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Wednesday, April 07, 2010
I am back.

Walking, stumbling on these shadowfeet
Toward home, a land that I've never seen
I am changing; less and less asleep
Made of different stuff than when I began
And I have sensed it all along
Fast approaching is the day

When the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in You, still standing
When the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
When time and space are through
I'll be found in You

There's distraction buzzing in my head
Saying in the shadows it's easier to stay
But I've heard rumours of true reality
Whispers of a well-lit way

You make all things new

When the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in You, still standing
Every fear and accusation under my feet
When time and space are through
I'll be found in You

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Blows the dust off. A time of reflection & retrospect. But I just want to proclaim that God has been very good to me. Been away from camp, though I miss the kids, I don't want to be subjected too all the nonsense that comes from being with the organization. More importantly, I don't like being associated with those people. Call me running away, but I know I am much better off with the people around me currently.

I'm going to get busy really soon. No more playing tricks on people, like how I did yesterday when I pranked my friends on facebook who heavily relied on fb birthday alerts to remember their friend's birthday. A handful of my friends wrote on my wall clarifying it wasn't my birthday, but there was still an influx of friends & acquaintances wishing me still. I was pretty tickled by it, but it was really no offence to those who wished me.

Working more regularly at Island tmr till the end of the weekend. Also, I am working with a poly classmate on a project. Going to discuss further with her later tonight on what to do. I am so encouraged & inspired by a really dear friend. Han Rong & his best friend Justin set up their own LLP - Khronosphere. He is so capable & driven. I like! :)

Ministry wise, I am picking up slowly. Worship leading this Sunday. Still a little more obstacles to overcome but I am just waiting on Him. He has already put two songs in my heart & I strongly believe He will show me more. I am so touched by His undying love for me. How unlovable I have been, how sinful I've been; & His love for me (and you) never failed. & it never will fail.

I am just really at peace with myself & this makes me really happy. Perhaps this really is the feeling of being in love :P

Anyway just a shoutout to my dear friends who are still hanging around this ranting ground.

Pramod, I know you are here. Don't be worried about your future but I really do hope we'll get to meet up sometime over a meal, could be near our place ok!
Jieyi, thank you for your friendship & sincerity. Really love being around you & lei. I wanna go to Sentosaa!
Sheila, I miss you very much.

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B I really cannot believe I actually went to flush the toilet! :Z
Jieyi & Suern Yup I just did! :)

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