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Wednesday, April 30, 2008 Hello everyone! I decided not to do my ECD online quiz as I'm afraid I'll rush through it and not do a good job. So I guess I'll do it later or tmr! :) Ben&Jerry's Free Cone day ytd! Met Sheila and Josh, went to novena, got my icecream and dinnered :D COOKIE DOUGH! I want more! :P So yesterday was a relatively good day. Except that I had pangs of stomachache -.- I saw Sus walking across the road to the bus stop (on her way to school from pp) in the morning! While I was on the bus! Haha! Vanessa and Clarene are really one of the best God-sent friends in my class to me! And I'm alrdy thankful that I have one similar class to them this sem! :) Hopefully next sem we'll all be together. Tmr's a public holiday. Labour Day. No school for me! Will be going for Chs's family day outing to some of the ulu places in Singapore (which I have gone before with family) I wonder how the turn-out'll be. I think "The Other Boleyn Girl" may not be showing anymore. Hopefully I can watch it later :D Alright so I shall post photos for you all (from my phone camera!) Eons ago during one of the Good Friday Production rehearsals  .jpg) L: Alissa eating her McDonald burger for dinner! R: Carissa's self attempted plaits after a very long time not tying plaits :D Random photos from Outings  .jpg) .jpg) L: Outing with Sheila and Stephy at Plaza Sing! M: Sheila and a very flushed Carissa at Vivo rooftop R: Alissa and I at KFC Kallang for dinner with family! :)  .jpg) .jpg) Hip Diners (Billy Bombers) at Cineleisure! Yummy! :D   .jpg) L: Pop-up Spidey Card I found. Very interesting! M & C: Alissa and I at the bus stop last Sunday! :D .jpg)  L: Sus and Rapunzel at Mum's office (SP) .jpg) When I was bored in class! Isaac's birthday dinner at Jumbo  .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) Churchmates with Short hair!  .jpg) Dinner with mum when my special dinner was cancelled! .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) - I gotta zoom off to school alr! Didn't realise how late it actually was! Grr! Sheila YESSSSS our first convo! :D yay! eh, the other boring girl is not screened anymore I think. Lets watch something else next time! YJ Singapore Flyer is expensive! Gosh! haha is YJ gona sponsor all of us? :P If so, I'd gladly go! :) Basil I DONT PLAY LAN -.- Hahhaha! Ernest Why not? Haha, its too bad no one tagged. Hmm chocolates! yum! We can go chocolate shopping tgt! :D Thats all for now, toodles! :D 9:38:00 AM
Monday, April 28, 2008 Hello everyone again. I am home from school! So exhausting! Right now I wanna shower but I can't because the china lady who's staying at my house is using the toilet now! Haiz! Stealing my hot water! :P Projects, alot of them. I have different classes for all my modules. Finally had my first HRM tutorial today. I'm a self appointed HRM module rep! Cos my tutor asked fo volunteers and I needed the CCA points. I'm really tired out from school. Thank God I wasn't late today. I cannot be late anymore. I have to put in the effort to drag myself outta bed and leave house earlier. Met Glen at the bus stop today. (He thought he was late -.-) ECD tutorial, had project discussion with my three group mates (unfortunately all guys, rahhhhhh) We're gona participate in a bazaar held on 12th July at Civic Plaza. Details and lots of work to be done before that date. Gosh, being a Year 2 is so tough! I don't even know where to start for my project. I have E-learning tmr for EBA, need to bring Esmeralda tmr with her oh-so-heavy adapter :( (after approx 1 and half hours) Gosh, I totally forgot I was blogging halfway! -.- I have downloaded my pictures so I have pictures to blog :) And somebody just made my day la. Alissa's commenting about me typing and then suddenly giggling -.- And then she'll laugh at my giggles! lol. Eh, but one of what I was giggling is what my good friend told me. "we can catch the other boring girl movie if u wanna" That person actually meant "The other boleyn girl" I really wanted to watch that! :) Okay, I shall continue blogging tmr. The photos and stuff! Sheila HAHAH hes funny at times! I want to dance with you also! But I dont wana fall down again! :D Ernest You... are............ so.......................... random!! Hahah I have not tried that yet. Maybe you would like to give me a bar? :) Alissa HAHHAHA NO ONE TAGGED! Which proves you wrong :P Okay thats all from me tonight. Goodnight and God bless you all lovelies! - Dear God, surround me as I speak, The bridges that I walk across are weak Frustrations fill the void that I can't solely bear Dear God, dont let me fall apart, You've held me close to you I have turned away and searched for answers I can't understand They say that I can move the mountains And send them falling to the sea They say that I can walk on water If I would follow and believe With faith like a child Sometimes, when I feel miles away And my eyes can't see your face I wonder if I've grown to lose the recklessness I walked in light of you 8:52:00 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008 Okay, hello everyone again! :) My special dinner was cancelled, that explains why I'm right here blogging now. Venue: Mummy's office at Singpost Current Mood: Sianed max and a mixture of disappointment and discontent. Tapping on the wireless here. It's relatively strong as compared to wirelessSG. Had open Sunday today. Joined worship with the sunday school before breaking off for our class. Class was about speaking in tongues. After that, transferred stuff from Esme to Sus' Mackie (she hasnt named it yet, according to her blog, I think) Dad picked us up and we lunched at Kompeng. Then dad dropped us off at Singpost. Dad's so funny la! He seldom smses. I received a message today, and unexpectedly from dad. It read: Dad will pick u all up at church Super cute la! He refers himself as "Dad" Did my AAA tutorials. Whilst waiting for an important call. Dinner cancelled, so I'm staying back at Singpost to finish up more work. I might as well look on the bright side and make full use of the time la :) I wanna go to the beach soon, at night, with my special someone. Yeah, ignore my random remark. I'm feeling a tad bit frustrated but it'll pass. Say hello to HRM and ECD tutorials now :) - Xinhui Thank you Xinhui! For faithfully tagging! I really appreciate! Haha! :D Yangjun I havent been to the Singapore Flyer as well :( My dad wanted to explore how to get there via car! Haha, but we didnt go in the end! I guess I've grown immune to everything, which explains my reaction these days. 6:07:00 PM
Saturday, April 26, 2008 Hello everyone :) Carissa's back now. Pardon some of the words used in the last post, for I was just blogging out my true feelings. I have decided to blog today while waiting for the laundry to be ready. I have plans for tomorrow alr! Yippeee! Hope we're going to Singpost tmr, then I can bring my lappy and try to tap on wirelessSG there. I had a wonderful dinner with my family last night. Isaac's eleventh birthday! Alissa and I bought him a rubix cube :) Although we ended up bringing to church today to solve it (cos we messed it up and didnt know how to solve it =x) We ate at Jumbo Restaurant at Singapore Indoor stadium. Had lobster and crab! Yum! Although I wasn't feeling too well last night, I wanna thank and praise God for sustaining me and carrying me on His strong shoulders. And I enjoyed my dinnner too! Even though I felt really terrible before that! :D Initially wanted to go for a drive. Go find out the way to the Singapore Flyer. But dad decided against it cos we ended dinner late! :( Went to church today. Parents sent us there, even though we delayed them! Thank you mum and dad! :D Alissa had tambourine class while I did some of my work. Went for cell. Lunch and youth service :) Dinnered at Bena's, Canadian Pizza! Plus a bit of B&J's Strawberry (yumyum) Cheesecake! Can't wait for Free Cone day! :P - Xinhui Thanks for your words of encouragement! :) We all have our fair share of ups and downs in life. Its a matter of how we see stuff and how we react to it, I guess! Haha you take care too! Now that school's started, have to remain focused! Take care! Sheila Maybe I know but I don't really know. Hahah I don't know! It's great to see you remain positive nowadays! :D Barnabas Thank you Barnabas! It makes lots of sense. I just have to care of how God sees me! And He made me special! Thank you for reminding me of that! :) I hope to see you around soon! Eh, take care in poly! - Photo time :) From my outing with Sheila and Stephanie eons ago!           Thank God for GIRLFRIENDS! (and boyfriend) :D :D Alright thats all from me today. Goodnight and God bless you all! :) 9:48:00 PM
Friday, April 25, 2008 Been on a long hiatus. So much stuff happened. Firstly, I finally got Esme back. The repair was a whooping $811.06!! It totally exhausted ALL my savings. I am now officially broke to the max. Also being labelled a bitch and asshole. I really wonder how bad life can get for me. Headaches are the norm for me. Heartache heart break. Nights I end up sobbing my heart out. Life pretty much sucks to the max for me right now. I really need revival. Even while I type this post right now, I'm having a big headache still. Must be the blazing sun :( It's been really hot these days la. And just yesterday the night was chilly. This extreme temperature is making my whole body woozy. I don't like the feeling I'm getting. School started. I'm feeling the heat and pressure from everywhere. Projects and deadlines looming ahead. Not to mention I keep feeling sick and tired. I have been really sleepy. Really don't know whats wrong with me! I need motivation! Jeff was a great friend ytd. He reminded me that Jesus Christ's my true friend and He's always there for me! And fyi Jeffrey is not a christian, although I have shared with him about my faith cos he asked :) So today's Friday. Its alrdy the end of the second week of school. Dad has alrdy planned our June holiday. Had 2 lectures today. My fmgt tutorial was postponed to next monday. Very very tired. And the headache's still here. Please continue to cover me with prayer! :) Lunched with Clarene at SIM before heading home. And here I am blogging cos I really need to rant :( Should be dinnering out with family today. Isaac's birthday. Xinhui Yes! Actually I never expected them to get Silver after hearing them at SAC concert. Yeah school's started. Coping but struggling abit. What about you? :) Chari I am alright :) Just very tired. Glow Hello Gabriel. School's pretty draining for me! :( But with God's strength I can pull through. Cover me with prayers please! Thanks! Esmond Hey Esmond! I am alright. Coping with school. Yeah the book that I read is good. I merely listed down what it was inside :D Ernest Hhaha your remark made me grin! Yeah we should be encouraging each other as desirable friends! :) Josh Forbidded? Alright. You also stay cheerful! And manage your anger too! Chari Thanks girl! I am so relieved everything's alright now! Yangjun Yeah its been long and you finally blogged :) Lets continue to pray and encourage each other! Jfree I barely have enough cash for myself and you are asking me for cash?! =x LOL! Sheila I'm happy that you are smiling again :) But I really don't know what you are talking about! lol! Bings Hello! I finally blogged in Singapore! :) Mekoh Hi Marcus! Thanks for visiting! You also! New school new term must work hard or else you sink in poly! Wahahha! Alissa Hello meimei! :) I changed the skin back again! Haha! Yewheng Hahha cos the temporary skin's dark and my font was rather dark. I usually highlight when I read! hahah! :)  Esme's new desktop pic- Alissa and I (BB Enrolment Service Day)Okay I am really tired out. God bless everyone! :) 4:35:00 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 Once again I repeat, I do not need hypocritical friends who are nice and lovely over the screen but cold and distant in real life. Still in the midst of reading "The power of a praying teen" by Stormie Omartian. I love her writing style! :) I was on the bus to school when I read something that really struck me. I was on Chapter 9 "Lord help me have good relationships" with my best friend Sheila sitting opposite me on the Nokia Music Bus. The book listed 7 signs of a desirable and undesirable friend. I wanna share abit. (I know I am not infringing any copyright cos I credited the book and I can safely copy less than 10% of the book, however, correct me if I am wrong, please) From "The Power of a Praying Teen" by Stormie Omartian. (Pardon me as I am to lazy to cite it correctly) Chapter 9 Lord Help Me Have Good Relationships! Page 102 Seven Signs of a Desirable Friend 1) A desirable friend tells you the truth in love. "Faithful are the wounds of a friend, but the kisses of an enemy are deceitful"2) A desirable friend gives you sound advice. "Ointment and perfume delight the heart, and the sweetness of a man's friend3) A desirable friend helps you become a better person. "As iron sharpens iron, so a man sharpens the countenance of his friend"4) A desirable friend helps you become a wiser person. "He who walks with wise man will be wise, but the companion of fools will be5) A desirable friend remains close to you, even in the tough times. "A man who has friends must himself be friendly, but there is a friend who6) A desirable friend loves you and stands by you, even when you do stupid things. "A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity" -Proverbs7) A desirable friend helps you when you are having trouble in your life so you won't have to go through it alone. "Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. For Page 103 Seven Signs of an Undesirable Friend 1) An undesirable friend is ungodly and doesn't care if he hurts other people. "I have written to you not to keep company with anyone named a brother, who is2) An undesirable friend is changeable and unstable, and you never know how that person is going to act from one day to the next. "Do not associate with those given to change; for their calamity will rise3) An undesirable friend is often angry about something. "Make no friendship with an angry man, and with a furious man do not go, lest4) An undesirable friend gives you bad and ungodly advice. "Blessed is the man who walks not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor stands in5) An undesirable friend is an unbeliever who doesn't obey the law. "Do not be unequally yoked together with unbelievers. For what fellowship has6) An undesirable friend does foolish things; a fool does things without thinking through what the consequences will be. "He who walks with wise men will be wise, but the companion of fools will be7) An undesirable friend is not reverent toward God and His laws. "I am a companion of all who fear You, and of those who keep Your precepts" - I know I have some of the traits of an undesirable friend, I wanna strive to be a desirable friend to my genuine friends who stuck by me! But don't get me wrong, it doesn't mean that I'm gonna be fake with others, I'll just be myself and neutral. I am not bothered if I am not popular or whether I am an outcast in church :) But I do know that I have a faithful Friend who will stick by me no matter what, and His name is Jesus! It doesn't matter if you wanna tear your head out trying to help me cos I am not gona be that old Carissa anymore. Metamorphosis. I thank God that my school term has started so I can be more bothered about my studies instead of other problems that have been bugging me. Its okay if you all treat me (or us) as invisible in church. Its okay if no one says Hello to me. You all might not intend to, but you have alrdy made us (or maybe just me) feel extremely unwelcomed. And I DO NOT INTEND TO PLEASE ANYONE ANYMORE!! NOT MAN, NOT MAN ANYMORE! And I am not angry! Hahaha. In fact, I am laughing to myself! :) *Humming "the joy of the Lord is my strength!" - Yesterday was the first day of school. Met Sheila on the bus and we visited the CCA fiesta. Saw Jonobobo (oh man I haven't used that name in ages), okay fine, I saw Jonathan Hwa. Walked around with Kit and Sheila and we talked. Sheila's friend Celine met us. Met Aaron Sim. Didnt see my cousin ytd! :( Vanny came and find me for lunch! :D She's so sweet la, she accompanied me for lunch even though she's eaten. Met the rest of the old class before going for lecture! After lecture, bought my textbook and went home, saw Yewheng at the bus stop!!!!!!! Hahahhahaa! He was so nice to wait for me to get up my bus! Thank you Nana's boyfriend! :D :D Ernest Yeah I guess so! HAhaha thanks! :) I should not be so bothered by these sort of stuff so easily! Xinhui Ohhhhhh! I didn't know they got a silver. Cos honestly speaking, I didn't think they sounded really good during SAC concert! But I am happy for the silver! :D :D Huimeng Okay sureeee! :) Joshua Hello dear! Thanks for sticking by me! I don't intend to serve man, nor be rude or anything. I am gona stop being bitter about everything and stop being so bothered about what people think about me and remain HAPPY! :) :D Thanks! You also arh! :P Sheila Hahahhaha! YEAAH its good to talk to you like that again! We never seem to have an ending to our talks eh?! :) Okay, I am gona finish up my tutorials! :) God bless you all! :D 4:27:00 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008 Condemn those queue-cutters!! =x Goodness, I seriously miss Esmeralda alot alot! Why on earth was I so careless to spill that mug?! :( But whatever it is, it's over, and I believe this is a learning point that my faithful God wants me to go through! Was at church yesterday for cell and service. The thunderstorm was really bad, made me late for cell. Bumped into Suriyanti at SAJC side gate. She was in a hurry. Met Winnie at SAJC main gate (she came from school) I went a long detour before getting to church cos the bridge gate was locked -.- Rah rah. Cell was good :) As usual. Had lunch with Chinyi Winnie and Josh. Ernest was on duty :( I wanna be on duty too! I don't like being in this state of not-being-able-to-serve. But my mentor feels its for my best, to pause worshipleading until I'm completely healed. Oh well. Service. Ps Aaron spoke about Abraham. (its so awesome cos I just went through that story Friday night) Y'know, the story of Abraham sacrificing his beloved son as a burnt offering. Then he (Pastor) showed us a video-song. (whatever you'll call it) And it was so touching it made me cry! :( I wonder if I can find it on youtube. Hmm? After that, went for dinner at AMKhub with Sister, Marcus, Yangjun and Joshua! :) Pepper lunch! Heehee! I havent had that in a gazillion years. And so we walked around awhile. Someone was lamenting to us (or rather me) about how he can scarcely believe he can drive alrdy! :D (heehee!) Love you, Joshua! Went home after that, got into an unpleasant incident which left me fuming. Some old lady just cut my bus-queue, in front of my sister. And there were more people behind us la (behind yj and marcus) So I was unhappy she cut our queue. I wanted to tell her off. But the rest kept telling me to forget it. Oh well. Okay, forgive forget (thank you yj! :D) Well but thats not all the queue-cutters I have encountered in the mere span of 48hours. I encountered another just a few hours ago. After church today, we all (my family) went to Singpost (mummy's workplace). I brought Isaac for swimming. However before that, I craved for Applepie. So I went to queue up at Singpost Macs for an applepie. And this girl (probably my age) dressed really nicely and first look will tell you shes a rather pleasant girl, totally disgusted me. She first stood behind me in the queue, and the queue was only three person long, with the first person at the counter collecting the food. Moreover, only one counter was open. She came and stood beside me, I was wondering what she was doing. Initially thought she was taking a closer look at the menu (I do that sometimes HAHA) Then I kinda moved forward a little (to let her know I was before her la) And she moved forward even more. I said: Excuse me?! She ignored me. And when the guy at the counter finally cleared, she went straight forward to order her apple pie! Left me so infuriated la! And what was worse was that she took the last apple pie available!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I had to wait 3 minutes for the next batch to arrive! -.- When she left and she turned back and glanced at me, I glared at her and kinda diao-ed her. Stupid shit. Girl, you have turned very ugly in my eyes. I hope you fall down and knock your face (Haha, just kidding!) Yeah, I was infuriated cos she made me wait longer, and my bro was alrdy chasing me! :( And she stole the applepie that was rightfully mine la! Pfft! Okay la, if there were two applepies, and you took the first one (even if I was first in the queue), I wouldnt be so mad, but the fact that I had to wait somemore. Rah rah! But God gave me a prompting. I should not be thinking like that. I'm sure God had a plan for me, when he made me undergo all those feelings. But oh well, so girl, if you do happen to chance upon my blog (which is highly unlikely), I forgive you, and please do not go ard irritating others by cutting their queues! Oh well, my blog's dying. Prolly cos Esme's not with me. And no one really reads and tags that much alrdy. Okay, and so I bumped into Jason Toh (NP Climbers) at Tpy Interchange ytd, while on my way to AMKhub. And he bugged me to go back to climbing! Haha. I told him I was so out-of-touch, and he told me flatly, that I could join the freshies on Thursdays or something -.- And I also bumped into Yongcai (CCPS) at Tpy Macs today during dinnertime with Isaac. She didnt see me la. She came out of the toilet and into her boyfriend's arms! Haha. I really feel very uneasy these days. I really don't know why. I finished the book Rena gave me. I'm now in the midst of "The power of a praying teen" by my new fave christian writer Stormie Omartian. But I prefer her book "The prayer that changes everything" more. Haha. I wonder if I have tutorials the first week of school! Tomorrow's the first day of school! New class, new classmates and I am so nervous! :( - That aside. I feel like an outcast with my youth group. My good friends don't talk to me anymore. Everything's so distant and cold. My mentor doesn't talk to me anymore (only via smses) Not even a hi-bye! :( Its been going on for weeks alrdy. It seems like everyone's involved in their own lives and the clique hangs out together. I am really sad you know? Disunity. Seriously, I feel that is the problem. And whats worse is I find it tough to encourage now. Cos I have no intention of trying to amend things, I end up getting hurt. But I am thankful that I still have God, and my sister and Josh in church youth. Haiyoo, I really don't know what to do la. Some things thats been on my mind: "Some of them feel like tearing their hair out cos they dunno how to comfort you.." "Between five of us only.." "Trust.." "Zero communication" I guess I really cant do anything now, can I? Lord Jesus, I commit every of these negative feelings and thoughts into Your hands. Mould and strengthen me. Thank You! God's really good. I learnt something. That without the Holy Spirit, I will not understand God's Word at all! (Yeah it just dawned to me how true it is) Seriously. And I thank God that I have the Holy Spirit to guide and lead me, and teach me all things, and help me understand too! :D My God's really awesome! I also learnt that I shouldn't let my anger get the better of me. Ephesians 4:26-27 In your anger do not sin. Do not let the sun go down while you I have no intention of letting the devil have a chance to disrupt me so I really should control my anger! Because my anger doesn't come from God! "Life is decision." We can decide to be angry or not be angry, to lie or not to lie, to use offensive language or not to use it. It is foolish to believe that these things just flow out of us of their own accord. -Everyday with Jesus, Saturday 12th April Theres really a short time before we get angry/lie/utter offensive language. Even that small split second count. - Excuse me but I have to get ready for school tomorrow! I hope Esme comes back to me soon. Hopefully I'll get to blog on her for my next post! :) :D Please pray! Xinhui Yesssssss! Thank you so much! Btw did you go watch any of the SYF this year? :) Samantha Yeaaah! I have not bumped into you in a longgggg time! :( Our timings really that different meh?! Haha. Where are you studying now?:D How's life for youu?! Ernest HAHAHHAHAHAH! Thank you, one of my faithful friends! You have just succeeded in making me laugh! :P Sheila Don't feel lousy! Negative feelings don't come from God, you shd bind them and destroy them in the name of Jesus! :) Carissa loves you! I can't wait to see you in np.edu.sg tmr! :D :D Bings Yeaah! You lucky bum! WOW You can access my blog via wirelessSG in the sea?!?!! I wanna go sailing also leh! Is it scary?! Goodnight and God bless everyone! :) Have a great day in school, all the poly peeps! 8:42:00 PM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008 My Heavenly King will provide for my every need! :) Hihi everyone! I know I haven't been updating about my life and stuff. I'm just coping with a dear one's loss right now. I spilt water on my beloved tablet Esmeralda last Sunday! (that explains why I haven't been blogging yada yada...) And I have sent her to the surgeons over at Asiapac-Fujitsu the next day. Apparently her motherboard and sound card and some cables were badly corroded. Very very bad, and apparently, I shouldn't have tried to switch her on as it only aggravated the situation, exposing all her vital parts to the water. Rah! :( I'm so upset with myself. My glass of water, indeed the most expensive I ever had. $800++ and still increasing. And right now, I'm still waiting for results. I have not gotten the golden call from Asiapac that my baby is ready for collection. So I guess I still won't be getting my beloved back, anytime soon :( At least I still have two years of warranty, for my tablet :) But not against physical damage like this! - Shall reply to tags, I can't stand the fact my tags have been accumulating haha! :) And I miss blogging and posting picts. But I don't like to do it on the desktop. And I have not been coming online either. The only plus point about using my home desktop is: that I can bang as hard as I want to on the keyboard, and it will not spoil as easily (cos I can't bear to bang hard on Esmeralda, even though I do sometimes when I'm angry) And yes, lately I've been really angry. I don't know why. I'm not green, just red. Red at the slightest matter. Rahhh! But I am glad cos God's still sustaining me, and He will never forsake me. And He will provide me with His peace, so that I can manage this temper of mine. Friends, do keep me in your prayers, I have not been feeling very Carissa-ish lately. So please don't mind me. Patience is needed in handling a Carissa in her worst state. Haha! Its so funny, staring at the desktop with huge fonts (I'm accustomed to Esme's pretty small letterings) And I really miss my christian music alot, (I'm just too lazy to plug in my external hard disk to play on the desktop) Also, the desktop is really slowww! Even though its just one or two months older than Esme (I think) And it's slowness can be compared to my 5years old HP Pavillion (I think it's five years old?) Hahhaa! I wanna watch "The Other Boleyn Girl". Any girlfriends wanna watch with me? I wanna eat sushi. Any kind soul wanna bring me out for a meal? I wanna eat icecream! I crave for icecream! :) *hints (just a small pint of B&Js is enough to perk my moods!) I wanna be pampered like a princess! :D (Seriously, this is like highly unlikely, cos number one, my boyfriend isn't around for me anymore, and my girlfriends won't pamper me in that kinda way, haha) But a girl can still dream, can she?! I miss Joshua truckloads! :( I'm extremely cash-strapped. I can't wait for the new school term to arrive (prolly cos I start getting daily allowance) But I really neeeeeeeeed Esmeralda to come back to me by then. Haha, oh well, what a sad life I have. Baby come back to me. I'm like suddenly reminded of this song by Vanessa Hudgens. I've long given up on getting her album, V, already. I've been stuck at home, almost everyday except for the times I go to church, or help my mum at her new workplace, or on rare occasions such as Sentosa (last week) and BBQ @ECP (yesterday) So no, I have no photos to blog, because I haven't been taking photos of myself! Haha. I feel like Cinderella sometimes! Okay, without her rags and her beauty. Maybe I should start calling myself Cindercarissa! Haha But it makes no sense at all cos I don't sit by the cinders at the fireplace (for starters I dont have one at home) Haha, everybody stand and applause for my dry humor! I've just been doing alot of housework la. My siblings refuse to lift a finger to help at all so I have to do it all by myself! :( Now my feelings really reflect whats on the song (I don't know the song title or singer)- All by myself (powerful vocals).... Don't wanna be... All by myself...... Haha. I'm seriously getting boring. Even my humor's getting dry. Okay la, I shall reply to tags and zoom off to finish up my housework! Grah! Alissa Hahaha (insert dry laughter) was that meant to be sarcastic? haha, somehow I doubt your sincerity. No offense Sister, maybe we shd go watch "The other Boleyn girl" together! :) Stephanie Hhahahah anything up to you! We shd go out again soon! :D Really enjoyed time spent with you and Sheila! I need to save upppppppp! :( Rena My mood's not exactly very cheery. More of the neutral side haha. Never watched PS I love you, only read the book. Yeah we can meet up in church :) Bings Hahaha! I'll try to go back to blogging everyday, next time okay? Hopefully my Esmeralda gets back to me soon! :D Sheila HAHHAHA YOU BOTH ARE FUNNY MONKEYS! btw I wanna go your house to swim and watch teevee and play with Birdy and curl our hair! Hahaha WHEN CAN WE DO THAT ARH? :( 2007 Ccpsian Hey hello! Welcome to Xinnn--green.blgspt! :) I graduated in 2002! My sister graduated in 2006! Maybe you'll know her! I'm a BAND girl! Are you? Basil Hahahha! that was funny of you to tag that -.- 1862. So you are over a hundred years? LOL -.- Find something to do! Hahah jam or read your bible or play tetris or viwawa! HAHAHA! Chari Haha, yeah I'm busy, but I think you are busier than me! Don't really eat alot w you alrdy. Our youth's expanding, I'm really happy its growing. But we are growing apart, and thats what's making me sad! :( Lets go out when you are free alone then! :D Bings Just your luck that you have to endure reading this whole post before reading your long awaited tag reply! :D Hahha! Thanks for visiting! :D :D Xinhui I kinda miss blogging too! Don't like the feeling of my lappy away from me, its weird. I promise I'll blog more often when my laptop comes back! Take careee! :D God bless you all, loyal readers! :D :D 4:14:00 PM
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