cos i know she was gona transfer the files to her macbook, so i cld direct her which files she cld take. yet you took my thumbdrive away. that rly got me angry. but i was wrong in stomping about and yelling. and may i know what files you took out of my thumbdrive? i dont appreciate you just taking my things without my permission. if you wld have just asked i wldnt be angry and you know i will pass it to you. and i know, you`re angry w me because i didnt tell you that i was upset w you. and you blogged about it. "something a normal five year old would not be able to come up with, i can sense the deep hatred in you. i am ashamed of you. for starters, i dont hate you. and the bible says love your enemies. i`m sure i dont need to remind you that. as christians we are supposed to set a good example to others. by blogging with such strong words directing to someone (whom i`m rly sure its me) is definitely not what you, as a christian shd do. do reflect and do what you think you shd do. do not blame others and learn to be more tolerable. and mind what you say so you wont insult people. you`ll get into alot of trouble if you offend alot of people when you are older. learn to be more sensitive to people`s feelings. this world doesnt revolve ard you only. you wldnt know if you hurt anyone w your piercing words. i still have stuff to say to you. so i guess this`ll wait till monday. unless i forgotten some stuff alr. then i wont have much to say to you. of course its wrong of me to just rant here without letting you explain yourself. i`ll listen to what you have to say on monday, or whenever i`m gona meet you. meanwhile, dont stress and continue to stay godly and pure :D i wasnt being sarcastic TAG REPLIES- kim; oh really! :D hahahhaa thats coolios! ahh i`m glad bmgt project is over! celine; ahhaha i`m confused too ): apparently that sister who came on monday didnt know that bobo got a1 for eng, so it proves that shes not his bld sister. my deduction la. i`m very confused too ): sheila; ahhahaha laadeedaaaa? hahah aller sheila :D i`m going to study macro alr. i`ve wasted far too much time blogging! LOVES TO ALL! :D 8:08:00 PM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007 "stop braiding and start climbing la" the above mentioned statement was spoken by wong yide on monday`s climbing. apparently sheila was at her third-fourth try at braiding my hair. and yide fish cldnt stand seeing her messing w hair than the wall. okay monday was an okay day:D had no poa lecture, but ended up going to KAP to finish up my bmgt project and breakfast there. mcdonalds hotcakes equals love! and apple pie is the bomb man:D okay! hmm, chionged back to school and napped in the printing room for a while. dont ask me how come i napped in the printing room, i`m not sure how i managed to do it too! vanny and clarene printed their notes. kim met us at the printing room, and i woke up and we all went to blaw classroom two floors down. sharol and weilynn were alr there. blaw tutorial was good! and class test was not that bad after all! considering i didnt really do hardxcore studying. had climbing after that. climbing was a-okay. i was being abit anti-social but thats okay la. i love belaying! i belayed sheila for her overhang thing many times, and i belayed others too. i belayed bobo! and bobo being the bobo, pulled me, the belayer, up when i refused to let him down. and whats even more baabaahead is that he was deliberately swinging around. and i`m like way lighter than him, and it makes it difficult for me to stay on the ground. so i ended up getting swung hardxcore-ily too -.- i belayed jason for the overhang thing too. and when he let go, i will flyyyy! cos he`s 70 and i`m almost fifty! hahahhahaa but its nice to fly:D and bad yide had to burst my bubble, when i`m belaying celine, and that atc got jammed, yide said: "send you for good course xiaa." and proceeding on telling me that its such a waste that i`m doing such a bad job at belaying celine then, and it makes me wanna smack his face! LOL KIDDING! yide is a good friend though. dinnered at kfc again sheila left early after buying her food and jaso followed her, jano didnt dinner. juer was sick of kfc so she went macs herself. so whats left are celine, me, yide, bobo, and bobo`s fake sister. and this other guy who climbed at ca, and i belayed him cos he had no belayer. so we dinnered:D and yide fish begged me for my thumbdrive. cos there were the birthday photos inside. he claims that the videos are hilarious! i agree w him for this. additional note: after talking some with yide, i realise that joel was pulling my leg about the stuff he said about sherman having something that i wont mention here. and he being traumatised and blah blah. am i like, that easy to bluff?! waah i feel so cheated! daddy picked me up! i talked some with that sp-university grad guy who dinnered w us. today- not too bad either. i missed half of bmgt lecture today. cos i woke up late -.- and that was my tutor lecturing, the second part is by this guy who is so so dry ): my tutor is bad, but not that bad as compared to this guy. okay. so managed to sit through the lecture w/o fidgeting too much. bmgt tutorial was quite a waste ): after that we lunched at canteen two. i had lor mee. vanny had italian pasta and clare had yong taufu! i wanna try what vanny ate! hmm, then met joel and yide cos i had to pass stuff and get stuff from them. yide`s fierced leg is still not recovered fully yet, but he still went gyming -.- returned fish book, and got photos from joel, and joel was using the rar rar thing. and i had to download it -.- but joel helped me, but he kinda messed up some stuff, i shall sort next time when i`m more free. blaw lecture was good! sally chew is a good lecturer. and the topic was nice too! so carissa paid 100% attn to the lecture. journey home was good :D :D :D dinnered w family at golden mile steamboat. i havent dinnered w them in ages. thank God my headache`s gone now. but my poor throat is still bad. i think its the junk i`ve been eating. please pray for me, i cant sing now ): and i am on backup duty on saturday. so please pray that my voice will be back by friday:D thank you dears! TAGS REPLIES- doreen; yeah it was a rly pleasant surprise to bump into you then! miss you all alot! ): huimeng; yay thank you for loving me unconditionally! hmm! i want you in np! is your dpa approved? glow; glow! i didnt get to take picture w you mah! hmm thanks for lending your hat! dont worry la! but you`re spotted in the photo w sus what :D glow for God! william; HEY! thats not da bian! aiyah, whatever you say la! -.- --; hahaha may i know who is this? and why you sigh! ): ernest; hahhaha ernest! glow got nice hat! and that photo you mentioned was rly hilarious! i wasnt in the youth sunday video thing also what! hahaha yay i`m gona sing w ernest!!! josh; you cant smell blueberries in farts joshua! HAHAHA! HELLO! now you`re making me hungry again! dont call me itchy mouth, its just that i love foood la! hehehe:D huimeng; yes yes yes yes yes i read it alr. thank you huimeng! i`m proud of you also. sigh, HANG IN THERE! cos if carissa survived sec four and Os, huimeng can too! and she`ll definitely do much better! have faith in you girl! God bless all my friends, i shall go rest alr, its 1am again -.- i shd not sleep so late alr. cant comprehend how i cld tahan till 3-4 am last time! ALLER CARISSA! and loves to all my loyal blog readers! 11:51:00 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007 hello everyone :D carissa is feeling really better now, but shes still bummed cos she missed her sec4a bbq gathering. then again, it wasnt that bad after all, cos she still had fun! church today was good. had praise and worship. arrived late cos daddy wanted to send, so we waited a while for him. the sanctuary was quite crowded! i`m happy! and then left for class. jw and yj came :D and jw went to teach the younger kids. and TERRENCE CAME! i havent seen him in a zillion years!! uncle terrence closed in prayer and we ate potato chips :D after that, i joined the youth. who went to the friendly match w Holy Trinity (josh`s old church) near bishan park. my project discussion was cancelled :P the soccer match was coolios! even though the weather was hot. had some tough times at first, but everything else went on smoothly! carissa and sus followed glow home cos he needed to get sth. and so we walked to and fro from his house. and kind glow lent me his straw hat which he bought overseas :D CHS WON :D heh heh :D even our pastor came down personally to play! i`m super touched la! and whats even more amazing is that, another group, who were using the field, was frm another church, and they requested to play w us next week. but its not confirmed yet hehehe! amazingification! and when we left, it was drizzling! God is indeed great, even though the temperature change was rly drastic, it only started drizzling after we left. everyone else left so quickly ): chari her parents and ernest left in a cab ): the poor souls remaining: glow, josh, gwong and i we ended up dinnering at amkHUB. PEPPER LUNCH :D and gwong treated me! cos he owed me one! thank you gwong! and not to mention: i got another present!! from ernest, jem, gwong and glow i think, please correct me if i`m wrong. so overall: good day. i still have to chiong bmgt and finish revising Law of Business Organisations 1 -.- okay photosification! 
please continue to pray for me (: wheeee LOVES! hmm i almost forgot abt tag replies -.- william; hahahhaa baabaahead is an affectionate calling. it can mean anything you want it to mean :D hehee! terence; yeah sure whatever you say. stop calling me kukuhead la! -.- celine; hmm celine is gona get level one soon too :D you go girl too! love celine! as long as you know how to belay, you`ll pass confirm plus chop, the instructor very nice one :D huimeng; hehehe thank you hm! i love you too! sometimes i dont like the change in me though. but i`m fully aware i`m changing ): come NPPPPPP! byeeeee darlings! 11:19:00 PM
Saturday, July 21, 2007 goodbye happy-easy life oh well i feel way better now after my bath, but then again i still wanna blog out all my frustrations and unhappiness. and i dont even know where to start. these days i`ve been rly weird, when i say weird, its rly weird. i`m not sure why i`m so weird these days, but i dont want to be, and i cant help being not-myself, so now i`m like plugged on hillsong united, which sorta calms me down abit. well, tmr is 4A`s bbq, i havent seen these group of people in ages ): i rly miss them alot. but thing is, the bbq`s like a last minute thing, and whats worse is i wasnt aware of it. i chanced upon it through joan`s blog. and then again, i had to tag her asking whats it about. hmm, i dont know why la, i`ve been drifting away from my 4A friends. i`m like, totally not close to my secondary school beloved friends alr, and it rly makes me wanna cry when i come to think of it. and so the bbq is tmr, but i wont be able to make it, cos i need to do project discussion. they didnt tell me earlier ): looking back on so many years, i realise i`ve rly changed alot. i wouldnt say that i`m proud of the change, but i reckon it might have some good in it. hmm, i think you all shdnt mind my emo-ness. cos like i said, i`m not feeling so well/myself. a very close friend told me: you`re no longer the cheerful girl i`ve known. and when i asked what has become of me, i got this reply: sad.. down.. negative.. hmm, that bad eh?! yeah i admit i havent been my cheery self these days, but its not my fault, i think the environment ard me play an impt part too. in primary school, i was happy-go-lucky, literally had no worries or stress from not being able to meet project deadlines at all. enter secondary school, first two years was pretty much a slacky time for me, didnt perform my best, had the i-dont-really-care attitude. enter upper secondary, circumstances, people, changed and moulded me a little into what i am now. i was put in the best class in my sec school, so obviously the people in the class were a bit more disciplined and not so playful as my lower sec class. no my lower sec classmates, i dont fault you or dont like you, in fact, one of my best years was in lower secondary! and upper sec, problems started piling, friendships, etc etc, i had very bad experiences, learnt not to be so outspoken alr. i was not like that before. i`ve shrunk more into my shell in upper sec ): hmm, but its okay. and now i dont keep in contact w mpss friends ): which is very very saddening for me ): cos i rly enjoyed my secondary school life. oh well. enter tertiary education in np. whoaaa projects and work start piling up super duper fast, and whats worse is i`m in a very competitive course ): i have toyed w the idea of switching course many times alr, but i dont think i`m gona change course. my class are filled w great and motivating people. i really love them alot and i rly hope that we all can still be in the same class in the next semester. but the whoaification part are the projects! they`re like, totally hardxcore la! and its like, many many projects at one go, i`m nnot kidding, and it doesnt help that i`m not the kind who can finish their projects very quickly -.- but i really have to thank God, He`s been guiding me thru tough times, and now i have one project left. im very disappointed in myself. i`ve missed quiet time for two days alr. and the reason: i`m very very tired. and i`ve been sleeping early on these two days too -.- i really dont know whats happening to me, my endurance is deteriorating. i cant sleep so late alr, which means i have lesser time to do my work alr. my parents have expressed concern for my health, they know i`m falling sick. they`re rly worried that i`m overworking myself. but i really have to thank God that i`m still surviving. i trust that He will pull me through this tough and emo time that i`m facing now. i need stronger faith. i`ve been feeling really emo without knowing the reason of it. and that is a very baaabaahead thing. i`ve been wanting to blog about deep vein thrombosis. my mum`s been stressing this to me, i havent got time to properly research into it and blog ): so the draft for deepvein thrombosis is like, still empty, i saved a draft for deepvein thrombosis so that i can remind myself to blog about it. but apparently thats like close to a month away alr -.- and the post is still un-updated. mummy says she doesnt want to lose me through deep-vein-thrombosis. my uncle`s condition is still not good. i havent got time to visit him lately. but i still continue to keep him in prayer, point com, please continue to pray for him! to my friend: dear girl, whats wrong. i dont like the way it is now. i dont know what to say to you anymore. you`re reluctant to tell me stuff alr. i dont know why but i feel that you`ve changed. why do you behave this way? its weird. i prefer the old you. you dont need to behave that way to seek attention to yourself. i see my old self (lower sec) in you now. and i dont like it, i`m so over that stage alr, and you`re seventeen, i was fourteen then, maybe you wldnt know, since you were from a girls school. but thats not the way i wld recommend you to get attention. its just so wrong and unlike you. i miss the old you. i cant wait to talk to you like last time. sometimes you talk to me, and i feel that you`re your old self. and the next minute you`re that new girl again. i`m confused, i cannot read you anymore. i care for you. but you dont seem to be bothered. so i really dont know what to do. people around us keep asking me whats wrong. i do not know how to answer them, maybe i`m just being paranoid, but i do feel that you`ve changed. i dont like this change in you! ): i mean, yes you might have your setbacks. but no, you dont have to be so wild to get over your bad times. hmmmmm grrrrahhhhhh. okay ignore me, i`m really getting personal and sad all over again ): i need that old self to come back. the "cheerful and positive girl" as what my good friend puts it. i shd not wallow in self-pity i dont think i am though. aller carissa! okay i cant think of anymore stuff i`m unhappy about alr. i guess just typing these out alr calms me down. i`m unknowingly frowning, not good ): okay, today`s a pretty good day, except for the super emo part, i passed sports climbing level one! sue ann (our instructor) said my belaying was good :D hehehe i`m so happy! and thats cos, i met two beloved in sp. first was doreen, whom i saw walking towards the canteen when i was just leaving after lunch. she asked if i was going for bbq tmr, but i told her i wasnt sure. second is!!!!! MY GIRLFRIEND SAMUELLLLL :D i know he`s in sp la. but i totally didnt expect to meet him la! its like, i was wearing my harnass, and walking from the bouldering gym to the higher wall outside, so i was walking at the walkway outside the hall and was talking to sheila. and someone walked past me and tapped me, that person was in the opposite direction from me la, i felt rly retarded cos i was wearing zai pants and attire and the harnass -.- and the little kids in the hall were staring. and so when that person tapped me i was like, what now -.- then i turned and saw SAMUEL! :D and then he was walking away alr. i totally left sheila and ran after sam, and ignored the bewildered stares from the people outside the hall. i was super elated to see samuel la! hahhaa wheeee :D yepp i`m in a better mood now :D hmm, lets see. i climbed sp`s high wall too! feeling very accomplished w myself. i shall improve my climbing! my first attempt was tiring but quite fast. the wall was the easiest. then i went on the second wall almost immediately. and that was harder, i didnt managed to get halfway through was i was stuck at some baabaahead part -.- and then when i rested for abt 45 minutes and climbed the wall again, i finished it! :D so happy! but very very stressed cos i was the only one climbing, and the people below were aller-ing me and telling me where to step. but thank you guys :D you`re the greatest! carissa hates wearing ____ when shes wearing the harnass. it makes her feel very weird and baabaahead! but overall climbing level one was good. theory was good too. instructor was good :D i`m now a certified level-oner. sheila juer bobo and sherpes left sp early to climb at climb asia. for a more interesting read, read sheila`s blog about my climb and level one. wednesday was bca presentation. presentation itself was very good. but the qns she asked, we cldnt rly answer confidently and correctly ): was an emo day too. watched click on esme, the story made me wanna cry. had hardxcore pt. yide fish didnt come -.- and i didnt run campus run that day, cos my body was not feeling too well -.- hymph! thursday was normal, stayed back a while to discuss bmgt. went homeeee. friday went to school early to finish up iac project. presentation was lousyyyyyyyy! ): went for cell. terence bus-sed w me, and treated me mcflurry :D cell :D then planned a last minute surprise birthday celebration for rena :D she came home, but Ps ben and rena kinda suspected alr. parents came to pick me, last piece of cake was given to mummy. and today`s saturday. i feel kinda sad cos i was missing jamming and youth service ): argh and i was supposed to be on back up today! so in the end i switched w jem, thank you jem, for letting me switch w you last minute! :D soooooo my back up dates are: 28 july next week: with ernest! 11 aug: with gwong! 18 aug: with glow! 25 aug: with ernest! whee i`m happy again :D my blog rly destresser xiaaaaa! TAG REPLIES- ernest; nope steph doesnt have a blog ): i asked her before alr. maybe we shd ask her to get one :D sharol; hahha yeah shes goes very fast and her voice abit monotonous ): dont worry! thanks for photos :D :D sheila; hahhahaha its okay! :D ALLER CARISSA! william; william more baabaahead than me! terence; what kukuhead! no such thing okay! and i`m not thanking you for calling me that -.- janice; bleep bleep boogle bing flooooom smishhhh :D hahahha jano! lead me to the cross; 10:41:00 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007 TAGS replies- yunshan; helloooooooo :D alissa; LOL alissa -.- xinhui; hello :D sure! thanks! you take care too! sheila; oh my what? juer; oh you what? huimeng; hahahah yeaaaaah i want huimeng come to np :D :D okay i have no time to blog these days, so much so that i forget what i wanna blog about ): anyway, God is really great, gabby passed his driving test on the first attempt :D i`m really ecstatic for him! cos right now he can drive legally! i cant wait to sit in the car when he`s driving and test his driving skills. joshua`s driving test is on friday, hope he can pass too :D please do pray for him! carissa didnt go for youth service on saturday. she was resting cos she didnt feel too well ): so basically saturday was a rest day for carissa! sunday was good, confirmation service, carissa made a deduction, chinese congregation always on time, but english congregation always late, not a good thing. ): celeste and her bro and mak and some others got confirmed that day :D i`m happy for them! after praise and worship, went for sunday school class, topic was about secular music, carissa has alr reduced listening to secular music alot alot! i`m proud of myself. i did it willingly somemore, as in, i didnt plan to do it, it just happened, over time, the closer i got to God, the easier it was to break free from all these worldly stuff, easy peasy :D now carissa doesnt have the urge to listen to worldly music alr, but no, she didnt say she totally dont listen to them anymore, i cant help it if they are being played when i`m outside right? but carissa doesnt purposely tune in to listen to secular music alr, she prefers her christian songs :D oh well i`m drifting, sunday! church was great, after sunday school lesson, i went back to service to witness confirmation and get blessed, then rena came sit beside me, passed me two books. one book is for our devotion before jammings, and the other one is my birthday present, its a very very nice book! i am looking forward to reading it :D really, and coincidentally, both books are green, :D i just have to find my plastic book wrappers so i can wrap them up! i havent wrapped books in ages! ): after church, rushed down to bugis to meet v and c, had long john silver for lunch, then walked to nlb for our bca and blaw project discussion, walked abt nlb looking for a suitable place to park ourselves, seriously, if you dont go early, you will not have a good seat! really, the whole library is practically packed, the places you can study at, that is. and whats good is, the library`s really quiet :D anyway we got chased away by a security guard cos we were sitting at the 4th floor open space, there was powerpoints there, and the lift didnt stop there. so we thought we cld sit there and discuss. ended up getting chased away -.- finally, by God`s grace we finally found a place, but we had to pass security to get there. 11th floor. and you are not allowed to bring notes into the place, you have to put your notes and whatevers in the lockers outside. but you can bring your laptop :D NLB net is good :D the wireless, that is! really! i like it, cos esme was able to connect to it quite quickly. as compared to today at kap macs wirelessSG. :D discussed project until library closed at 9. we were like the last people who left level 11 -.- poor librarians. and we left the library, vanny went to get a formal shirt, and then we dinnered at the kopitiam :D then we went home! all of us mrt-ed! good day, cos carissa finished up her projects, so all thats left is, 1) bmgt project 2) iac project 3) and bca presentation tmr! wheeeee :D i dont feel that stressed alr! monday was an okay day, had blaw presentation, i wore a dress with heels, and ended up climbing slopes w it -.- ngee ann poly is famous for being huge and students have to walk ard right, so yeah, i practically had to walk from one end of the school to the other in my heels, thank God it didnt hurt that much! really! i`m not kidding, hahahha and i was really tall in school LOL! blaw presentation was not bad. after blaw went home, cos mummy didnt allow me to climb, she knew i had poa retest the next day, so i bus-sed home w carmen and wengwah who took the same bus as me :D and i ate tutu kueh on the bus! muahahaha! went home and studied poa. today. was an okay day too! had bmgt lect and tutorial today. and i overate today ): just like yesterday, i`ve been overeating again there goes my pt training, ): had two hour break and i tried the laksa in canteen two, not bad :D then went to study somemore, blaw lecture, but i was studying for poa -.- left lecture 15 minutes earlier to go for poa retest, hahahha i`m confident for my general journal. but i know i will still make some mistakes for it ): oh well, but i really leave it all to God now, poa is finished, for the time being, back to my projects! after retest, had dinner at canteen one, ate the pattaya fried rice, very very very very filling! then discussed my bca at the underpass. we saw many adults there waiting to go for their lecture, an eye-opener for three of us. and clarene said sth rly silly which i wont say it here :P landed up at kap macs cos clare wanted dessert, hahaha! wirelessSG was baabaahead. at first i cld connect it and go online, then later i got disconnected, and i restarted my comp like more than three times?! and still to no avail! and so i ended up reading chatlogs and amusing myself while waiting for daddy to pick me up. and then just three minutes before daddy asked me to leave. i got online and received offline msges -.- daddy had told me to leave kap to go to the dropping off point at 1035 and i got online at 1032 -.- oh well. nvm, was trying to blog ever since after dinner, but i guess i`m like. only publishing this post at 12 plus -.- cos i dont have time to complete my post and i keep having to shift, and wirelessSG was being baabaahead ): tmr will be breakfasting at macs, cos i miss the hotcakes, and then i`ll have bca presentation, have to wear formal. then i can say byebye to bca pbl project :D hehehehe! and after that i guess i`ll go for pt at 530 pm. oh well, wish me all the best, i`m gona have a tiring day tmr! i am sleepy! ): LOVES! /edit and i forgot to add that stephanie is now on the flight to australia, i wish her all the best, may the Lord bless her in whatever she does! cheerios steph, if you read this, i will definitely miss you! :D 7:23:00 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007 OMFICATION! tags accumulate super fast :D maybe its cos its my bday so everyone wants to read my bday post :D hehehehe! but i rly like my bday this year. thanks to all who made it possible again! TAGS replies- aly; LOVES! i miss you girl! ): kim; YES OUR CLASS UBER COOLIOS love you all alot! okay i link you up tooo :D TB28 all the wayyyy! glow; thank you glow. happy bday to you to :D whenever your bday is HAHHAHAA! celine; HEHEHHEE LOVES TOO! i`m glad celine liked both cakes! your hair is nice leh, seriously, its like a nice bob and carissa doesnt dare to cut like you, but celine is brave& daring! celine has nice hair. really! YAY YOU LIKE BANANANA CAKE! jono is the bobo, seriously what :D joycelyn; haha yes i certainly enjoyed my day, i`m seventeen alr! like you wheeee! :D :D alissa; heheh you like my cake? i love my good friends :D how have i changed? hahhaha next time we go eat ic cake tgt okay! just both of us no isaac. woops =X sharol; HHAHHAHAHA SHAROLLLLLLL! your japan posts also nice what! but i rly enjoyed my bday! thanks to TB28 too! thanks sharol! i heart sharol! carmentham; YESSSS i love bus-sing back w carmen! yes i want to go home w you more also! i like the chats we have on the bus :D ernest; wrong, i didnt think wrong or what, i just didnt understand your tag, but i understand now :D hehehe black long sleeves and long pants, so only things visible are like, your heads?! muahahaha! chari; YES i rly enjoyed myself :D hahahaha! surprises were really, surprising, i dont know what to do but stand there and gawk WOW! hahaha i`ve got good friends! and you`re my gd churchmate :D :D yesterday (friday) was a tiring day. went to school early for project work. and then had lms class, and had macro ct2 from 510-610. carissa doesnt understand why the school has to pick a friday to hold the common test ): friday`s a day for me to slack all the way after lms ): anyway after macro test, smithy passed me my bday present :D dark chocolate! thank you smitho! then bus-sed to potong pasir, sat 151 with tham carmen :D my nice classmate! its always nice to talk to her about our church stuff, we`ll share w each other what`s going on in our church :D and she alighted at toapayoh, while carissa sat all the way to ascension kindergarten/sas. and then changed to 142. carissa had sat same bus w carmen on thursday evening, she alighted same stop as me cos she needed to meet her mum at tampines and she cld transfer to 8 at my bus stop. anyway, carissa was late in meeting winnie, josh and daniel. guess who carissa met in 142? her sec skl mate, benjamin ong, then she saw junjie too, but she only talked to ben ong, no chance to talk to jj, and carissa realised that kaixiang was just standing right beside her, she wanted to call out to him to walk tgt. but kaixiang walked off too quickly ): carissa saw florence in macs :D and another girl from ccps :D exchanged number w flo. then met winnie, josh and dan, walked to stephy`s house. had buffet dinner :D and combined cell. good experience :D jaron and i and 6 others shared a present for steph, its this rly cool photoframe with the photo we took at youth sunday on it :D very very nice i like it very much! have a safe trip to sydney stephanie, and i pray that the Lord watch over you and protect you with His mighty hand wherever you go. you`ll do well in your class and continue to shine for Him in whatever you do :D do take care! carissa is running late ): she shd get rdy to go alrdy. cya all another time! the climbers are at climbing competition at tp, i wish them all the best, and i apologise for not being able to give my support by being there, but you all should know that carissa always supports you all in her heart, all the best to my girls, and the guys who are taking part in rockamania today! sleepification ): 2:08:00 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007 an awesome day filled w wonderful surprises. hello my darlings, carissa was MIA from her blog on her birthday ytd. she had one of the most memorable days ytd. thanks to my dearest friends, first of all- CREDITS to whoever made my day so wonderful ytd. vanessa, janice, wieky, winnie, chari, rena, chinyi, jody and gabby wong for the birthday wishes through sms :D ernest, terence, yuling, samuel (czums), weilynn, qiaoyu, daniel from climbing, lijun, kit, xinhui, alicia hwang, carmen tham, shuxin, alicia, ben (jooseng), manfred my cousin, jasreen and doreen :D thank you for your testimonials :D clarene, sheilo, devon, celine, juer, jason toh, janice, alex, carmen tham, smith, youjin, lunsiong, shelly, terence, joycelyn, weeqiang, steph chuah, daniel (climbing), nisal, qiaoyu, huizin, jianwen, ALINA, marnchern, lydia jie aaron from mpss and pramod, thank you for the birthday wishes online! a big thank you to those who have wished me face-to-face, and those who have wished me before my bday. i`m sorry i`m unable to credit you all cos i don remember every single one of you, but you all know who you are and i still love you all nonetheless! :D TAG replies- brain; thank you bryan :D rena; grabs rena`s hug, yes thank you very much, :D janice; HHAHAHAHAHAHAH thanks for making my day so great ytd! ernest; THANK YOU! what you mean arh? what about you and jpan?! LOL william; THANK YOU THANK YOU :D thank you my friends for the blessings you have showered upon me! i really appreciate it. 1) new wallet- joshua 2) climbing zai pants- jason i didnt managed to get photos for my first two super early presents ):
and thats not all yet.  surprise brownie cake in class, coolios okay! surprise cake from joshua. sheila and juer and jano and josh planned it. super nice okay! LOOK AT THE LAYERS! OM FICATION! island cremery cake from the climbers after PT, rather, its from the elephants who call themselves the faggots -.- carissa is happy. yide fish is happy. my and yide`s cake! thanks to the elephants, for sponsoring the cakes. ICE CREAAAAM :D :D :Dokay. spare you all for a while, i shall talk about my awesome day! i didnt have time to blog ytd cos i got home quite late and i was super duper tiredification ): reached school on time, cldnt find clarene or vanny ): so called vanny. joeline arrived and i waited w her, she was waiting for claudia vanny and clarene came from direction of cheers with my presents, wished me happy birthday :D and passed me presents! claudia arrived from cheers too, and passed me my pocky present :D yayness, thank you my girls, for my first three presents for the day! went to class, had normal bca, then we had break for a while. when i came back, the class sang happy birthday to me! i was ecstatic la! then esme had low batt, so i plugged in the charger, but apparently not all the powerpoints were working. so carissa hopped from ppt to ppt to get esme charged up, she smelt some smoke. and thought the smell was coming from the powerpoint. she asked v and c, hey do you all smell smoke? then she realised that v and c were doing sth behind her back. carissa caught sight of matchsticks. hahaha then it turned out clarene lighted a candle and stuck it into another brownie, and the girls sang bday song for me again, im super touched okay, serious, i love my classmates! they`re rly great, carissa ate the brownie in class, super yum okay. my classmates said that we shd lunch tgt, cos it was my bday, i was supposed to meet sheila for lunch, so i told her that she cld join my class if she didnt mind :D sheila said eat at canteen one, so i told my class canteen one, cos they let me choose the venue. canteen one turned out to be very crowded. so we ended up at the atrium :D we took class photo, but its not v nice cos its blurrified. sheila told me she was w janice and the twins and jono bobo, they came and find me after my lunch. and bobo told me he wanted to pass me sth for yide, i believed him la, in the end it was to distract me so that i wont suspect anything -.- jano also distracted me, i seriously didnt suspect anything at all, she was showing me yide`s card, and then the next moment, joshua came out w birthday cake! i was super stunned la, OMFICATION!
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