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Thursday, December 27, 2007 okay im feeling very sian, i dont really want to blog. anyway, BLESSED CHRISTMAS to everyone out there! 'tis the season to be jolly! hahahah, i actually wanted to blog on the 24th, however, i was busy doing my stuff and i only finished my cards like, very late. and i was tired and i had to prepare for my baptism the next day. so that explains my not blogging then! anyway, Christmas service and baptism was good. truthfully, i was very restless during the sermon. but i did enjoy the praise and worship. was nervous during baptism, bery self conscious haha. but thank God, all went smoothly and its just great la. glow wanted a waterfall baptism, and he got it, not inside the church, but outside. it rained :D hahaha i told him that he got what he wanted and he was in awe. you guys shd have seen his face then! anyway ernest and glow has been a blessing to me la. they keep making me laugh, the little stuff they say tickles me. slightest thing. after baptism and all, i felt very refreshed and happy. oh no, im feeling kinda giddy now! ): shook hands with most of the congregation. and someone joked abt us being celebrities! -.- hahaha, then exchanged presents with my friends. lydia ran off before i cld give her her card la ): thanks to all who've encouraged me and gave me blessings! and i got my best christmas present too, my security came back hah. God is really good la, i cant ask for more now. i thank Him again for sustaining me, and sending His Son to this earth to save ME! i am going to have eternal life! ooh i cant wait!! after service, went round cathay cinemas hunting for movie tickets. we first went to the grand cathay. however there was no more tickets available for us. so we rushed down to causeway point. and we secured our tickets for the 920pm show for I am Legend. then we lunched at the foodcourt. daddy and mummy went pillow/bed hunting. actually they just went to the seahorse shop and bought a mattress. i dunno what else they bought haha! i was bored, and was extremely tired so i napped a while on the sofa there. super oh my la -.- hahahhaa! then finally, we cld leave causeway point. i dont like it cos its rather crowded. so we went to grandparents place a few blocks from causeway point. and stayed there till dinner. my siblings played xbox. my cousins from downstairs came up awhile to play xbox. and i napped on the sofa -.- i didnt even hear my cousins leave the house la! woke up, and prepared dinner, dinner was turkey and meatpie. very very filling. went down w dagu to buy daddy's fried rice sometime before dinner. oh well. then after dinner, we ate mango logcake! super nicey! but i only had a teeny weeny bit. nai nai is in good condition! :D even though she wore sunglasses in the day at home, but she was in happy spirits, and being a happy person can help her get strong faster! nai nai is strong! :D she says ye ye is abit deaf! ahaha and its true cos i called him so many times until i had to shout: YEYE! then he answered me, ahahha! and my nai nai and parents laughed! :D after dinner, we rushed to causeway point. the movie time passed rather quickly. its supposedly a thriller. i felt it was rather scary! and the movie wasnt as good as i thought. but luckily our tickets were free! we only paid for the popcorn! :D but i didnt eat the popcorn also! i need to tone up and exercise more! then after the movie, we went for toilet break. i didnt go, just waited outside with my brother. and i met erica!! shes from my s&w volleyball class. she was rather shocked to see me there! asked me if i stayed nearby, but i actually stay very far from woodlands. turned out erica stays in yishun :D then said bbye, cya in schooL! daddy drove us home and we got ready to sleep. was rather moodless, but a phone call helped a little. lifted my spirits a little la. then yesterday! we went to malacca!! it was a very rushed thing la! went to eat our chendol (cendol) first! ordered 2 durian flavours and 1 original. my sister likes the original but i prefer the durian one! hahah. then we went round and round the melaka town looking for our chicken rice ball -.- we literally spent an hour looking for the place la! jonker wall, so hard to find meh?! haha we had no prob finding it the last time, but dunno why this time we wasted so much time, perhaps cos we havent been to malacca in a long time passed Christ Church many times looking for the place la -.- maybe like two or three times -.- twice i tried to get a picture of the red building but failed cos daddy was driving too fast. i also wanted to get a pic of the canossian church. i said: Stop Stop, but my dad ignored me -.- mummy laughed at me! hahaha asked some people for directions but we cldnt find our way. then a kind samaritan on the motorbike offered to bring us there. he said he has alot of time in his hands la. oh my! he brought us to the wrong place, then when daddy told him where exactly we wanted to eat, he said, ohh, but be careful cos its expensive. then dad said, yeah we know where to eat. when the motorist brought us safely to jonker wall, he disappeared after telling us that was the place. my dad actually wanted to treat him to a plate of rice la! -.- disappeared so quickly! so we spent a while circling jonker wall looking for the stall, then when we found it, tried finding a parking space. and when we found it, daddy went out under the umbrella in the rain looking for parking coupons! hahaha! so when we found it, we went out. luckily i brought my umbrella! it really came in handy in malacca! the chicken rice BALL was really good. but the chicken, haiz, a different thing. the meat is so tough, a far cry from the $2 tender chicken i can get at potong pasir! hahaha i keep comparing chicken rice -.- but the asam fish was goodddddddddd! like seriously yum! but we got the head -.- mummy had asked for the tail. i dunno the difference though! i didnt get a drink cos i wanted to drink my plain water! :) but mummy asked me to eat some of her young coconut flesh! BAH. so i eat lor. after lunch we went to mahkota. to shop! at the carpark, i saw someone(s) who vaguely looked like aaron and ernest sim from sheila's church. then i was like oh myyy. then we parked and went to shop. saw stuff thats nice but nothing really interest me that much. then i saw the guys again. from afar. really look like them leh! we wanted to have coffee. but ended up we didnt. we went over to the shopping centre opposite. the shops there were slightly better but not that great also la. my sister and mum bought their stuff there. and i saw pretty stuff at esprit but ESPRIT IS SERIOUSLY OVERPRICED ): saw mango skinny jeans at RM95. i wldnt say its a steal but it was really comfy!!!!! in the end i didnt get it. my dad was commenting on all sorts of things which made me rather exasperated with him. he also made me angry w him, but i shant elaborate. after everything, with isaac bugging and hurrying us because he was "HUNGRY" we went back to the car. and daddy initially wanted to go eat some satay thing. i forgot whats that called. i napped in the car. apparently he cldnt find the place anymore so we ended up at jusco. theres nothing much to shop at jusco even, so we just ate normal hawker food. i had claypot chicken rice, which was rather good. and that was a steal too! priced at RM4 leh!! and it was filling also! mummy bought fruit juice for three of us. starfruit and watermelon! with lots of sugar -.- too sweet alr la, the person went to put sugar. we usually dont drink juice with sugar. so it sorta felt artificial. mummy also bought tea egg! daddy's fave. but i gave up mine to mummy cos i was full alr! and she never eat proper dinner! isaac bought kaya ball in addition to his western food. this bro of mine is really eating alot! mega huge appetite. so we ate some kaya ball too. was srsly full la. then mummy bought bread. and alissa bought hersheys mini kisses for some of her friends. then we also bought kueh balu :D and then we went home. the journey home was terrible, MY BROTHER WAS SUCH A PAIN ): he took up so much space and anyhow sleep. he also got very upset and shifty when my parents went for toilet break. and i locked us inside the car with the engine off. engine off= no aircon. isaac was complaining abt it being hot hot all the way. and with the aircon off, he was wayyyyy worse. my worst experience sitting beside isaac ever! not happy!! went home and got caught in the causeway jam. daddy regretted not going to tuas. even though its more ex and further. tuas is a better choice la!! so we got home late. showered, did my qt and went to sleep. oh well. and today, i shall just stay home and study. and go out for dinner with dad afterward. fresh air. im feeling rather moody these days. do pray for me :D shopping wasnt eventful ytd. so tmr we shd be going to johore. TEBRAU CITY! much much better. something like singapore's vivo city! i cant wait! i hope i can go also!!!! i really need to revamp my wardrobe! oh well! so maybe tmr i wont be contactable again for the entire day. was trying to think abt how i spent the 24th. then i finally thought of it. i stayed at home and cleared up the house. mummy gave us cambridge diet for lunch. i didnt get a nice flavour ): hahah. then dad brought us out to west coast. initially i didnt want to go cos i cldnt get ready in time. but thank God they waited for me to shower. and i got ready faster than them -.- tea breaked at mcdonalds there. shared a mcspicy with alissa. and ate fries. mummy bought her coffee and settled down to read in the cafe while we went out. dad and isaac went to fly my popeye kite. apparently alissa's minnie mouse kite cldnt be flown at all. dunno why. alissa and i went to the spideyweb and climbed a bit there. then we joined dad and isaac. i took over popeye kite awhile, while dad tried to fly minnie. cannot fly! hahaha. i nuahed a lot there. then finally we went back. and went for dinner at alexandra road. some coffeshop there. very filling! then we went home haha :D my dad doesnt have to go to work these days so we spend time with him. hes now sitting at the sofa reading newspaper haha. mum is at her course right now. she will end at 10 so i think today will be spent w daddy. im kinda lazy to plug my phone to transfer photos so i guess photos will come next time! not that the photos in my phone are very nice also la. hhahaha okay im getting rather restless. i better go study! i want to shower also! hahaha! alissa hahah which photo you refering to? :) yangjun hahahaha! genting is getting rather boring for me. anyway the time i went, it was very very crowded i dun like! hmm, next time when we older, we youth go tgt la :D huimeng Blessed Christmas dearie :D when will you get your results? celine haha wow thats really long! awana is really old hahah :) but its quite nice la! how are you? i miss talking to you leh! glow congrats on baptism too! you got what you want im happy for you! yippee! lets grow together in faith! :) esmond BLESSED CHRISTMAS ESMOND :D enjoy yourself in paris eh? talk to you soon! okay i have nothing else to say. have a great week peeps :D 1:15:00 PM
Sunday, December 23, 2007 i thank Papa God for joshua, who has been a blessing in my times of need. yesterday after my post, i had to attend ernest and glow's choral concert. the guest performers was the choir from crescent girls' school. it was not bad, but i was kinda expecting better. anyway i do believe that the boys cld have done better. but good job! and i do love the attire! its so nice la! andddddddd. i had a rather pleasant surprise ytd also, i met marcus lye at the concert! i havent seen this boy for very long alr and we've alr lost contact. i wasnt sure if it was him and apparently he recognised me also. so i finally plucked up the courage to ask him if he was marcus lye. cos initially he did try to smile at me, but i was staring it cld have given him the impression i was dao (turns to marcus and says) are you marcus lye? (marcus answers) yes carissa? OH MY!!!!!! he was so so confident it was me la! and im pleasantly surprised he still rmbed my name! he went w his gf! i think she was from cgs last time. took pictures with ernest and glow in their attire but the photos are with jeremy pan ): hahaha i`ll upload them when i get them then (: went to church wearing my braziliano praia. cos we had the christmas outreach at gab's house after svc and i didnt want to bring extra. i was supposed to take josephine's class but lydia came to church today! apparently her visa wasnt approved in time so she had to forgo the trip. which is a blessing in disguise so i dont have to fret abt not knowing how to control the young kids. had class, and uncle terrence taught today! it was about Christmas and God's love for us. exactly what the Lord has been speaking to me about these weeks! He is really awesome, working in wondrous ways to help us! after class, i went down to the sanctuary for baptism briefing! and before that i got to carry baby bianca! she is so so adorable okay! i took some photos with her on my phone! and i shall upload other photos taken later! this is the second time im carrying bianca, and she didnt cry this time round! and brandon teo gave me a card today! he is super cool! :D gab drove to sbw to ernest's house to pick up his playstation and food. then ate some cake at ernest house then we went back to yio chu kang! ernest and isaac went to buy food and gab picked miguel and his sister up! then went to gab's house. it was quite a disappointment though! we didnt go according to plan, everyone else were just doing their own stuff like playing PS2 or WII! i ended up napping a while also. my bro got into a little accident which i shant elaborate. it left me quite unhappy also la. then when everything started getting into place, my mum asked me to go home. isaac missed swimming due to his accident and my mum isnt pleased w him. cabbed home- courtesy of seah chin yi (hugs) then now im home. i shall not say anymore. i somehow wished certain people came so that it wld have been better. im kinda sad that my friends sheila and alex cldnt make it ): anyway my sister got her christmas pres from gabriel wong and she loves it alot :D but im not green though! but thats okay. things will look up next time (: thank you friends who've been standing by me! i really appreciate it! :D i shd go eat alr right? i dont want to eat but i know i shdnt skip meals. do keep me in your prayers thank you :D alissa I DID WAIT FOR YOU K! i waited until i cldnt tank alr okay! anyway i didnt have anything to do so i went to sleep after my qt! rawr! dont stay up so late la you! :D vanny reaally??!?! clare is backkkkkkk?! when can we go outtttt?! :D :D chari hehe :D though i feel you might be enjoying yourself more! :D i cant wait for you to come back then i can have a pretty photo taking partner! (:
GENTING TRIP!
mummy and i at KFC at ayer keroh :D .jpg) my siblings and i :D.jpg) and again!SING! concert (SA choir concert)
and TODAY!
i thank God for friends! 8:56:00 PM
Saturday, December 22, 2007 im back from genting highlands. its rather normal, hehe cos ive been to genting many times alr! anyway, awana has the nicest room la! and the bathroom is really spacious i like it alot. as compared to the cramped first world toilet that is! and i remembered the name of the hotel mentioned in the earlier post! its called theme park hotel haha, formally known as highland hotel. anyway that hotel is really oldddd! back to awana! awana has really spacious rooms, but you'll have to pay the price la. i think the room we got was one of the better rooms cos the awana rooms dont look that huge anyway. i meant the tower rooms la. my sister blogged abt it. i wont go so much into my genting trip. but i did get my dose of foodies! its like a ritual to indulge in certain foods when i go genting la!! 1) coffee bean and tea leaf! (or starbucks) 2) baskin robbins icecream 3) kenny rogers (or pizza hut or both) 4) tea egg etc etc. we left home later than expected. but the causeway jam wasnt THAT bad even though we had to queue some. went to eat fishball mee at some ulu coffee shop but the mee was good! (: the maid collected the money and she talked to me in malay, and i was like, huh?! cos i asked her how much. then i started counting in malay using my fingers! and realised it was actually RM8! for two bowls. and the maid was grinning at me! ahhaha! afterthat daddy hit the highway. i slept, and the next thing i knew 2 hrs or so have passed and we were at the toll entering KL. it was abt 10plus 11. drove through the outskirts of KL and passed by the signature huge chinese graveyard. entered the genting highlands and droveeee more. got to awana and checked in (: got really happy to enter our huge room! but it was quite ulu la, as compared to firstworld. you usually see occupants hanging ard the corridors but we didnt encounter any at awana, probably cos we always get to the corridor at weird hours! lunched at gohtong jaya town! the steamed fish was good (: had a leisurely drive up, passed by the bedrock and got to the peak. didnt bump into anyone i know this time round. but seen quite a few distinctly singaporean people! walked around, and booked our tix for National Treasure 2! the cinema only had two halls but three movies were screening -.- so we ended up watching at genting internation showroom. it was huge, can seat many people!! anyway we watched at 845pm. before that we walked somemore and shopped some. mummy bought four lovely ladies top! i shall take photos of it when its washed! its really pretty la i likeee! bought tea egg to eat :D dinnered at kenny rogers! walked somemore. took some photos. ate kitkat icecream in the blistering cold. isaac had three free arrows for archery. walked to resort hotel. my siblings shopped for titbits. isaac bought famous amos. finally got to watch our show!!!!!! :D it was quite good la! and the screen was big enough! the ritual is to watch movie also! hahaa! ended the movie and walked somemore. had a slow slow drive down back to awana. washed up, did my qt and made myself comfortable on the couch. daddy woke me up before he and mum left for breakfast, telling me and my sis to shift to the huge bed, it was comfortableeee! i slept till quite late =x oh yes did i mention my autoroaming wasnt activated? i dont understand la! i thought i wld be able to receive and send msges/call when i go overseas. in the end, i cldnt connect to any network at all! be it My Maxis, My Celcom or DiGi! i canot connect at all >:-( so sad la! breakfast in the hotel itself and showered. checked out and we explored awana! they have many facilities, especially sports facilities! :D but we didnt play at all due to time constraint. after walking ard awana and taking pics. drove up to the peak again. walked ard somemore and had our lunch. it was so so not good la, duckrice which was so difficult to eat and whats worse it cost RM13 -.- so ex! i rather eat KP's $2 chicken rice, even though its sian but at least i enjoy eating it! walked to resort hotel to nuah at the coffee bean and i tried the gingerbread iceblend. apparently they gave me the wrong one! i had too much peppermint! i think the person made wrong. i rejected it =x hahaha and i got gingerbread! mummy bought stollen! and its really fruity! christmas stollen or something! walked back to firstworld and shopped somemore. but cldnt find anything else suitable also due to time constraint! it was almost 5pm at that time. ended up having our baskin robbins sundae. and then drove back. the weather wasnt very good but thank God for journey mercy! we got delayed and ate at KFC at the malacca bridge Ayer Keroh! reached singapore at 12 and instantly i got my singtel! :D replied to messages. wanted to blog but decided against it! waited for my sis, but she used the comp for so so long i gave up! did my qt and succumbed to dreamland at 15minutes to 5am! then woke up at 11:55am today -.- i dont have any plans for today. i just have to clear up the toilet. i feel like going out but i dunno where to go, who to go with. plus my siblings have to come along with me ): oh well! i try to upload pics! yangjun LOL its not a sermon la! im not good enough! i was merely blogging the thoughts the Lord put into my mind at that point of time! abc123 please leave your name! not everybody agrees! (: but please dont anyhow address people as pastor unless they really are! and im just a girl whos blogging out what ive been thinking of la! its not a sermon! :D pls leave your name in future! ernest hahaha my sister and i slept later than you la! -.- for pics of the awana room, please see my sister's blog! i havent uploaded mine from my phone yet! haha :D
and this from the other camera! 1:46:00 PM
Thursday, December 20, 2007 okay its past midnight alr! and im going to genting in a few hours time!!!!!! im rather excited cos i get to spend quality time w my family. but its rather a usual trip (i dont expect anything special) cos we always go genting HAHA! i know genting as well as i know my joo seng estate alr! -.- anyway! today (yesterday) i stayed home till late afternoon helping my mum clear some housework! okay im actually chionging my post alr cos i wanna go do my qt and go sleep!!! maybe i shd go get my lenses out first hahaa! okay done!! im gona leave at 530am later! my dad likes to leave at unearthly hours LOL! he doesnt like to catch the jam at the causeway! and its nice to catch the sunrise as we're driving up the malaysian expressway!! i cant wait! afterall its gona be my first time staying at awana! i had been staying at resort hotel, first world, the other hotel with the happy valley restaurant at the outdoor theme park (i keep forgeting the name!) so technically speaking the awana hotel room is kinda big! but we will be using the car alot on the mountain then (: anyway, after doing housework at home, got ready for youth meeting at YJ's house. to discuss the christmas outreach this sunday. i will need to get my songs ready and let my musicians know. oh well, but ive not exactly got my guitarist yet ): and we finalised on the program. had dinner at YJ's house, his maid cooked! japanese curry! yummy! i like it alot! and two stuff funny happened! the first thing was, something happened (i cant remember what), then ernest made a remark: it runs in the family, (refering to my family la) and at that point of time i was sitting in between ernest and my sister, then i motioned towards both of them, and told ernest: but you're gona be family soon! hahahahhaha! okay i shant talk further! its just teasing him la! second thing was, gwong took glow's phone. and glow wanted it back but gwong didnt return it to him. so glow said: return my phone in the name of Jesus! we all burst out laughing!!!!!!! okay la, not very amusing but its a rather comical way of using the name of Jesus to get what you want. oh well, i shall not comment here. daddy picked us up but he wasnt too happy! but i do appreciate him coming to pick us up or else we wld reach home really really late! anyway! its ernest's bday today, LIKE NOWWWWW! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERNIE (: carissa appreciates you alot! sorry i wont be in sgp to celebrate it with you, but i do pray you'll enjoy yourself alot and continue to grow in the Lord! :D .jpg) abc123 okay is that an insult? i take it as a compliment then. haha but nvm la, you shd leave your name. i dont like anonymous taggers >:-( who are you? i hope you leave your name next time k? :D ernest hahaha okay when i have nothing to blog about then i will do it! (: jem egg! (: ernest whaaat? you tag chong pang for what?! aaron hahah okay i change it when i come back from genting! remind me k? :D chari HAHAH oh yes it was you who organised it! :D hmm i guess you're enjoying yourself at vancouver! have fun! (: and dont forget your girlfriendddd :D HUGS rena haha yes thank you for that! :D i will when i encounter really bad cases of missing you! anyway you`re gona be back soon also right?! love you God bless! :D vanny HAHA CLARENCE THE MAN :D LOL!! yes yes then we will go out when she comes back k? hopefully it can be before school reopens! :D i love vanny loads! okay im gona try to catch some winks before i leave later!!! gdnight and God bless everyone! :D 12:54:00 AM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007 i was in the midst of my cramping when i decided to go and take a hot shower. which is very refreshing, and that was when the Lord spoke to me again. and of course, it inspires me to blog again even though i had blogged a while ago. its a blessing in disguise cos now my siblings are downstairs playing with some friends so i can have some peace to myself to continue talking to God and thanking Him! do you know whats the greatest thing? God says that the greatest thing is Love. and God Himself is Love. lets start simple: God loves us. and His love for us is unconditional. right now im in the midst of praising and thanksgiving, and i cant stop! why? God loves me!!!!!!!! and this is going to continue on and on again and God's love will still remain the same. UNCONDITIONAL! what unconditional? unconditional in the sense that, no matter what you may be, who you are, what you have done before or whatsoever, GOD STILL LOVES YOU! ALL THE SAME! i acknowledge that im a sinner. and i still am, cos sometimes i do stuff that isnt pleasing in His eyes. but with His guidance, i believe i can become more like Him. God is indeed awesome. what used to separate us from having an intimate relationship with Him is sin. right now, people are still sinning. BUT! we are able to enjoy an intimite relationship w God if we want! how is that possible?!?!? let me quote from the ever famous verse John 3:16! For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. and verse 17 goes on: For God did not send His son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through Him! God's only son!! JESUS CHRIST! came to this earth some two thousand years ago. and He came to die for our sins! DIE FOR OUR SINS SO WE CAN BE SINLESS IF WE CONFESS AND CAN BE REUNITED W GOD AND CAN ENJOY INTIMACY WITH GOD!!!!!!!!!! sorry for the caps i was just getting really excited! so why is there sin? sin started in the beginning. if you have ever felt, oh, im so bad, how can God still love me? HE STILL DOES!!!!! despite all your shortcomings and however bad or good you are, God still loves you! and His love has never faltered since the day of Adam and Eve! never faltered you know!! that is the kind of unconditional love God has for each and everyone of us on this earth. and this love, it never fails!!! one of my fave verses in the bible is 1st Corinthians 13! basically the two books of Corinthians talks abt love and more love. Verse 4 says: Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. V5: It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs V6: Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth V7: It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perserveres V8: Love never fails... this is the kind of REAL LOVE! how many people can shower this kind of love? i admit, i struggle sometimes! i find it hard to love some people. but THIS IS THE KIND OF LOVE THAT OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN LOVES US!! so its this unconditional love that encourages me and helps me love the people whom i find hard to love. God loves you despite all your sin! He doesnt turn away from you just because you've commited the worst sin or what. yes He doesnt like us to sin. afterall we are His children, and He loves us NO MATTER WHAT! so there shdnt be a reason for people saying: oh, God doesnt love me because im bad. whats better is that, because He loves you, He wants to help you! and He wants to have an intimate relationship with you!!!!!! and if you cry out to Him, and call Him, invite Him into your heart, HE WILL COME. and He will change you to be like Him. thats why, when you have God in your heart, and God as the centre of your ENTIRE LIFE, nothing else matters! other stuff or problems you may have will seem small and insignificant! that is the kind of love that im experiencing now! this love that constantly leaves me in awe! i know that my God loves me and His love will never fail (His faithful love endures) so, what has God done to show His love for man?!?! He sent His own Son, to the earth TO DIE FOR US!!!! so that we can be reunited with Him! isnt that the biggest sacrifice made alrdy?!?! and Jesus Christ is a sinless man leh!!!!!!!!! He is God Himself! yet, He died for us! DIED FOR US LEHHHHHH! think about it! whats so good about us that Someone has to die for us? we are sinners and its through the Love and Grace of the Lord that we are saved! so i say: the greatest present you can ever get for Christmas is knowing that Jesus came to this earth and died for you, to save you from your sins. and why is that so? it is because God loves us!!!!! LOVE! isnt that a wonderful thing? God's UNCONDITIONAL Love!!!! Christmas used to be a time when i look forward to because i get lovely presents from relatives and friends. yes i have always celebrated Christmas as the day Jesus Christ came to this earth. but now, i dont feel very excited receiving new presents alr. it doesnt really matter if i dont receive any presents because i alrdy have my greatest present of all! God's unconditional love for me! and that is more than sufficient for me! and so now i am trying, with the Lord's help, to love others as i love God and myself! i am trying to show unconditional love to others. and im glad to say im making good progress! i want to continue this flame, this love. cos i want to spread this message to as many people as i can reach! its so awesome la! words can never describe whatever im feeling now, you will have to experience it yourself! and then you wil be in awe also!!!!!! oh How I Love My God!!!! Papa God is indeed the most Awesome, Powerful, and the Greatest!! Thank You Lord for sending Your own son to die for us, Thank You for the cross. Thank You for letting me love people inspite of the hurt that people have inflicted on me. Thank You for giving me a forgiving heart, even though i struggle with it sometimes, but i still Thank You! Thank You for giving me life! Thank You for my wonderful family and friends! i Thank You for the times when i have faltered yet i am still able to pick myself up with Your help and rekindle my burning flame for You, Lord! Thank You for giving me, and others, the greatest gift of all, which is Your unconditional love. Thank You for reminding me time and time again of that fact that You love me. Thank You for Your faithfulness, and also You are always there when i need You, my comfort, my shelter. Someone whom i can depend on, Thank You for letting me run into Your arms whenever i need You. So Lord, please continue to sustain me and give me the strength cos i want to be the light! to shine for You! and i also want to remain in this intimate relationship with You, always building, and not faltering! for i know with You, everything else will be lovely! and Thank You Lord for my relationships with other people! Thank You for showing me Your face! I love You, Lord. and to whoever reading this now, be it a stranger, or my close friend, or an aquaintance, i am not afraid to say that i love you all! Thank You for reading my post! i really appreciate it! Thank You Jesus for Your greatest gift on Christmas! 4:33:00 PM
i have photos to blog! (: i have uploaded the photos from my phone and i have some photos taken with vanessa's cam, so i shall blogged abt them to brighten my blog abit haha!! thank you for your prayers, my friends, who have prayed for me! i really appreciate it! and i am indeed a very blessed girl! God is so awesome and so powerful thats why i love Him so much, just like He first loved me. unconditional love, with God's love, its not hard to love others back, even the unlovable! but im not gona comment on what i mean here cos its a mere statement! (: photos!  after dental appointment on 16th november (: sixteen holds a special place in my heart! rubberband colours: green and red! christmassy :D.jpg) clearing up of accumulated newspapers in my house! check out the amount of newspapers!.jpg) and some more....jpg) alissa took this photo!.jpg) we managed to borrow the trolley so it lightened our job. we got $39 from all the work (: 18th November- mummy's roadshow at suntec and sending isaac for swimming! 25th november- clearing up of mama's room in tanjong rhu!
30 November: CATS presentation- photos of props
SCHOOL! - taken with vanny's camera! haha i realise i forgot to upload some photos into esme but its okay. have a wonderful day and God bless (: 1:30:00 PM
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