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Sunday, January 28, 2007 GUITAR loves
did i mention how much i love attending guitar lessons in church?i`m actually learning how to play the guitar now, and i rly like it v much! yays today was the last day of our three day guitar course. not rly three day camp thing, its just weekly on sunday, so today was the last sunday ): we made most progress today and i`m rly glad. brandon`s a rly good teacher! he`s rly patient and doesnt mind repeating stuff for us to be sure. oh wells. i can play a few simple songs, but i still have to work hard to change my chords faster! i set the guitar trend LOL that is of course untrue! i realise more and more of my friends play the guitar! that is so funny! and jw and yj are pretty gd w that instrument, i`m jealous. i shall continue w blogging later or another time, TAGS terence; you are little! don`t do stupid things okae! (: till then people (: 3:24:00 PM
Thursday, January 25, 2007 hello darlings! i havent been blogging properly lately! i beg your pardon but these days i`ve been busy w helping momo w hsework and stuff (: oh wells- lyd asked me to design camp tee but i havent started on a single thing at all lah. what a bad and forgetful girl; tsk okie TAGS first; this is so very worrying! huimeng; haha i don`t exactly know what date`ll come out. but if you rly wana know- you can call MOE =/ tean; yeah! i wana. and YAY you came and helped me w hsework! (: terence; gah yes i`m forgetful- but i CERTAINLY DIDNT FORGET YOU LAH! in fact on sunday, i was waiting for you to be online, but i didnt see you. you didnt keep up to your promise, gah! and pls don`t say you`re forgettable again- before i rly smack you LOL shelly; why`re you upset? you shd call me and talk to me abt it (: i read abit on your blog and cld roughly put pieces tgt, but tell me in full okie! don`t be upset or depressed or anything! know why? cos you`ve got GOD and of course me too (: and yes i was at RP, but i left super early. call me and i`ll tell you more (: went to nanyang poly today. lecturers were rly nice and all (: i like the doughnuts (: i like business, i like science. i`m in a dazed gah i don`t know whata take!! i saw shui lin in nyp just now, she didnt see me cos i didnt call her loud enough =x haha it feels so good to see mpss students again. makes me miss my skl uniform alot alot lah ): joycelyn and i went for a job interview ytd. i shant reveal the location yet. but ask me if you wish, afterthat, joyjoy went back w me and she helped me do stuff. she`s v sweet lah. so we had dinner and played guitar awhile she`s good lah! i feel so lousy at guitar. so, we ran a few odd errands here and there. then she left quite late, we had fun though (: love that girl to bits i`ll be going over to aunt`s tmr to help her w hsework (: and i`ll be paid wheeeee (: (: so if anyone`s like gona go bishan. lemmi know then we can meet or sth? LOL better go get the design done. LOVES everyone (: 10:29:00 PM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 okie i`m very interested in this particular tag; so replies to TAGS first (: terence; hahah i was kiddin lah lil one (: i havent got into friendster yet wheeee. jing; haha i don`t think you`ll know them; i tell you online (: huimeng; haha girl know what? I WAS THE FIRST ONE TO GET THE THUMBDRIVE LAH! lol. yeah it`s true. my momo was like standing so near to the counter =/ wieky; haha i guess it`s alrdy too late to reply to you =x i`ll call you anyways (: kash; yeah thanks for being there (: sheila; wheeeeee sheila was here! unknown; dear girl; or guy, i think you must be a girl right? lemmi just tell you, if you went to weishen`s blog and clicked on my link- you get to my blog, but my blog`s links will show only weishen`s link with a strike over it. its different from the rest right? so i believe thats what you saw! and if you go to another of my links and get back to my blog- for example you visit sheila`s blog; and you come back to my blog- you`ll see that sheila`s name has a strike over it too! (: cool huh? nay i don`t like weishen in a romantic way =/ i don`t rly talk to him alot. he`s just a sklmate who`s rly funny and stuff! hahah i`m ranting. byeee thanks for tagging though (: terence; tell me tell me. okie i shall ask you online (: weishen; LOL we wont rly know who that person is; unless i check the IP address. which i`m too lazy to. anyways i`ve thought of the reason why that person thought i purposely put your name different, see the above tag for clearance! study hard okie! and hi5 we don`t like unknown taggers (: okie. i`m rly lazy to blog. i`m just say- i changed my braces colour. to orange on top and red below. as jw and yj said (: and doc gave me elastics too. its painful arghs and i can`t chew properly. poor me, LOVES everyone else (: 11:11:00 AM
Thursday, January 18, 2007 gah
okae.allie`s being rly lazy lah! she doesnt do her hw properly, simple maths also have to ask me, geography becomes my homework; she keeps saying she can`t do. wl. i don`t have the privilege of asking an older sibling to help me w my hw lor! i`m getting rly pissed, she alrdy thinks the world of herself. and she`s also starting to get complacent, yeah she got more than me for psle by 11 points. so i bet she thinks that if i can swim thru secondary skl, she can too. and she`s getting even more lazy than me when i was in sec one lah! gahs, *counts to ten* i went for temasek poly`s open hse today! had a rly pleasant surprise when i saw vanessa tng there. she`s this rly rly nice and helpful senior of mine frm my pri and secondary skl. when i was in sec one, and wasnt familiar w mpss, she was the one who got me settled and happy! i rmb when i was in p2; she was in p4, and we had to do eye exercise like everyday after recess then her class was right beside mine; so sometimes i end up sitting beside her! hahaha (: i`m more interested in the applied science and business skls (: so i practically skipped IT altogether, will be going back tmr to finish off. talked to people from the applied science and business skls they`re all v nice pple. and i think i spent the most time at the hospitality chatroom, and the biotechnology booth too! haha. both girls there talked to me, and they rly clarified alot of my doubts! TP uses PBL too. but they don`t use it everyday like RP does, i don`t know nw. i still like RP. but having PBL everyday starts to scare me, i shd have talked to the guys in RP`s biotech more, argh, but nvms, okie, i don`t know what else to blog abt, BUT I WANA GO TO SHEILA`s on SATURDAY!! oh wells, TAGS the usual (: carmen; haha definitely! i`ll call you sometime! (: terence; havent i told you that i use super glue too? haha (: oh! and you were v mean to me just nw lah! samantha; EXACTLY! woodlands is so far! hope i can rely on my grandparents if i go there (: huimeng; I DIDNT SEE YOU! thats so sad, i tell you sth dumb? i was the first one to get the free thumbdrive, my dad drove me there like so early! and we left early too. oh so thats why i didnt see you =/ but i love RP`s PBL! ahhhhhhhhs wieky; yes DEFINITELY! hahah just tell me when you`re free. (: 11:27:00 PM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007 whoopeee!
wow today is alrdy tuesday!i seem to be blogging on alternate days, oh wells, just came back from REPUBLIC POLY! i like that place. i like their problem-based learning (PBL) approach, its so different frm the other skls. heres how a typical RP student have 'lectures' they don`t have lectures actually, and lecturers are called facilitators (: in the morning; the class is given one problem to solve. and the students will be broken into grps of five to solve the problem. they can surf the intermet for resources or simply just go to the library, the library is cool can? at the end of the day, someone in the grp will present the solution. and afterthat each student will do a reflection. sth like an evaluation of the day and that reflection has to be passed up by 2359hrs that day. thats the dateline. so one day one problem. no lectures. cool huh? talked to some guys there, and they told me and momo alot of stuff, and we talked to some facilitators too. they`re rly good! they explained alot of stuff to me, and all of them told me to be sure of what i want! oh and the whole skl is wireless. and each student will have a personal laptop, AND I SAW RAYMOND (MPSS Band Major 2005) THERE! hahah i didnt know he was a student there until i saw him on saturday, (i went there on saturday as well as today what) he actually didnt recognise me, gahs have i changed that much? i`m still pretty much the same what! haha he`s taking pharmatical science or sth, bio bio stuff (: SMART GUY! theres like so many courses in polytechnics, and i don`t know what to choose, part of me wants to go into applied science; another wants to go into the service industry, and another still wants to get into a JC, this is crazy lah! does anybody feel the same way as me? yes i still wana get into jc if i can. lyd says i can cope there (: i hope so too! if i decide to go to a poly; i like RP. but daddy doesnt want me to go there, he prefers me to go to SP or NP. oh wells. i can`t help that. i rly wana get into RP if i decide to go to poly, but woodlands is sooooooo far away, there`s an alternative. i can stay at my grandparent`s in woodlands, that wld make transpot much easier for me cos i can like, walk to school lah! (i doubt anyone else in MPSS intends to go to RP) ): but if i decide to get into jc; i`d choose SAJC sajc is my church skl! hahahha (: that doesnt have any link at all! but nvm, i doubt i can make the cut-off point for that skl though. i`ll just pray and keep my fingers crossed, okae, i`m gona blog abt ytd, got up early to prepare. had to put on light make-up and stuff, met aunty jennifer at raffles place mrt. so we went, i shant bore you w the details- heres the procedure (to the best of my memory) superficial cleansing deep cleansing skin analysis (i don`t know what is this actually for) eyelash tinting eyebrow tweezing (aunt jennifer don`t have to do much for me cos i alrdy got it done by sanyee) face and neck massage facial mask make-up manicure (no pedicure that day) it stretched longer then it supposed to. so i met tiffany like abt two hours later, at least she wasnt those impatient sort who cldnt wait, i`m thankful she was so understanding abt that (: ate a little then went to watch night at the musuem. yeah i said i didnt want to watch it anymore because someone told me it sucked, but i didnt know what else to watch, so we watched that and one part`s super hilarious, the dumb dumb and the gum gum part, and QUIETTTTTT! my dumb dumb want to talk! (: (: (: i`m all smiley! walked ard cine awhile more. went dinner at food republic at wisma atria ate that famous super nice hokkien mee and drank that super sweet sugarcane! whee i love going out w tiffany! we talked alot (: LOVES people! and TAGS terence; HAHAH i wont forget you one lor! yeah i`ll talk w her. and YEAH GOD BLESS PEOPLE! huimeng; why is it you come online whenever i`m not? no fair girl! read my mind and come online when i`m online okae? i`m nt rly bothered abt stuff alrdy. come online and i`ll tell you. and many LOVES too! ((: 7:09:00 PM
Sunday, January 14, 2007 the aftermath
FIRST OF ALL; TAGSxiaobao; hahah sry i didnt go! but someone else ought to have taught you alrdy right? aiyah, if you still don`t know then you ask me lor (: stephanie; WELCOME TO MY BLOG! haha you`re always welcomed (: yeah i love you! that beats missing you huh? (: tean; yeah i`m much better now, its alrighties, we cld always talk another time what (: terence; oohs now i know! yeah i like her, she`s like a v nice girl lah (: sheila; yay thanks! i feel better alrdy! thanks for always being there! love ya! wieky; haha yeah i hope to see you soon too! we have so much to catch up lah! HELLO TO ALL THE BLESSED PEOPLE OUT THERE! gona summarise my day so far; went to church, jody brought nicole along. we had fun chatting in church. a new boy, daniel, joined our class, he`s a nice boy i guess, but v shy lah had lessons. the story we read today was v saddening, i almost cried lah! okae i cried, then jianwen was like all concerned, asked what happened; 'i miss jasper alot' he was taken aback and was like 'thats super random lah' HAHAHA lyd asked me to design this year`s camp tee i`ve done the last camp tee design, didnt go the way i want, but this year`s gonna be a nice one i hope, the camp`s gona be called LOVE ACTUALLY! i was like isnt that frm the movie? copyright? we started laughing lah, lyd is great lah, she even composed a theme song, i heard a bit of it and i think its great (: random note; this is so obvious lah! its like almost the whole class knows how distant we are alrdy lah! and i`m so not happy about this after church went to some bottle tree place and saw pple fishing. went there just to kill time. and nw i`m home, i`m like supposed to clear my room and wash the bathroom, and i`m still chatting online, ahahha i seriously hope that the computer guy who took the CPU away can revive our old computer and i was talking to you jin, telling him abt what happened at macs today, and when i finished i realised he was actually offline. thats rly random, okae so don`t mind me, i don`t have anything more to say; so i guess i`ll just end here lah! anything just msg me online or sth! oh and i can`t wait to go out w tiffany tmr lah. we`re gona have a sumptious lunch (i hope) and watch a movie and i`m gona go for some beauty thing for aunty jennifer. momo told me i`m supposed to be her model for her exam. WOW. and i`m gona get makeup and manicures and pedicures and whatever more! that sounds like a girl`s dream come true lah! we shall see tmr morning! sanyee(third aunt) also has a request for me, she asked me to be one of the twenty models to get a free japanese haircut or sth in february, details not confirmed yet, and momo said i cld bring a friend. only applicable to girls w shoulder length or long hair! let me know if any of you are interested, i`m thinking of sheila actually, you tell me okae girl (: okae i`m off for now, gota do my chores (: 5:27:00 PM
Thursday, January 11, 2007 I HAVE FINISHED ELDEST! and i`m hungry for the third book of inheritance alrdy. once the book comes out, some kind soul pls remind me to buy it. or better still, buy it for me and give me as a present (: went to mpss to collect my cheque ytd, then went to see band a while saw zahura, jannah, lun, wee qiang, elena and shin yi talked to lun and weeqiang awhile then went to help out during sectionals a while hah then i left that place early! my mum just left the house to go to the salon! and i`m nw talking to stephanie and terence, oh wells, not that i don`t enjoy talking to them (i love talking to them!) but theres like alot of stuff clouding my mind now, and i don`t know where to start. i`m supposed to be doing housework for my mum yet i`m here blogging, ytd dad asked me to shut down the computer after i had a mere five minutes (or maybe less than that) on the computer! thats rly unfair! then he realised he was wrong, but he didnt show it, nvms i`m gona write this; to xiaobao- girl, it may seem scary once the teachers and your seniors tell you how harsh N lvl is. but don`t fret, cos you have the ability to pull through, look at me, i don`t take N lvl but i take Os i was once as scared as you, or maybe i wasnt that bad. i took it one step at a time and i enjoyed myself during my sec four. playing- but don`t you take that from me, i wanted to tell you all these ytd during band but being a responsible senior i am, i chose not to disrupt the band schedule w personal stuff, you tagged me asking me for a solution. i can`t help you much but i can give you my two-cents worth. girl you can do it! theres so many things out there waiting for you to handle, stress is there! stress is always there, but you shd learn to let it not bother you cos you`ve got better stuff to think of, maths may seem difficult, i`m glad you`re taking a maths, but girl, i just want to let you know that if you have whatever queries about any subjects, you can just ask me, i`ll definitely help you to the best of my abilities, why? because i believe you can do it! i definitely have lotsa faith in you, so you canot disappoint me, be it in studies or band, i have so much to talk to you about. but i guess i`ll stop here. you approach me if you have questions, i`ll be there for you, and don`t be afraid to call me okie? to terence; boy you have to stop having those sucidal thoughts, i thought i`ve gone thru w you all these? i have my own share of trouble once, so as your dajie, i`m telling you to stop thinking those negative stuff and learn to trust in God more, it may seem that sometimes God is ignoring you, but he`s always there, he`s always been there for you dear boy. sometimes life may seem hopeless cos it isnt going our way, but you see, God always have a plan for us, its not obvious in our eyes what God wants us to do now, but we`ll definitely know it once we open our hearts, and God will slowly reveal it to you. do not doubt him, i`m telling you do not! relationships may not last (no offence to both of you) but your relationship w God should NEVER WEAKEN, you shd grow closer w your relationship w God, then will everything in your life start to fall in place, i`m telling you all these on my blog cos i am in no mood to argue w you over msn. but dear boy, you know i care about you and i won`t hurt you, i will try to help you as much as i can. but the rest w God especially you have to help yourself, i will pray for you (: i`m missing jasper, alot! as most can see on my nic. oh wells this is to my best friend (formal actually) dear girl, i don`t know what actually happened between us, i`ve tried to be forthcoming w you. but you don`t seem to be responding v happily. it breaks my heart to see the three and a half years of friendship just break up. and it hurts me even more not knowing the cause of it. during prom, we were dancing. i put out my hand to help you to the dance floor, you ignored me and went to squeeze in w someone else, did you know how much hurt was alrdy in me? i don`t know but as far as i rmb, we`ve started drifting since june. i remember v vividly how distant we alrdy were during arts nite performance, even though every thing may seem fine after i talked to you, there was still sth missing, i do not know what it is, i`ve tried many ways, trying to restore the closeness we once shared, but you can see for yourself, i`m exhausted. and thus i didnt bother you much during Os that period. you went w the other girls, i didnt follow you cos i felt super awkward, i think you must have received my christmas card, i`m telling you that you are the only girl in 4A i sent a card to. you were my best friend and i treasure the closeness we once had. i just want to know the cause, i`ve learnt to accept the fact that we will nv be as close as before anymore, but this nagging feeling of mine wants to know the cause, you have to tell me the cause dear girl. i won`t blame you, i`m not blaming anybody for this, but i`ll just tell you, i miss you. i miss us, the rest it`s up to you. and i wish you all the best in your future endeavours (: i`m feeling super solemn now, don`t disturb me unless you`re one of my close friends. and i just wana let you all know that i love you guys, TAGS terence; okae i`ve written stuff for you up there, wait a while and i`ll tag you (: carmen; i miss you too girl, and i can`t wait for you to come online so i can talk to you! 10:16:00 AM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007 okie i`m just gona post tags today! too lazy to blog! TAGS to my dearest; echo; oh! we`re both v busy pple i guess terence; yeah its okae! i love this skin too! sheila; yeah just tell me when i can crash! yipee i miss you so much! (: zeph; haha i`m glad i`m not! i don`t know when actually! i`ll let you know though! carmen; HELLO! thanks i love this skin too! xiaobao; don`t think of studies this way! i`ll talk to you tmr abt this! remind me okae! and stay strong in the meantime i have faith in you girl! 9:52:00 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007 i just discovered sth and i`m shocked!
OMGosh i just sneaked peeked at the back of ELDEST;MURTAGH IS ACTUALLY ERAGON`s OLDER BROTHER, which further means that FORSWORN MORZAN is ERAGON`s FATHER! that is sucha shock, eeek don`t like this one bit, and Zar`roc been snatched back by Murtagh, that wasnt v nice now this is keeping me in suspense i wana read the third book! ahhhhhhhhs i wana scream, how come there`s such a horrible twist but i still have to say that this Christopher Paolini write v well, despite nt going to skl. oh wells came back frm church today was combined service, it wasnt rly a sermon, but still! JIANWEN cut his hair haha, youjin came late so he didnt sit w us (he sat w my bro in front of us) after svc went to macs for lunch, talked talked w lyd and aunty J, left for a car ride then went home decided to change blogskin so there, and nw i`m blogging initially didnt want to blog today, but hymphpsthf i had to reply to my tags cos my wonderful friends tagged me (i aint being sarcastic) so despite being sooooooo tired and want to slp, i blogged to reply my tags! so nice hor? talked alot of crap w heidi today, she`s super funny lah! but thats beside the point. long awaited TAGS huimeng; welcome back! yes i got your email, message actually! hahas i miss you too you know it (: echo; reachable? haha i`m reachable anytime what! its a matter if i`m free or not! haha miss you too! sheila; sheila i miss your antics! at least you still rmb me yays, uncle MIKE; YOU ARE MISSED UNCLE MIKE! i`m fine! you add me in msn we`ll chat more! xiaobao; YAY i can sing again, hurrays. i shd be dropping by band anytime soon! (: PinG; yes you know i miss you girl (: i shd change my tagboard colour, the green colour is v odd against this skin, but that shall be done later, after i don`t feel so lazy! toodles LOVE 7:27:00 PM
Friday, January 05, 2007 ERAGON!
first of all, a treat for all of you- lyrics of the theme song (sung by Avril Lavigne) hear it by clicking on the play button (: KEEP HOLDING ON- Avril Lavigne you`re not alone together we stand i`ll be by your side you know i`ll take your hand when it gets cold and it feels like the end there`s no place to go you know I won`t give in no I won`t give in. keep holding on 'cause you know we`ll make it through, we`ll make it through just stay strong cause you know i`m here for you, i`m here for you there`s nothing you can say, nothing you can do there`s no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on cause you know we`ll make it through, we`ll make it through. so far away I wish you were here before it`s too late this could all disappear before the doors close, this comes to an end but with you by my side I will fight and defend i`ll fight and defend yeah yeah. keep holding on 'cause you know we`ll make it through, we`ll make it through just stay strong 'cause you know i`m here for you, i`m here for you there`s nothing you can say, nothing you can do there`s no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on 'cause you know we`ll make it through, we`ll make it through. hear me when I say, when I say I believe that nothing`s gonna change, nothing`s gonna change destiny whatever is meant to be will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah lalalalalalala... keep holding on 'cause you know we`ll make it through, we`ll make it through just stay strong cause you know i`m here for you, i`m here for you there`s nothing you can say, nothing you can do there`s no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on 'cause you know we`ll make it through, we`ll make it through. keep holding on keep holding on there`s nothing you can say, nothing you can do there`s no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on cause you know we`ll make it through, we`ll make it through (: so keep holding on 'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through. this is sucha meaningful song especially after you watched eragon. the bond between eragon and saphira is sooo strong and is shown in this song, after reading the book, i find the words of this song even more meaningful, it seems like saphira is telling eragon to keep holding on through this song, everyone say awww together w me! haha (: oh wells, back to the usual; TAGS xiaobao; yes i will take care of myself! needless to say i love myself the most right? i`m glad your solo is okae alrdy heidi; relinked alrdy! stop changing url so quickly okae! grr (: echo; haha YOU get well too! brain; hahaha (: carmen; yeah its okae! just tell me when you`re free and i`ll work my schedule to fit yours (: sheila; YAY sheila tagged me! its good its good i`m so happy! (:  i just love my eragon!se onr sverdar sitja hvass! 11:46:00 AM
Wednesday, January 03, 2007 dont like being sick,
okae. that does it.i`m really sick. i dont like it one bit. i had this rly weird dream ytd nite starting frm ytd, was running a fever 38.8 degrees celsius and almost slept the whole time. when family went kite-flying, i helped myself to the computer, lazy to blog ytd, so i`m doing it today to celebrate the end of that nasty fever, msned some people and lamented about my poor sore throat, fever got better (i dont noe how much better cos i didnt use the thermometer) didnt rly eat dinner ytd, bathed in super hot water (i know i`m nt supposed to) watched bai wan bao and went to slp pretty early, wore long socks too! (considering how cold my feet were the nite b4) ahhs no mood to continue blogging nw, cos my poor nose is still runny and my voice is like an old woman`s grr, i cant speak properly. even my own mother can`t recognise my voice frm over the phone, argh, okae the usual TAGS barnabas; yes hopefully sajc though, but i`m quite skeptical abt entering jc. terence; yes i know carmen sham, i told you b4 right? ahhhs yes i miss you too (: echo; my computer crashed, grrr and all my stuff in the hard-disk are lost (tears my hair off) tean; yes thank you v much darling (: sheila; serious? wow! rained awww yes meet up sometime and tell me abt your orientation! carmen; maybe i`m nt sure yet, haha (: terence; you are always bo liao one ((:
my throat rly hurts; prayers please people! 9:52:00 AM
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