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Sunday, March 30, 2008 Okay, yeah I don't know why I'm blogging now. Just got the urge to blog. And considering I didn't blog properly ytd. Gosh, I realise how emotional I've been sounding these days. My blogposts also screams it all! What on earth is wrong with me?!?! Haha, seriously, sometimes I do miss the old Carissa. The loud, hahaha Carissa, the positive-thinking Me. Where on earth am I? No, maybe I've drifted to Venus or something. Where in the universe am I?! Goodness, I so don't wanna stay like that! Having a great big headache now! I need my rest. My dad surveyed my face today. And he said, that I was looking more like a PANDA -.- Like seriously, of all he could say, he chose to say I look like a panda, and he also emphasized on my eyes -.- Goodness! And immediately my sister and I arrowed him back- YOU ALSO! Hahahaha, yeah, then he started babbling away and stuff. My dad's so cool and funny! But when he starts babbling, theres no stopping him (although most of the things he babbles makes sense!) He'll just yada yada away until he feels pleased with himself! Haha. Sister got a taste of it today when he picked us up from Suntec to Tpy. Alissa said she wanted to get contacts. And daddy went around telling her all sorts of stuff. I was trying to look nonchalent. Cos daddy didn't realise I was wearing lenses! :P Ahaha! Sooo, today was open sunday. As usual, we were late. Cos Alissa spent long preening herself in front of the huge mirror -.- LOL! okay, and I was stuck with hanging the clothes again, yes again! Then left the house. Mum cabbed us to church then she went for her exhibition. Open sunday, watched veggietales :) I neever get sick of watching those again and again cos I'm so in love with Junior Asparagus. And I love to sing-a-long to their silly songs! :D Love it! Lunched with the youth, sat with the girls at kompeng. It started raining reallly heavily! Then, my siblings and I left for Suntec while the rest went to watch the boyz play footballz! Hahaha. Helped mum, gave out flyers. Starbuck-ed with Alissa. Left Suntec. Dad called saying he cld pick us. Nuahed in tpy with Alissa till dad came again after Isaac's swimming lesson! :) Dinnered at JS Block 1 Market. Came home, and here I am. Okay I'll try to chop chop abt yesterday. What did I do ytd? I stayed home. Taught Isaac. Not easy but thank God he was rather cooperative. But rah! Could have done so much more la! Decided to bring siblings to tpy for dinner for a change. Went to koufu to eat our "main course". Then zoomed to macs for our dessert and fries! Hahah. Super unhealthy. Mummy tsk-ed us when I told her about our dessert. Bumped into Shaobin. Ended up in the library. Borrowed three books. Not gona go into the details. I think I should start sleeping early from now on. I cannot go on with this kinda lifestyle. Mum's worried about me, and dad's alrdy complaining abt panda eyes -.- Hhaahhahaha! Sus Yes thats true! Afterall yall always going Sentosa! haha! :) Yeah that was what I thought when I saw you all there. Really pleasantly surprised to bump into yall there la! You kept smiling somemore! :P Deci No one told me la. I just assumed! Haha, Im the Queen of Assumption. Sometimes my assumptions get me into trouble, but I find it so hard to quit. Rah. Lets go out tgt sometime! ;D Okay, time for bed! toodles! Goodnight and God bless! :) *I see more photos I can upload from outing with Sheila and Steph! :D Hehe, guess I'll upload them tmr! :) 11:03:00 PM
Saturday, March 29, 2008 Just a random thought in my head: Does watching a movie/sunrise/sunset alone with a guy send wrong signals to the latter? I think it does! I'm too tired to blog, will continue on this tmr I guess. I MISS TALKING TO JOSHUA BIG TIME! :( Sheila Yeaaah! I'm more concerned about you dear! You stay strong cos the joy of the Lord is Your strength! And Jesus will give you all the Love you need. Cos G-O-D is L-O-V-E! :) Carissa loves you! Bings Yes there are, considering my dad has free pass into sentosa for as long as the construction in IR is on -.- Hahaha, another time then! :) Deci HAHAHHA, nevermind. I don't really care! :P Why didnt you go! :( Celine I watched it alrdy :D hee hee! School's reopening! I can't wait to go back to eattt :D How are you? Stephanie OH! -.- I dont think I shd blog it out! Haha, why don't you blog it! :D Bings HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! thanks for the advice :D Okay, I'm gona zoom off to bed. Will blog about my boring day tmr! Borrowed three novels! :D Goodnight God bless! :) 11:47:00 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008 (Posted this entry on the morning of 29032008 because I was too distraught and tired to blog last night) Watched The Leap Years with Steph and Sheila today. The cinema at PS was surprisingly crowded with smelly students! Hahaha, they must have came from sports day or something -.- Lunched with Isaac first, before going to Suntec to meet mummy. Gave out some flyers before zooming over to PS to catch our show. The show was touching, but come to think of it, its rather impossible in real time. Its incredulous la! I guess such stuff only happens in reel life. Dinnered at KFC, and chatted. When I went home, daddy dropped a bombshell on me (cos mummy was too tired) He told me that I should stay at home and teach Isaac instead of bringing him out to play. So yeah, no Sentosa for me today :( And I had to tell my two friends that Sentosa was off too -.- Grah, this is so disappointing! So now I'm stuck at home with the monster of a brother, and I pray he doesn't give me any problems! I don't know what to do anymore. I miss talking to Joshua Tai alot! :( Sheila Hahha whats all that smiley faces for? :D I'm glad you are happy now! Vanessa Yes, and I am so thankful that God provided a path for me to still be in the same class as both of you! God's faithful! Clarene Yeaaaah, I'm so happy! :D Hmm, constipating too? You are so random, eat more fruits! I MISS CHICKEN RICE! :( Hahahahaa! Goodness, I realise how random I sounded on Clarene's reply tag. Okay, I shall absorb myself in folding the laundry now! Thats all for now, may blog later! Byees! 11:59:00 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008 I stayed home today. Alissa came home late and in a foul mood. She scolded me asshole, and she was also very rude. But I'm just gona ignore her. I had my IS Module selection today online. I am soo thankful for my Gracious God, who provided a path for me, to be in the same class as my Vanessa and Clarene! When I logged into NPAL, there were 4 vacancies for the class that V&C chose. So I thank God, because, I was enrolled into that class, and also cos its a module that I wanna take!! So say hello to 4hours of IS COMMUNITY module next semester! I can't wait! I foresee projects etc etc. So I can be with my fave groupmates! :D Yay! Right now Alissa is watching some korean drama mama on Channel U. Gosh, and to think she was unhappy and everything when she came home, yelling her head off -.- And now shes watching some sappy show instead of showering and then doing her work! LOL! I guess everyone gets mad sometimes. I know cos I have my own fair share of madness! Now Alissa's dangling some soft toy in front of me. I ignored her! LOL! Hahaha, seriously Alissa, its not I'm mad at you or anything okay! But I just dont wanna have anything to do with you when you are in this lousy moood! Now she just told me in a very gruff voice that she has two organizers (diaries) But I just gave her a glance! Haha. I'll talk to you when you snap out of this mood okay? :) - My tummy's been feeling really weird these days. I don't know why! I keep wanting to excrete today. And I succeeded in the evening :D But now I feel like shitting again -.- My throat's still rather croaky now. Please continue to pray for me. Thanks to all who offered to pray for me, I really appreciate it! Like, Cheryl, Lunsiong, Clarene etc etc! :D I don't really have anything else to do now, Gona sleep early today, I guess :D Might help mummy tomorrow! :) Right now, I'll just wait for mummy to come home and Sheila Eng to come online again! Lunsiong Thank you! Its been good chatting with you! :) Okay, thats all. Goodnight and God bless you all! :D 8:25:00 PM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 Hello everyone! Sitemeter sends me emails every week. And I am in awe at the amount of visitors I have. The number's expanding! Wow! But sadly, not everyone who reads tags. *hints* I wanna wave a big HELLO to everyone! Hope everyone's doing fine today! I had an alright day :) Away from home. Once again thank God for girlfriends! Met Sheila to give out fliers at Suntec. Before that I went to give out around Joo Seng Road. Bus-sed to tpy., then we mrt-ed to cityhall. Talked alot. Ate lunch. Was a reasonable set lunch! :) Dumpling with rice. Not bad leh :D Then Sheila and I walked around. Visited Build-a-Bear Workshop! I wanna build a bear too! :D LOL! Sheila's friend Cheryl Soh wanted to meet her today. So Sheila asked me to tag along. So I tagged along. LOL Met Cheryl on the MRT and we went to Vivo. With Cheryl complaining cos shes so sick and tired of vivo, hahaha! (Cos her church was nearby) And she was complaining about the sick feeling of nostalgia etc etc. Hahaha! :p While on the escalator up, Sheila recognised Glow (from my church) and pointed him out to me. Goodness! I wonder how Sheila even recognised him! Then I saw Sus, Marcus Koh and Yangjun behind him. They were on the escalator down. Was wondering what were they doing at vivo, hmm? Sheila and I and Cheryl ended up at Starbucks! Cos the main reason we went to vivo was to visit Huz at Starbucks! :) After much waiting, we got our free drink from Huz. With extra whipped cream and caramel! Whoaaaaa! My sore throat's bound to hurt tmr morning! Rah. Talked to Cheryl! Shes a nice girl! And it's her birthday today! Then waited for Priscilla at Starbucks. After our drinks, we went to window shopping at thefaceshop etc etc. Took photos at the playground. And finally I came home with dinner for my siblings! :D I'm happy cos my two friends, Sheila and Stephanie will be going to Sentosa with me on Saturday! And Priscilla told us (Sheila and I) that she'll be at Palawan Beach on Saturday afternoon! :D So if time permits, we'll drop down at the beach to HELLO Priscilla! :) Awesomeness! I'm gona find something interesting to do tonight! :D Maybe watch P.S. I love you online or something. Sheila HAHHAHAHHAHAHAAHA! Lets have B&Js at Vivo on Saturday afternoon! :D Felicia Thank you so much, I can't wait to see you in school again! :) Basil Thats cool! :D Xinhui Hey! Thanks for encouragement! You take care too! Alrighties, thats all for today!! Good night and God bless everyone! :D 8:41:00 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 Housework is never fun if you are the only one doing it, alone. And so, my msn nick was: Beware! Cos I'm gona blog later! Hahahaha! I wonder if anybody got intimidated by my nickname. But yeah, I'm here to rant. If you are here to listen to me symphatize with any aspect of life, please don't carry on. I'm not in the mood to entertain. And so, before I start exploding my words (LOL!) I shall reply to tags first! :D Sheila Yeah!! Rmb the song by Jars of Clay! Faith like a child! love it so much! :) Pramod Don't call me rabbit! I'll get mad at you! okay I'll update your link! - Okay, soo... I'm so mad I don't know where to start. Fine, first of all, Alissa scratched me, again. Yes, again. I wonder why I have such a violent sister! >:-( This time, I didnt fight back or anything. I did not scratch her in defence or anything. And her scratch left me some red marks on my left hand. I am so mad at her. Not just cos she scratched me la, I'm not that petty. But also because she was rude to me. She refused to help me! Leaving me to do ALL the housework myself, while she sat at the computer enjoying her show. Fine, I understand she has school and everything, but I'm pissed cos she said she was doing homework. Everytime I ask her for help, she claimed she was doing her homework. When SHE PLAIN WASN'T! Tell me, who won't get mad?! This is nuts, okay? The situations that I'm facing daily is driving me nuts! Uncooperative siblings! And besides all that I'm restricted too! I'm NOT allowed to communicate with Joshua Tai at all! And thats a very sad thing! :( But I'm abiding by it nonetheless. I'm at the verge of snapping okay? My sister is driving me nuts! She thinks the world of herself! And she gets complacent yada yada. Okay I shan't say anymore. I'm just.... MAD!! But hey, at least I know and admit it okay. I will apologise if I'm in the wrong yada yada. But I do understand that its very tough to expect an apology (an example) from people because of this thing called pride. Yeaah, I have my own pride also la. RAH! I AM SERIOUSLY GOING NUTTY! But I'm holding on to my faith. My God is faithful and He will never fail me. He has proven Himself real to me, and I will cling on to Him. So go away, you all, trying to bring me down. I DON'T LIKE ANY OF YOU AT ALL! I'm going to stop being so nice to people. I don't like people to climb over my head. I don't really bother if you don't like me or not. And I won't bother trying to make you like me. You like me and enjoy my company, great, I'll be your friend. You don't like me and don't like the way I do stuff, then, move on. Simple. I'm not so much bothered anymore. Friends, yeah, I do need friends. But I do not want hypocritical friends, thank you! - Right now I just wanna scream!! I don't like the sticky situations that I'm in. Don't bother asking cos I won't say anything. (maybe not yet) I'm very thankful for my circle of girlfriends, who stuck by me, encouraged me and they don't talk behind my back. Even though they discuss about me without knowledge, they will let me know about it. And they don't blow up situations. Most of the time, I end up blowing up situations myself. They just lend me the listening ear and support. Which I am so thankful for. I don't have alot of these friends, but I'm happy enough. These are the kind of friends I will wanna grow old with. Thank you Sheila, Clarene, Vanessa and Lijun! :D I'm not bothered to blog so much photos anymore. Doesn't matter anyways! But Ernest send me a photoshopped image of me! And its rather hilarious (to me, that is)  So Ernest photoshopped this himself. And check out the face on the twenty dollar bill! Hehe! :D  These cupcakes are so pretty! I want a surprise like this!!! Who wants to surprise me? :(  Yeah, that time when the youth crashed my house on Alissa's birthday. Joshua, me, Glow, Marcus Koh, Charissa and Alissa. - Last night, I was searching the meanings of names. Found out, my name was indeed similar to Charissa's name. Josiah was derived from Joshua. My name is more popular than Sheila's (LOL! :P) And somemore which I kinda forgot. - "I think you guys are focusing too much on stuff that doesn't really need so I blogged that on the first post of Friday 21st March. And reading other's blog and finding out more stuff and accessing the situation, the more I feel that the attention is put to the wrong place. Unfortunately, this is going nowhere. My beloved group is alrdy in disunity and I am so heartbroken. Yet I am so not gona do anything. I am so sick and tired. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired of this group. I'm gona wash my hands off. God's still wonderful cos He won't let me bear something I can't! :) So, everyone, mum's telling me to sleep soon, so I shall. Goodnight and God bless yall! :D 8:57:00 PM
Monday, March 24, 2008 I am sooooooo tired out after today's job. However, I wanna thank Daddy God for sustaining me. Once again He proved Himself faithful to me! :D I was having a rather painful lump (sore-throat) in the morning. I took a difflam (lozenges), and went about my usual stuff. And finally when I went to school for my work, I felt no more pain at last! :D The painful lump could have gone away before that, but I didn't notice it. Anyway, I was taking the usual five groups. This time, there were secondary ones. I thank God that they were not unmanageable. Even though I had to scream at them countless times. However, I had my painful lump come back again. But I praise God cos it isn't as painful as it was in the morning! :) I'm still feeling very sore about not being able to find the photos I uploaded in my laptop!! >:-( My cousins are all blooming to become beautiful girls! ;D Had a short chat with Leonora just now! I reaallly miss those times with my cousins together with my grandmama. I WANT TO PSYCHO SHEILA TO GO SENTOSA WITH ME THIS SATURDAY! Or else I'll prolly be very sore and lonely! :( - My friend who just signed in, had the class that I wanted to get into as her nickname. I really feel sad cos I don't get to go into my class with my classmates. But I can't blame anyone else cos it's my own doing, for failing poa the first time round. I'm afraid of school now, even though I wanna go back to school, cos I don't know what to expect from my new classmates. I pray, that I will know at least somebody. Rah, right now I don't know how to describe my feelings. I don't like being stifled or pushed to a corner of being controlled. You said you love and care for me. But you are leaving me alone now. I really don't understand why you are treating me this way! (btw, if anyone's wondering who I'm refering too, I wasn't talking about Joshua Tai) - I wanna share an email which I received from my poly orientation groupmate Brenda Loo (she's from canberra too, Josh and Chari!). I encourage you all to press on and read the entire passage, and be blessed! The title is: Isaiah 65:24 Before they call, I will answer This story was written by a doctor who worked in South Africa. One night I had worked hard to help a mother in the labor ward; but inspite of all we could do, she died leaving us with a tiny premature baby and a crying two-year-old daughter. We would have difficulty keeping the baby alive, as we had no incubator (we had no electricity to run an incubator). We also had no special feeding facilities. Although we lived on the equator, nights were often chilly with treacherous drafts. One student midwife went for the box we had for such babies and the cotton wool that the baby would be wrapped in. Another went to stoke up the fire and fill a hot water bottle. She came back shortly in distress to tell me that in filling the bottle, it had burst (rubber perishes easily in tropical climates). 'And it is our last hot water bottle!' she exclaimed. As in the West, it is no good crying over spilled milk so in Central Africa it might be considered no good crying over burst water bottles. They do not grow on trees, andthere are no drugstores down forest pathways. 'All right,' I said, 'put the baby as near the fire as you safely can,and sleep between the baby and the door to keep it free from drafts. Your job is to keep the baby warm.' The following noon, as I did most days, I went to have prayers with any of the orphanage children who chose to gather with me. I gave the youngsters various suggestions of things to pray about and told them about the tiny baby. I explained our problem about keeping the baby warm enough, mentioning the hot water bottle, and that the baby could so easily die if it got chills. I also told them of the two-year-old sister, crying because her mother had died. During prayer time, one ten-year old girl, Ruth, prayed with the usual blunt conciseness of our African children. 'Please, God' she prayed, 'send us a water bottle. It'll be no good tomorrow, God, as the baby will be dead, so please send it this afternoon.' While I gasped inwardly at the audacity of the prayer, she added, 'And while You are about it, would You please send a dolly for the little girl so she'll know You really love her?' As often with children's prayers, I was put on the spot. Could I honestly say, 'Amen'? I just did not believe that God could do this. Oh, yes, I know that He can do everything, the Bible says so. But there are limits, aren't there? The only way God could answer this particular prayer would be by sending me a parcel from homeland. I had been in Africa for almost four years at that time, and I had never, ever received a parcel from home. Anyway, if anyone did send me a parcel, who would put in a hot waterbottle? I lived on the equator! Halfway through the afternoon, while I was teaching in the nurses' training school, a message was sent that there was a car at my front door. By the time I reached home, the car had gone, but there, on the veranda, was a large twenty-two pound parcel. I felt tears pricking my eyes. I could not open the parcel alone, so I sent for the orphanage children. Together we pulled off the string, carefully undoing each knot. We folded the paper, taking care not to tear it unduly. Excitement was mounting. Some thirty or forty pairs of eyes were focused on the large cardboard box. From the top, I lifted outbrightly colored, knitted jerseys. Eyes sparkled as I gave them out. Then there were the knitted bandages for the leprosy patients, and the children looked a little bored. Then came a box of mixed raisins and sultanas - that would make a batch of buns for the weekend. Then, as I put my hand in again, I felt the..... could it really be? I grasped it and pulled it out - yes, a brand-new, rubber hot water bottle. I cried. I had not asked God to send it; I had not truly believed that He could.. Ruth was in the front row of the children. She rushed forward, crying out, 'If God has sent the bottle, He must have sent the dolly too!' Rummaging down to the bottom of the box, she pulled out the small, beautifully dressed dolly. Her eyes shone! She had never doubted! Looking up at me, she asked: 'Can I go over with you and give this dolly to that little girl, so she'll know that Jesus really loves her?' That parcel had been on the way for five whole months. Packed up by my former Sunday school class, whose leader had heard and obeyed God's prompting to send a hot water bottle, even to the equator. And one of the girls had put in a dolly for an African child - five months before, in answer to the believing prayer of a ten-year-old to bring it 'that afternoon'. 'Before they call, I will answer' (Isaiah 65:24) This awesome prayer takes less than a minute. When you receive this, say the prayer, that's all you have to do. No strings attached. Just send it on to whoever you want - but do send it on. Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's continue praying for one another ! This really moved me! :D I'm really touched by the faith the little girl had! I wanna have that kinda faith again! Faith like a child! :) Pass this on, if you want! - William Okay good! Let me know when you blog then I can see see! :D Vanessa Its okay dearie! :) I can't wait to SEE YOU IN SCHOOL AGAIN!! Miss you and Clare so much! Leonora Hey cousin! Thanks for tagging! :) Study hard! Goodnight and God bless everyone! :D 9:24:00 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008 I LOVE SURPRISES! :D But no, I didn't get any nice surprises today... Except for a very bad case of cramping!!!!! RAHHHH, I hate it when my cramps come and disrupt my schedule. Hurts so much la! Couldn't even walk properly at all! And up till now, its still pulling, and pulling... Today's RESURRECTION SUNDAY! Service and baptism was good! :) Jaron got baptised today. I'm glad mum forced me to church despite my inability to move around properly due to the pain. My lenses keep getting stuck to my eyeball! Its so annoying cos I keep having to spend time ripping them off my eye. The optician ran out of the usual one he gave me, so he gave me this new set which I have never used before! And now I have this problem, of the lenses getting stuck to my eyes! I wonder if I can go get a refund of it la! Rah! Wait till school reopens! I don't feel like eating dinner. I am tired yet I have rested. I am in the midst of hanging up the laundry but I kinda don't wanna do it. I am still having cramps! I needa work tomorrow. I hope cramps won't affect me tomorrow. I feel like playing with a toddler! I wanna buy cookies for Jordan Tai! :( Cos the cookies are so cute. Its tough, not being able to communicate with somebody I love, via msn, email, sms or calls! ITS HARD OKAY?! I am like struggling now? But God will see me through!! However you try to do, YOU WON'T BRING ME DOWN!!!!!!! Basically, no one knows how exactly I feel except my heavenly King up there. And He's more than sufficient for me. I don't need anything else, right now. Cramps, be gone! I smell bread! LOL. Maybe I'll eat bread with nutella for dinner. Yes, that shall be my dinner, after hanging the laundry, and sending a book down for photocopying :D Smile Carissa, smile! :D You are doing a good job! Stay positive! Aller aller! - I miss climbing so so much. The youth's going to Sentosa on Saturday. But Alissa has band practice! So I guess, if I go, I will go together with my sister. Which is like, in the afternoon :) Then maybe I can go vivo to shop while waiting for Alissa. And go disturb Alexo at Starbucks if he's working there that day. Okay, Alissa's toasted bread smells soooooo good! But my tummy's not ready for dinner yet! I am NOT gona gorge! :) I shall post pictures today to make myself happy! Be prepared to see unglam photos of me. I just wanna make myself happy! :D Esmond Yeaaaah! I know my blogposts are getting more boring cos I don't know what to blog about! But i love reading other's blogposts! You dont know how happy I get when I see people update, especially if I have not read that person's blogpost in a loong time! :P Ernest HAHAHHHHAA! I think I won't put that security code la! For starters I don't even know where it is on my phone! Thanks for being such a wonderful friend Ernest! I really treasure our friendship, even though sometimes my actions don't prove it! PICTURE TIME! :) Gah I lost my entire uploaded folder from my phone! Cos I transferred the whole PC suite to my external hard disk! RAH GONE! okay I'm going to sleep soon! 6:38:00 PM
Saturday, March 22, 2008 Disunity, is the lack of unity or accord. (according to Dictionary.com) I am deeply disheartened to see a beloved group fall into this thing called disunity. It saddens me to see my good friends behaving so clique-ishly (as I bluntly put it) Yes, I know, I have lost friends, due to loss of contact and blah. But what I'm talking about here is not just any ordinary hi-bye kind of friendship. What happened to all the unity? The love? The encouragements? I am not saying that, oh, you all have to be with me and encourage me when I need it. ***Please take note that I have already stated my stand very clearly yesterday. I do not need any extra care or concern or love from anyone right now because I already have all the love I need. But what I'm saying here is, I am sad because of a beloved group's disunity now. No one waits for each other now? The "in" crowd hangs out together and don't associate with anyone else? Not even a "hey are you going for breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper with us?" (Right now, I'm feeling terrible cos I don't have a chance to properly talk to Joshua, but thats okay. Submit to authorities! :D) Where's my bible? (Found it) Btw QT has been awesome these days! I have been getting loads of verses to encourage myself and others! :) And God also gave me verses that were in line with some encouragement I was trying to give (but didnt have the reference) God's so so real, I tell you! Okay back to my verse, I'm still trying to look for it. Romans 15:5-6 May the God who gives endurance and encouragement give you a spirit of unity amongst yourselves as you follow Christ Jesus, so that with one heart and mouth you may glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.Also, another verse pointed out: 2Cor 13:11 Finally, brothers, good-by. Aim for perfection, listen to my appeal, be of one mind, live in peace. And the God of love and peace will be with you.So, the question asked was: When would God be with the Corinthians (likewise for us)? My answer is: When we be of one mind and live in peace! - Sermon today was about Romans 12. I like the passage alot! Will reflect on it somemore later. Thank you Bings for the Famous Amos Cookies! :) Dinnered at Tpy Delifrance with Stevie (he is super cool!), Bings, Alissa, Marcus, Jaron, Yangjun and Joshua. Ernest and the rest had a meeting to attend. I really miss talking to Ernest! :( Anyway that was just a very random statement! LOL! Stephen says I look very tired. Its true, I am very tired! And I am gonna sleep by twelve tonight. I hope my lenses aren't stuck to my eyes today, or else I have to rip them off again! >:-( I shall just commit everything (my entire day and my feelings) to my Lord and Saviour! :) Then tomorrow I'll have a lovely time praising Him in church! Goodnight and God bless, everyone! :D Btw, Shaobin used his iPhone to check out my blog. And my blog looks awfully pretty from that small device! :) Must be my photographs on top! *Grins madly!* Xinhui I guess its like that, the majority of people dont tag nowadays, but who can blame them? :D Anyway, I'm glad you read my blog, heehee! Yeah, my problems will be gone! Thanks for the encouragement!! 9:05:00 PM
Friday, March 21, 2008 Okay, I was wrong to post the earlier post saying no one ever reads my blog. Cos my blog stats tell me otherwise. Anyways. The reason for my earlier post, okay, I cant explain why I blogged that cos I don't know why I blogged that? And I got four tags immediately after that. I'm just disappointed that someone whom I really trust told others to "ignore" me. And some others were "judging" about my relationship with Joshua. (I don't know whom cos Sus didn't tell me) Plus my mum's just asking me to go sleep early and stuff when I haven't finished my work! And she confiscated my phone again for goodness knows what reason! BUT WHATEVER!! She can take my phone for whatever reasons she wants. I DONT LIKE HER BEING SO POSSESSIVE AND ASKING ME TO SLEEP COS SHE CLAIMS SHE WANTS ME TO HAVE NORMAL SLEEPING TIMINGS OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am getting angry! But I have no right to get angry at my mum I guess. She cares for me, yeah. And I should obey her cos she means me well. Okay I shall just go sleep now. Goodnight God bless! Cant believe how hard I'm banging on Esme now. Gab Yeah thanks Chari I miss those old times too Rena I don't need that much care and concern from them anymore. I realise I have been very very childish and I wanna be independent. Yes I know the consequences of my postings. Don't worry, whatever it is, I will bear responsibility. Afterall, these are all my feelings, not necessarily true? Yes I know I will understand when I grow older. I really wanna be old right now. But its impossible. Fel Thanks dear. Never update cos I haven't had the moood to update lately! Thanks :) Okay, I have simmered. I am going to talk to my Daddy right now. Commit everything into His loving hands. All else doesn't matter to me anymore! Goodbye! :) 11:49:00 PM
You have just proven yourself unworthy of my trust. WHY HAS EVERYONE STOPPED BLOGGING?! Maybe I should close down my blog too, since I don't really have the mood to blog and I don't know who ever reads my blog. And I also don't want any Tom Dick or Harry to read my rantings. Bet my friends have all abandoned my blog. Not that I'm complaining :) Today was pretty alright. No mood to blog. Shall just rant whatever that comes into my mind. Whatever you adults will say, I'll just take it as it is. And since thats the only way I can, I shall follow, and obey :D But my faith in God will never waver. I'm gona put all my trust in Him, and no one will bring me down that easily. Its okay if I don't have friends anymore. Its okay I don't have Joshua as my boyfriend anymore. He's a great boy, but I guess we both aren't ready yet. Its okay if the whole world abandons me. I will just continue to read my Bible cos thats my ONLY source of comfort. So go away, you hypocritical friends. I do not need you all to apologise to all the stuff you have done to me. Yeah, I know I have an attitude problem myself. Just let God heal me k? Don't need all your care and concern. I'm fine and I'll be fine because I alrdy have ALL the love I can ever have. - Suddenly I miss school so much. I'm so tired of this long holiday. And all the stuff I'm facing. The people I keep seeing (not that I don't like yall) But I'm so sick of being a teenager can?! Feel like just fastforwarding my life till I'm in my twenties. Like Click the movie like that! Hah! I miss my poly best friends, Vanessa and Clarene and Lijun. I miss Sheila loads. We've been too busy with our lives that we don't talk to each other. I cant wait to work somemore. I'm having this throbbing headache that doesnt seem to wanna go away. Maybe I'll just pop in more paracetamol later :) Joeline Heyyy! holiday's been pretty lousy. I cant wait for school la! Miss you all so much! :( - I think you guys are focusing too much on stuff that doesn't really need so much attention and neglecting the rest. Hello this is a whole group to care about? There are so much more problems and you all are just wasting your time and energy on simple stuff. - Find it tough to trust people alrdy. I'm gonna be on my guard from now on. Don't expect me to open up to anyone so easily! You have ruined me in the most horrible way that you can never imagine. In case you guys are wondering whats between Josh and I now. We are still both deeply in love with each other. Full-stop. From now on, the ring will be on me no matter what :) Goodnight and God bless! 10:15:00 PM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 CALLING ALL THOSE WHO ARE FREE IN THE MORNING ON GOOD FRIDAY! .jpg)  Presenting THE RED RIBBON CLUB!!! Find out the true meaning behind this special red ribbon! Good Friday 21st March 2008 10:30AM Chapel of the Holy Spirit Sanctuary (inside St Andrew's Junior College)  ADMISSION IS FREEEEE!!!!!!!!! Interested? Msn me or call me for more details. Would gladly tell you more!!! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE! :) - Hello world! It's been a long time since I blogged eh? God's been faithful, He has been, and still is, sustaining me! Intro-ed two new songs to the youth. Had problems cos I could not find any of the chords at all. Thank God for Rena! She helped me transcribe during jamming on Saturday! Sunday was BB enrolment day. Stayed in svc and lunched in church. Then had rehearsal. Went off to AMKhub with some of the youths for dinner at ichiban! :) Jem and Danny boy left for Australia that night! It's my sister's birthday today. Blessed 14th Birthday, dear Alissa!!! She had school today. Prepared a small surprise for her at home. Went shopping for her present ytd. Spent the entire day walking around just to look for the perfect present for her. From Citylink to Suntec, to Marina Square (stopped for lunch at Lerk Thai) and then to Raffles City Shopping Centre (where I had my B&Js Ice cream), mrt-ed down to Somerset in a hurry to go to Cineleisure, Heeren, Wisma, and Taka. AND I COULD NOT FIND HER PRESENT AT ALL!!!! I couldnt even find mummy's present for her. Last resort, walked to Far East Shopping centre. Thank God I found what I wanted. Nets-ed it and left that place to hurry down to Raffles place. Found Mt Zion and got mum's present (a pretty NIV zonderkidz faithgirlz backpack bible!) and zoomed down to TPI building to meet mummy, where i finally caught my breath! Hid the presents that night. This morning, rushed to clear up my house then left to AMKhub to meet my Sheila. Met Josh, got cake (Prima Deli Cookies and Cream), lunch (SUBWAY!) and the stuff I wanted for a long long time! :) Got home, zoomed the cake to the fridge! Prepared Alissa's present. Joshua's wonderful idea of putting rubbish (empty plastic) into the Zinc plastic bag, and hiding her wonderful white Zinc bag under her quilt on her bed! Alissa got very excited when she saw the zinc plastic bag! HAHAHAHA! Then she found out it was just rubbish! LOL Urged her to her bed and she got really happy! :) And passed Alissa mummy's present for her. The youth came, namely, Chari, Marcus Koh, YJ and Glow. Cut the yummy cake and celebrated! I'm glad I managed to squeeze so much stuff in this day for Alissa. Went for dinner with family at East Coast Seafood Restaurant! :) Nice nice! Mum just told me the price. Whoa, but I had a good time! I am happy! I shall see if I have photos to blog! Planned my next semester's timetable today! Its a horrible thing to do! So annoying! :( I wish I didnt fail POA in the first place. Waah okay I'm lazy today, shall not blog photos! next time then :) Ernest Glad its okay now! :) Don't anyhow click stuff you dont know next time? haha! Sheila hello sheila! Chari :D Okay! will continue to keep you in prayers! Press on! Jesus loves you! Esmond Yeaaaah! long time no talk to you as well! how school for you? Chari haha you miss my tags is it? :p My tags are getting lesser! Why are there more people visiting and not tagging! :( Tag leh, my posts seriously that boring now is it?! I'm gona sleep alrdy, very tired. Time to throw away my contact lenses! Goodnight and God bless you lovelies! 10:10:00 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008 Holla loyal readers of Xinnn--green!!!!!!!!! I wanna blog my wonderful I earned my first paycheck this holiday!! Sixty-five dollars, a full day's pay. It was an archeology trail at a certain secondary school :) (school name and further details will not be named to protect details of trail) I was in charge of one of the most fun stations :) Fine, messy but fun! It was good interacting with the I really miss my peer leading days in MacPherson (pronounced as MAC FER SON, Joshua!) Lijun's leaving Singapore tmr to visit her sister and bro-in-law and niece! I'm sad, I hope she comes online so I can continue to talk w her! :D :D It was really tiring, but good, cos the fruits of my labour was seeing the satisfying feedback forms I get from the kids! Really really made my day! Dinnered out, had fun. Fulfilling meal! :) I am home and showered and nice! I am happy and I have to work tmr. Okay, I wanna go sleep soon! Tired! Ernest Hahahha Sorry I cant help you when your msn decides to change its default language to cheena! :) Charissa Thank you dearie! You have to stay strong too! The Joy of the Lord is YOUR STRENGTH! YOU press on as well! Love you! *Hugs* Thanks for the prayers! *I'm thirsty! Must be the Fish&Co drink! :( Goodnight God bless! :D Once Again! CALLING ALL THOSE WHO ARE FREE IN THE MORNING ON GOOD FRIDAY! Presenting THE RED RIBBON CLUB!!! Find out the true meaning behind this special red ribbon! Good Friday 21st March 2008 10:30AM Chapel of the Holy Spirit Sanctuary (inside St Andrew's Junior College) ADMISSION IS FREEEEE!!!!!!!!!
Interested? Msn me or call me for more details. Would gladly tell you more!!! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE! :) 10:23:00 PM
Sunday, March 09, 2008 My thoughts and feelings for the past two days. Roller coasterish. Not gona blog it out. Anyway, I really wanna eat ben &jerry's icecream. Must be cos I ate strawberry cheesecake ytd. It was good la! Youth ytd with the BBBBBB boys. They all look so young la. The adults took over that day. Its good cos it leaves us youth a day off. Dinner was at Bena's place. Jap curry, shiok! But didn't really have the appetite. Partially cos I was snacking while cooking and ate strawberry cheesecake. I CRAVE FOR ICE CREAMMMMMMM! :( Josh Tai, can you buy me b&js as promised soon? I finished reading the book that Susan Tang wrote for ladies that Rena passed me! Its good la. I passed it to Mum to read. Hope she finds the time to read it la. I need revival. I don't like the vulnerable position I am in now. In fact, I hate it! Why? Cos this is the time I need truckloads of support and love and prayer. And I don't like to burden people with my feelings. I hate the position I am in now. I hate the stuff the devil's doing to get me down. I hate it when the devil taunts me, Cos I know I have to run to God for strength and peace. Not that I don't usually run to Him for those la. But, I have to ensure I keep my eyes focused on Him, alone, if not my faith will waver. And I so do not want that to happen. But I do know that God will not let me bear more than I can't. So I continually praise and thank Him for being that wonderful faithful God He is. So much that He sent His only son to die for my sins. Sunday, totally screwed. Don't wish to talk about it at all. Things started going downhill after lunch. When my sister started bugging to go home. I need to pray for more strength and PEACE! And I miss Joshua Tai alot alot! :( CALLING ALL THOSE WHO ARE FREE IN THE MORNING ON GOOD FRIDAY! Presenting THE RED RIBBON CLUB!!! Find out the true meaning behind this special red ribbon! Good Friday 21st March 2008 10:30AM Chapel of the Holy Spirit Sanctuary (inside St Andrew's Junior College) ADMISSION IS FREEEEE!!!!!!!!! Interested? Msn me or call me for more details. Would gladly tell you more!!! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE! :) - edit at 1133pm mood: okay, alright, pretty crappy, no more bitching Finally got a chance to talk to Esmond's sister Esther! She actually knows two of my coursemates! :) And Sheila's really silly! Take a look! Carissa Fan • Self-mutiliation? says (11:29 PM):Alright, I'm gona zoom off to sleep! Goodnight God bless everyone! /edit 6:49:00 PM
Friday, March 07, 2008 CALLING ALL THOSE WHO ARE FREE IN THE MORNING ON GOOD FRIDAY! Presenting THE RED RIBBON CLUB!!! Find out the true meaning behind this special red ribbon! Good Friday 21st March 2008 10:30AM Chapel of the Holy Spirit Sanctuary (inside St Andrew's Junior College) ADMISSION IS FREEEEE!!!!!!!!! Interested? Msn me or call me for more details. Would gladly tell you more!!! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE! :) - Whoaaa, tiring day despite having enjoyed myself. First of all, I met Carmen Chan. Have not met her to go out since secondary two! Super long la!! Ichiban Sushi-ed, NLB-ed and then finally Anderson-ed Icecream :) It was sinful, but whatever, once in a long while. Talked, and caught up on alot of stuff. Its really refreshing to catch up with an old classmate like that, I like that. And whats nicer is that we both don't feel awkward around each other, Thats the difference between us and some others. She stays in my estate, but its weird cos we NEVER bump into each other in our estate. In fact, we never bumped into each other any place at all! :( Thats rather sad. But I'm glad, I'm glad for today. The talks and encouragements! And I found out something thats awesome. Totally lost contact with this guy called Edric. He taught MPSS trumpeters once. And he's really good. Turned out Carmen knew him too. And its strange cos she didn't notice him when he taught in MPSS. Tomorrow's the eighth! Need to be in church early to help out with stuff. I'm tired. I shall sleep early! Josh will be soooo glad to hear that. Wanna go out with girlfriends Steph, Sheila and Rachel! They wanna watch leap years next week. Gah, we'll see how stuff goes. Sheila's telling me not to be a brat but I'm not being bratty at all. I'm just, sensitive. And I do know people will definitely get mad at my sentence. But I cant help being so sensitive okay? On a happy note, I'm glad I had my sugar rush today. And I certainly enjoyed my jap lunch! :) God's good. He provides for me. 'cept now I have to try to find my $100 I stashed somewhere between my book. I'm going brokeeeeee! *Oh, I borrowed a pink book from the library. I'm gona sink my head in it and become a nerd! :) Are you hiding something from me? I don't like it when someone else tells me stuff and I don't get to hear it from you yourself. I do care for you, and it hurts to see you struggling to be so strong. But its okay. I'll be fine also. Alissa HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA! Lets just stay home to nuah and don't let any stranger in! I'm sleepy! :( Rachel I'm not gona argue w you. Period. Felicia OHHHHH! Hahah, anytime dear :D I can't wait. I don't mind next week also! Sheila Sounds good! :) PICTURES!!         Thank you dear, for the time spent today! :) To everyone else, goodnight God bless! :D
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Thursday, March 06, 2008 Hello everyone! Yes I removed that thinggi you have to press OKAY before entering my blog. Cos I'm getting rather sick of pressing it. And it feels weird cos I've grown too accustomed to pressing enter. Bah! IT Fair with Jeremy Pan and Joshua Tai! These two are the ones who brightened my day today. Bah, I woke up late today! Went to Suntec to check out prices for mummy. My strawberry shortcake file is sooooo full from all the brochures I collected. I saw some good deals too! And its not fair! The new fujitsu tablet has BLUETOOTH in it!! How can how can?!?!?! My darling Esmeralda doesnt have bluetooth at all!!! :((( I didnt get my micro SD card :( For starters, I didnt know what the market price for it was. Met Hengkah at starbucks cos Jem had stuff to ask him. Josh bought his IPOD Classic from my friend Xavier. I didn't know he was working there la. He surprised me! -.- Xavier was very glad cos he got his first sales. But his commission is only 1% LOL! Hahah better than nothing la! I met Sharol at Singtel booth! Esmeralda needs a major cleaning job. She looks a dirty silver to me :( I kinda like the vaio notebooks. Psycho mummy into getting it! LOL Time to sort out the brochures for mummy! Meeting Carmen tmr! I can't wait! :D I want to workkkkkkkk!!!! My contact lenses are giving me problems!! I feel like ranting! I need a hug! I want to nuah! Alissa Hahaha Thanks so much sista! Really appreciate you both going down to buy dinner! But you both shd stop scaring me with Mas Selamat la! You know I'm afraid of terrorists! :( Charissa Hhaha yes its us! Who else can it be? The hotel staff? Bah, yeah yeah the LEEs are zai! :D Eh, wrong, not all girls are pretty to me! I'm just very blessed to keep bumping into pretty girls who's focus is on God! :) Those are really beautiful girls!! I get very excited and encouraged by them you see! Ernest Bah! Okay we shd have a mass screening of ALL the photos taken during Chari's party! I would love that! :D Alright, need to sleep early tonight. I have weird irregular sleeping hours/habits. I kept waking up within 3am last night. I could not sleep at all la gosh. But God's still so good to me. I'm a tough girl :) 8th March drawing nearer! <3 I read Charissa's post last night. Its soooo good! Focus on Christ alone!! Highly recommended to read!!! For the gist of it, I'll just quote a paragraph!
Adapted from Charissa's blogpost (Yeah, go ahead click it, I got the direct link to the post!) - Okay something random but I find it really funny!! A salutation from a secondary school senior who's in Melbourne studying! William: "Shooten: Take Me Deeper, You'll Never Leave Me, No Matter What Happens:D" <1> says (8:37 PM): hellow sweety how r u Carissa Fan • complete and forever says (8:39 PM): hello pretty! :P im great God sustained me - Not funny?! Okay. Anyway heres an advertorial for Good Friday Production. CALLING ALL THOSE WHO ARE FREE IN THE MORNING ON GOOD FRIDAY! Presenting THE RED RIBBON CLUB!!! Find out the true meaning behind this special red ribbon! Good Friday 21st March 2008 10:30AM Chapel of the Holy Spirit Sanctuary (inside St Andrew's Junior College) ADMISSION IS FREEEEE!!!!!!!!! Interested? Msn me or call me for more details.Would gladly tell you more!!! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE! :) - Alright dears, thats it for today! Goodnight and God bless you all! And to those who's having BBBBBBB camp, have fun and stay safe! Carissa loves you! :D 7:06:00 PM
Wednesday, March 05, 2008 Purely coincidental, or not? Just found something interesting. My cousin's msn nickname is Live For Nothing Die For Something This other guy whom I don't know has the nick saying: if we live for nothing,,,so we have to die for something... Purely coincidental? Or is there something going on that I'm not aware of? Perhaps theres a campaign pushing this slogan? I wouldn't know! What do YOU guys think?! - I made a new friend today. Yes shes a pretty girl. And no, I am not turning lesbian! Her name is Rachel, and apparently she's in my sports and wellness, but we never got the chance to talk :( She's nice to talk to! :D And she's Stephanie's cousin! What a small small world. I am reaaaaaaally hungryy!! Bah, I need to settle my craving for dumplings and mee hoon kueh! I'm gaining weight. Whoever minds my getting fat, please just go away. Need to talk with my darling Sheila. WE NEED TO MEET UP SOON TO CHAT DO YOU UNDERSTAND?! I have not been able to talk to you properly in a long time :( Maybe we can go for lunch and go for ben&jerry's or something! I didn't do much housework today. I woke up late. I didnt go for bAoc as planned. I just wanna go and work. Can't believe I'm actually blogging everyday. Hope mummy doesnt get mad at me when she comes home. Oh well oh well. Thank You Lord Jesus for sustaining me again. Crossing Over We come before Your throne Our hearts we give to You We long to see Your kingdom come And bring Your truth to all the earth Pre-Chorus: Nations will cry out Your name Send us to Your harvest Lord we pray Chorus: By Your spirit O Lord we claim the nations Of the world for You Jesus Pour down Your rain Holy Spirit move in us today By Your spirit O Lord we claim the nations Of the world for You Jesus By Your word of truth we're crossing over To win the lost for You Your cross before our eyes You've set our hearts on fire To give what we can never keep To gain what we can never lose Alissa Well, you got to eat your buttered popcorn! I wanna eat fries LOL and yay I'm gona get to eat my mee hoon kueh! yipee! Okay everybody, thats it for today. Stay close to Daddy God! Have a great week! 6:20:00 PM
Tuesday, March 04, 2008 Heyho! Stayed at home, pretty much a boring day. Terrible mood swings, but whatever. Helped mummy sort out documents on the table. Rah so messy and dusty! Theres a bAoc meeting tomorrow. But my Clarene and Vanessa arent able to make it, I don't feel like going alone. Talked with Carmen Chan a little while online just now. Haven't chatted with her in a loooong time. Might meet up on friday with her for lunch or something. IF mummy allows me out of the house. Mummy's really busy with her company and stuff. And I just feel like nuahing at home, enjoy my holiday. But I don't seem to be able to do that :( Maybe I'll pack and junk whatever clothes I don't want anymore. My wire mesh and cupboard's getting way too messy for my own good! Okay that does it, I'm not going anywhere tomorrow. I will stay home and pack my clothes. I will sort out the clothes that I might wanna wear, those I can't I'll discard. And change my bedsheets tomorrow. Don't be LAZY, Carissa!! Lazyness does not come from God! Okay, I'm gona rest, tired! Ernest Show me sometime Ernest! Is it in your phone?! If so, show me on Saturday okay!? :D Esmond Hahaa THATS NOT MY CAKE! It's Charissa Lee's cake! :D I miss snorkelling I wanna go beach again! PULAU REDANG!! Alissa Thank you! *shy* Why your friend call you lesbo? thats not really fair la! -.- Tell her you dont like it? Beryl Hello Bell! When can we meet again?! I WANNA GO REDANG LAAA! (wanted to post my favorite photo, but nevermind) Goodnight and God bless everyone! 10:55:00 PM
Monday, March 03, 2008 I'm so happy I can paint my nails a gazillion times without losing patience! :) Hello everyone, As promised, Carissa is back with UPDATES! :D God's good, I had a good rest yesterday. At least, its enough to make me rejuvenated for the morning. Hah! I don't know about afternoon! Okay from where I left off yesterday. So I was extremely blessed to have yummy junk food to eat on Saturday. Superdog, Ben&Jerry's and Starbucks. Went to Sentosa and nuahed with the rest while waiting for Charissa. Waited somemore, when the cake arrived etc etc. Charissa came blindfolded, with Sus leading her. Surprised her with the birthday cake and song. I think she was super shocked to see the cake and the people around. Carissa helped to cut at least 1/3 of the icecream cake! :) 'Zai' climber has powerful arm muscles! :D Hehe, then the guys took over cos I had problems cutting the cake -.- It was so pathetic la! Trying to cut that cake with plastic knives. Then the Swiss army knives came out. Thankfully, in the end a proper kitchen knife came out of nowhere. LOL! Zoomed the other half of the cake into the hotel room. Met Ernest there. He helped me, I needed backup so I asked him to call someone. Alissa came up with the swiss army knife -.- How pathetic, when I called for the strongest knife. Had problems keeping the cake in the fridge. Thought about innovative ways to stuff it into the fridge. Thank God the fridge was cleaned alrdy. I witnessed the fridge being cleaned so don't worry. Finally stuffed the cake in. Jeremy and Sus arrived. Laughed at the sight of the cake! I'm waiting for photos too! Hello Jem, Josh and Sus? :D Went down to the beach and they played games, I looked after their valuables. Food arrived, and they ate. I couldn't as my stomach cldnt even stand the smell of the food. So I didn't eat. I spent my time, eh, I dont know how I spent my time -.- Gab gave me some honeydew sago to eat. But I do know there was a period of time I sat at the pool beds and rested there. Watched the world go by and I finally fell asleep. Awoke by the smell of Chari's food -.- Immediately, I bridged, cos they wanted to play. So we bridged, and bridged somemore. Joshua Tai learnt how to play bridge! :) Marcus learnt how to play bridge later. Later, we landed up in the pool. Playing games :) Hehehe. I really had fun, even though I had to be extra careful as I was wearing lenses :( Rah, daddy came with enzymes for us! :D Thanks dad dad! Played until the pool was closed so we had to get out. Showered in the room. Played bridged. Passed Chari's present and made her try it out. She likes it YAY! and it fitted so I tore the tag out. Bridged all the way till 2. We had bridge tournament :) I went downstairs for a while cos I needed to stretch my back and massage myself. But when I got down, I felt slightly scared cos it was pitch dark beyond the chalet and I was alone. So I ended up sitting at the arcade trying to nurse my back -.- Initially wanted to go down to the pool and sit there. But there were people sleeping at the chairs oh well. Mr Tai came down and chased me up. Charissa gave me massage, haha felt much better. Thank you soooo much my dear. Slept. Charissa's phone rang at 3. Daddy msged at 4 telling me he was leaving site alrdy and claimed he called. Checked call log, he called at 3:59. Didnt hear the call. Msged dad. He said he was coming to pick the bags up now. And it was 4am?!!?! Told him everyone still sleeping. So he went home to rest. Daddy's so cute la. Woke up and showered. Sus showered. Packed bag. Made the rest wake up. Chased them to wash up. Bridged in the meantime. Left the chalet at 930am. Saw stuff that disgusted everyone. Ran downstairs cos cldnt stand the sight of it. Trained to vivo and mrt-ed to potong pasir. Met Jo along the way. He invited a pretty girl :D I told you all I loved pretty girls right! Service, it was good, and it was so timely for me la I felt. Bridged in church afterthat. Went for car ride and went home. Thanks Gab for the transport and dinner. Thank you Yangjun also! Fellowship lunch was not bad :) Hehe. Got to know Jasmine (the pretty girl) better. Apparently she was from my primary school. And at one period of time she was playing the same instrument as me! :) She's coming for youth service, I hope Jo makes her come :D So pleasant looking, so nice to be with! Here I am at home, and mummy did not specifically tell me what to do. I need to redo my nails, but I hate doing it alone. Maybe I should wait till tmr then Lijun dear and I can do it together! Yes, that shall wait till tmr. Charissa You are most welcomed! I'm glad you had a wonderful 19th birthday! I'm happy for you my dear! :D PHOTO TIME! 26th Feb- Buying-birthday-present Day & TB28 Class BBQ at Kim's house
29th Feb- Worship Night
Saturday 1st March- Rehearsal and Chari's birthday party @Sentosa Thats about it peeps. Take care and God bless! <3 11:38:00 AM
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