Photo taking sessions with you are always so so fun cos you love to take photos too! :D Thanks for being there for me and encouraging me sooo much. HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, BEAUTIFUL!
I pray you continue to stay strong and run to Him in everything you do!
Jesus, be the centre!
I remember clearly you wrote that down in your journal last year.
Keep to that okay?
I love you and thanks for EVERYTHING!!

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Okay, Mum's forcing me to sleeeeeep EARLY these days and its getting on my nerves.
So whatever la.
Btw I love my nick now.
But I need to change it later. Grr.

Need to pack bag.
Rah, worship night was good.
Kinda disappointed in some stuff la.
I wanna post photos but how to post when mummy rushing me off?!
Okay whatever, I shall just sleep.

See you guys on sunday!

Alissa Yeah yeah, stop the lesbo thing. I'm only romantically interested in the opposite sex. Whatever to them, though.
Deci Yeaaaaah! Tell me about it man! Praise God He watches over us no matter what! :D

Yeah okay, bye.

God's good, He's great great awesome to the max!
Got no words to describe how I'm feeling now.

Yeah, indeed I was feeling rather down yesterday.
But whatever, God delivered me!
He gave me a good rest and now I'm feeling so so rejuvenated!
I have nothing to do but rejoice!

Alissa's also helping me.
She's been making me laugh like super alot.
I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO WORSHIP NIGHT LATER!!!!
Alissa wants to go out. So I'm thinking of where we can go later.
Heehee.

Sister's day out, too bad I'm alrdy so brokeeee.
Maybe I should start using the money inside my angpaos.
And I updated my bank book.
Shudders.

I forgot what I really wanted to blog about.
But whatever, I'm so happy that I'm feeling this way now.
Want to be on FIRE for JESUS!

Guess what?!!
I finished my book.
My $17.10 spent within a week.
I finished the book in one week.
I could have finished it in a few days but I procrastinated la.
P.S. I love you is touching!!!
Dealing with the loss of a loved one.
Almost similar to how I'm feeling right now.
So I can sympathize with how Holly felt la.
Yeah yeah, I know what you must be thinking.
Its FICTION, Carissa! FICTION!!!
ALL MADE UP!! LOL!

Yeah yeah, believe me, I know!
But alright, let me just think like that first la, eh? :D

A NOTE OF CAUTION: The next few paragraphs may not be suitable for some to read!

I'm slowly picking up the pieces in my life right now.
With God's help, I'm healing faster than I thought I would,
But whatever, obviously the devil isn't happy right?
So he will find all ways and means of bringing me down.
Guess what!??! I am so not gona let the evil one win.
Even though he makes use of my weakness.
Weakness so what?! My weakness will slowly become my strength what right?!
You wanna come play w me? I'll run from you.
I'll even fight you, if needed.
And I WILL WIN, cos God's on my side and I've got so many friends encouraging me.
You wanna bring me down?!?!?!?!
NOT SO EASY MAN!!!

Carissa's no longer the old her anymore.
Her past relationship has taught her loads of stuff!
Forcing her to grow up prematurely.
But hey! She's not complaining.
She's glad she was pushed to grow up so fast, and shes still learning.
And she also realised how much more she could have done.
She realised her potential in life.
Latch on to a guy so early for what?!
God's more than sufficient for me!
I'm not gona let anything hinder me from serving Him.
Too bad for me I fell on Saturday.
But whatever, I am not gona let my emotions control me anymore!
Grieve, yes, its okay to grieve.
Its okay to be sad.
But to a point where it will affect my service to God?
No way!
My God's way more important than crying over silly stuff.

You hate me?
Thats okay.
You annoyed with me?
Thats okay.
You don't like the stuff I do?
Thats okay.
You find me childish?
Thats okay, thats what you think anyway.

Let me clarify myself.
I do not hate anybody.
I love everyone. Honestly.
Even if you hurt me so so soooo much, you wanna get rid of me.
I'll still love you.
Why? I'll tell you again.
Cos Jesus Christ loves me.
And Jesus Christ is soo good to me!!
And I want all my friends to know how great He is.
I'm still working on it.
Don't ever expect me to change overnight cos its tough!
Can you even change overnight?
No, everyone needs time.
Time to heal and time to change to be a better person.
I understand that. I'm impatient.
Still learning, so much to learning.
Growing, and I'm happy.
Whatever the past, its not gona affect me, but instead it will build me up.
So whatever in my past, whomever involved, I thank you!

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Waah okay la.
Now I'm pissed cos daddy doesnt wanna pay me! Grr.

And right now my mood's switched again.
Having this sms conversation with Kok Kok.
He was worried I was turning lesbian.
But oh please, I'm 100% confirm guarantee plus chop straight to the max! :)
I just love pretty girls thats all.
But don't get me wrong, I love guys too! :D

I want to go and play gobstopper gobbler alrdy.
Yeah, call me childish? Nevermind.
I'm getting a tad bit sick of Tetris alrdy.
Hahahahhaha!!

Alissa Blehhhhhhhhh! hahahhaha I woke up alrdy! Great to see you in such high spirits my darlingzxz! :)

ENJOY LIFE TO THE FULLEST YOU ALL!!
* Okay and I realise Kok kok is actually online -.-
When I was having the sms conversation with him all along! Rah.
Okay I prefer typing to sms-ing.
Neverminds! :D

1:09:00 PM

Thursday, February 28, 2008

I painted my nails today!!
It's rather pretty!!
I haven't painted it in a gazillion years, lol.

Four coats, I wonder if its really enough, my stars doesn't seem to stick well.
But I honestly am trying to get used to typing with painted nails again.
Ahh well.

2nd Round of birthday present shopping.
Whoa, looks like I'm going to be spending lotsa money this time round.
But God's so good, He provides me with everything I need.

Met Chari and Jem in church with Gab.
Went for prayer.
Prayer was good.
Prayer is very important!
God's good.
He's my wonderful awesome Everything.

Dinnered with the TCM gang.
Sat in Brandon's car.
Chari Jem and Danny followed me to draw money.
They are such wonderful people.
Made me laugh over dinner.
I really appreciate and treasure this sort of friendship.
Daniel was nice enough to walk me to the bus stop!!
Thank you soooo much! But I doubt he reads my blog also!

Chari and I reminisced our old band days.
Really brought back both bitter and sweet memories!

Tomorrow's Worship Night is gona be so awesome!
Because, Prayer was alrdy very good.
I am gona continue praying.

Chari You press on too okay!! Its not just about me! I want you to focus all on Him and your studies, after your birthday, that is! Hehehee! :D
Vanny Hahha yes! It was soo cute I was hoping I won't forget it! :D
Xinhui Great to hear that! Heehee She's better now! Thanks for the well wishes! :)
Clarene Okie dokes! Why you change to wordpress?!?!

Updates on Alissa Fan
Thank you to all who prayed for her.
She is better now.
Her condition's stable but shes still rather weak!
Pray for strength please!
Fever's gone though!
Thanks for the prayers and encouragements!!

I'm slightly disturbed by you, but whatever, you are pathetic.
You are not gona bring me down, NEVER, cos I've got the good Lord on my side!

Goodnight God bless you guys!!

11:29:00 PM

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

I'm back!!
I'm not so tired as compared to yesterday.

Updates on Alissa's condition!
Please continue to pray for her.
Her fever has alrdy subsided.
However, her platelet count today dropped to 84 since the last blood test on monday.
If it drops below 80, she has to be hospitalised.
She has one more day on MC.
And her next blood test is tomorrow.

Continue to pray for:
- her body to repair itself and generate enough platelets
- strength for her to pull through
- when she gets back to school, she will be able to catch up on the stuff she missed
- basically she is still very weak, so strength is important
- also, shes getting short tempered. so pray for God's peace that surpasses all understanding to be upon her
- blood of Jesus Christ to cover her so that she can resume her usual activities soon enough

She's humorous.
She can even comment: Eh, why he change girlfriend like changing underwear!
LOL no offence to anyone out there!

Dinner and lunch, have been eating :(
How to fast like that!?
Told mummy that I intended to fast.
She didn't really encourage me -.-

I can't remember what else to blog about now.
Basil Hello yes Basil?!
Xinhui You are most welcomed! Its okay! :) yeah, you take care of yourself too!

Okay, have a good night everyone!

9:41:00 PM

Fantastically long day yesterday.
Had dental early in the morning.
Goodness. I was late again.
My dentist will be on maternity leave by the next time I see her.
I was pleasantly surprised to hear that la.
Cos I didn't even know she was expecting! :)
She excited cos shes a first time mummy.

McDonalds' Breakfast!
Had hotcakes meal :D
Went to buy Charissa's birthday present at Marina Square.
Last person I wanted to meet was her.
And, I actually met her! -.-
Together with Glow, Gab and Jerald.
Whoa. Spoke to her awhile before rushing off to Cityhall to meet my girls.
Nuahed at Kinokuniya awhile and KFC while waiting for them.

Met them at the bus stop behind Wisma and went for class bbq at Kim's place.
I thank God for ALL the company I had today.
Love my girls so much.
Prepared cards for them, they were very happy :)

Reached Kim's house.
Her house was on the hill just in front of Bukit Timah Hill!!
Awesome la! We encountered all sorts of mini wild creatures! LOL
Passed cards to the rest of the class.
Didnt prepare for Wengwah cos no time and I was zonking out =x
Wengwah came with his girlfriend Teresa!
Vanessa is now attached! :)
Clarene likes somebody!
Hahahaha, I am happy for Vanny la! :P

Celebrated the guys' birthday with the apple pie the girls baked earlier.
Ate, and nuahed somemore at the swing with my girls.
I tell you, I enjoy times just sitting around with my girls.
Oh, and did I mention I love pretty girls?! :P
My class has alot of pretty girls!

Kim has very cool parents!
Shes very blessed.
Friends mahjonged and played some card game at Kim's room at the attic.
Do you even considered that room as an attic, Kim?!
Her room is sooooooooo huge!! :)
It could comfortable fit my entire class in!
The gamers drank vodka.
Vanessa and I just watched until they decided to tell ghost stories with the lights switched off.
Vanessa and I scrambled downstairs to the Mahjong table.
She got stung by some unknown insect and it was very painful!
These insects only come when theres climate change.
Whoa, the risks of staying nearby a nature reserve.

Saw this quote on a piece of wood:

Don't question your wife's judgement.
Look who she married!!

Haha super nice!

Was at Popular/Harris just now at Suntec,
Saw some books with really interesting-catchy titles.
I took photos of them with my not-so-zai phone camera la.

Got home, rested.
Alissa's fever was down.
Before I slept it was down also.
This morning I woke up, they alrdy left the house.
Alissa's temperature rose, but it was within normal temp range.
Thank you to all those concerned about her and praying for her!!
My family and I really appreciate it!
At least meimei is better now, she can respond faster.
But she is still very weak so continue to pray for strength for her please!
I am very heartened to see the number of churchmates concerned about her, wanting to know her condition everyday.
I am very touched.
God's so so good.

I just had an awesome idea for Sat.
Will share it with Sus.

Ernest Yes it is that serious. But shes making good progress now! :) Hahaha are you talking about dressing?! I wasn't refering to what I wld wear to see the dentist! -.- I was refering to my rubber band colour! LOL!
Clarene :) I had a great day yesterday thanks to you and Vanessa! Thanks for being such lovelies!
Xinhui Thanks for the compliment! I'm actually using my old blogskin, except that I edited the colours and changed the picture! Will send you the template when I find it :D
Terence Nonsense! I am gona ignore whatever you say. My blog only fetches 20-30 visitors a day I think.

Will go look after Alissa when she comes back.
Have a great day, lovelies!

12:43:00 PM

Monday, February 25, 2008

Hello yo people.
Yeah I know I updated earlier the day alrdy.

Well, to everyone reading my blog, please continue to uphold my sister in prayer!!
She has had high fever for 4 days alrdy.
Seen the Doc and took blood test, might be Dengue fever.
Sent a message out to 52 of my friends.
Instantly 15 acknowledged with words of wisdom and encouragement.

I am heartened to be reminded of how faithful my good Lord is and how He is the ultimate healer.
God's in full control!
Daddy's looking down from above protecting each and everyone of us.
Trust in Him, trusting is very very important.
The joy of the Lord is our strength!
I just need to focus wholeheartedly on Him.

I feel like making cards.
Okay maybe I should do them now.
See you guys soon next time I update! :)

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Was packing my shelf just now and found those letters you wrote to me when you were overseas.
Four days in total, each day without fail at least a letter.
Rose petals and leaves from the hotel.
And the (without-fail) ending which never fails to make me smile whenever I read it.

Reminds me of the book I am currently reading.
Also in letters.
P.s. I love you.
Am now 200 pages into the book.

Aller aller Carissa! <3
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Felicia Yaaaaay! Call me when you are free! I wanna do pretty cupcakes like youuuuuuu! :P
Charissa Hahahahahahaha! I know you love purple!! I love green! :) So purple and green this time round. Then I can become Barney the dinosaur! :) Love you! Hugs!

10:31:00 PM

Carissa is soo sooo happy!!!!
For some reasons I was able to check my sharing folders yesterday.
And what did I retrieve from there?!?!

Bianca's 1st birthday photos from Shaobin and my precious Esplanade photos which I thought I lost forever.
But just a minute ago, I couldn't open my sharing folders again.
Its really weird.
But nonetheless, I thank God I managed to save those photos in my hard disk so I am really happy.
Is this really what God wants? He made the sharing folders okay so I could see my photos?!

Its so awesome :D
Will blog pictures today!

Apparently I tried sending a zipped folder to Charissa Lee of the photos we took at Bianca's party.
The sending was fast, cos my zip compressed it super alot :)
Then when she receieved it, she could not open it.
I think its due to compatibility.
I am using vista and vista compressed it for me, and she didnt like vista so she was using xp.
Thus, this left her quite arghhhhhh but I will thumbdrive to her soon.
Cheer up girl! I am so sorry! :(

Sister didn't go to school today.
Right now shes resting on the sofa.
She actually got out of the air-conditioned room to sleep on the sofa with the fan blasting at her and her body wrapped in her quilt.
My poor sister. Please continue to uphold her in prayer!

Anyway! Photoblog!
Please do not mind me as there will be many photos of myself.
If you need to be spared, I suggest you don't continue viewing LOL!

Ernest Hahaha. Thanks for the tissues la! :D Yes in that photo, theres you. LOL remember soccer match at bishan?! :P
Chari Yes dear, all 3 photos are me, why!? they don't look like?
Rence :) Im glad you visited my blog! LOL not many people visit anyways :( Bah! Are you going to work?!
Zeph Yes I know, dont rub it in. I had my fair share after Os! Hahahaha! Do you have to go NS soon?!
Esmond Sushi nice mah! Eh, that was the result of only four girls! We shd have eaten more la! Thanks for the compliment, but why do you say the last photo's weird? =x

Bianca's Birthday Partaye!
Chari, Bings, Carissa and Rena!! :D
Charissa, Carissa!
RED EYE ALERT! Hahaha! Hello Yangjun!
This was an accidental shot that Bings took. Chari says we both look dao!
wheeeeee!
Did I mention I love pretty girls?! :)
Okay la, I was testing Bings' Camera. I like it alot!
Bridge time!!
Queen of Bridge! LOL, I call myself queen nt cos I'm very zai, but cos I'm the only girl there! LOL
Poolside so romantic! :p
Playground! I wanna play swing!!
Gabriel Low!! :) Its so funny to see him dressed so casually.
Pretty girl alert!



Esplanade long time ago!


Say hello to the one-eyed monster! LOL!

Miss Pots

Cranky wanky?:)



Seriously enjoyed myself that day! :)



Lovely company I had!





Fullerton Hotel!

Rooftop Garden!!

The Singapore Flyer!

I am studious! I think I was reading The Prayer That Changes Everything! :D

I like this I like this!



How long more arh?!

Yeah okay thats it!!

God bless yall lovelies!! <3

*I have dental tmr, I think I will put purple on top and green below.
What do yall think?! :)

12:50:00 PM