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Wednesday, November 14, 2007
okay i feel like blogging today,
even though i feel really really lazy!

im feeling way calmer now, after all the hectic madness these days around me,
i really have to thank God for sustaining me for so long w His strength even though i havent been faithful to Him,
i need to rekindle my flame w Him again, and this time for good cos i dont want to keep falling behind and feeling horrible about it, cos it hinders me from doing good things for Him,

so my dear readers, instead of tearing me down, do shower me with words of encouragement so i can go through this tough time and be close to Him once again.

and im sure one of the reasons for my really down attitude these days is because im having pms,
im not afraid to admit that my temper these days have been really terrible,
and the ones hurt are always the ones close to me,
and i have been isolating myself,
haha i really dont know if thats a good thing or not,
but i guess im still growing,
im still a young girl who needs support from her loved ones.

okay after saying that, i feel better!
but its like, i still have to warn you guys,
my mood is really terrible these days, i know it myself and im trying to control it,
but please do not further agitate me w undesirables stuff because i do not want undesirable outcomes from my behaviour.
and also i wont guarantee your safety either, your ears will probably hurt very badly after im done w you. haha.

so ultimately, im not scaring you all away frm me la, just dont get me on my nerves i can get very very ugly!

the past two days ive been really unfortunate!
for both days i decided to wear new pumps i found around the house.
and it so happened they were from the same batch,
and the pumps i wore ytd were rly pretty and i loved them alot.
however, the soles broke! -.-
in the end i had to buy the $3 slippers from cheers which made me rly embarrassed!
bstats lecture yesterday was pretty alright,
but the lecture notes are not rly very comprehensive unless i go thru them again at my own time haha!
and i felt so sad when my soles came out before my lect started,
i had to use hair rubberbands to hold them into place! -.-
then i went to buy slippers from cheers!

had to go to the diet centre to meet my mum with josh in the evening after my class,
so rushed down to the diet centre and my mum brought my brown pumps along,
so i changed into them and it made me more self- confident! hahaha!!
i need to buy birkenstocks and a beach sandal cos my fave green one is running out of friction and i can fall down.
haiz, i was thinking of buying havianas but i dont rly like them anymore, so now im eying the brazillian prada ones,
they are the prettier ones, in my opinion la! haha!
okay so we stayed there w mummy and she took measurements from josh and i!
dinnered at china square.
then we went back to the diet centre for the seven oclock talk!
there is going to be a 'roadshow' at suntec, im thinking of asking the youth to come if they`re interested in their wellness and health haha!
$10 blood test and very very reliable leh!!
too bad i havent checked my blood yet! ): the machine was unavailable yesterday!
my mummy is going to be there haha so maybe i go there and support her, or else i go suntec to shop shop! muahaha!
after that we ice-kachanged at lau pa sat and josh left,
daddy arrived and brought us to kfc kallang to have his dinner.
then we went home, hehe.

today, went to school early for OB lecture,
it was POURING!
i absolutely detest going out in the rain especially if i have alot of things to carry!
and unfortunately! i had to bring esmeralda today for cip.
got to school but luckily i wore shorts, and i chose to wear a pretty pumps today also!
and i was thinking if the soles came off too i was going to be super sian!
lo and behold! the soles really came out when i was walking to the bus stop!
i felt super zzz and went to the pretty toilet.
made use of the rubberbands again to attach the soles to the shoes temporarily.
met joeline at the bus stop, i was on the phone w vanessa, cos she was skipping OB lect due to her gastric pain ytd so i asked her to bring a pair of slippers for me,
cos i felt super sian and i didnt wanna buy slippers frm cheers again.
the rest were kinda late so joeline and i walked to the LT first.
and when we were at the atrium, the other sole came out!
haha i guess you guys will never understand how zzz i felt at that point of time,
so i decided to just walk without the soles! -.-
joeline helped me get a plastic bag from sao paulo`s and i dumped the soles into them and into my nike in built shoe bag.
waah im srsly glad i chose to use my nike bag ytd, then i can put my shoes in the shoebag compartment!!!
then got to LT! and put the rest of my shoe into the plastic bag into my bag.

lecture, was normal. the same hahaha!
then after that waited for vanessa outside the LT after lecture for the slippers,
then rushed to cip tutorial.
mr tan taught us dreamweaver today!
pretty interesting hahahaha! (:
then went for lunch w the gang!
ended up eating my craving w vanessa and clarene - omelette fried rice!
and to top that up, we had almond oreo shake! (bubble tea)
ooh can you imagine how sinful that lunch was! hahahaha!
besides the fried rice was alr very very filling!!!
too bad i dont have lunch break tmr, its so saddening! ):
bstats tutorial was alright too!
my tutor was late hahaa! BUT HES SO FUNNY!
he squeezed into the lift and thats so cute cos hes rather tall and lanky!
so the lift cld afford him hahaha!
inez and i and lijun didnt get to go on the lift,
then we were like: waah you go up first then we gona be late.
and we found out we were early cos the door was locked and i guessed mr ong went up to get his stuff and register all that nonsense.
then after almost ten-fifteen minutes he arrived!!
hahahaa! and he told us he walked to blk 73 and started climbing up the stairs until he realised he was going up the wrong block!
goodness mr ong is so blur la!!! hahaha! funny funny!
went through all tutorial answers today,
inez is gona help me print her answers cos i didnt get to copy all of them in time!!
hahaha shes a great and bubbly girl!

went home after stats and rested for a while.
showered and here i am,
i havent eaten dinner but i dunno what to eat also!!!

gona be worship leading w jem this saturday!
will need to wait on God for songs!
so please do pray for me yeah?!

haha k i see what photos i can upload today(:

alissa hahah okay you stop spamming me w scrolls it gets annoying after a while haha! im kinda hungry, are you?!
esmond dont spam la i spank you arh?! ahha thanks for your compliment! i know i look great in long hair wahaha! hmm she doesnt have emo hair la! shes my churchmate, susanna!! (:
roberto sorry i dont know who you are and i dont understand you!
terence hehe no prob at all, i just hope you are able to get there without getting lost! (: long time no see and chat also la!
ernest whaat sus doesnt have emo hair la! hahaha! orh hor you say she have emo hair! how is sentosa?! im jealous i dont get to go ):
huimeng heyyy(: hehe great! miss talking to you laa! erm, okay where are you working? maybe we can meet up sometime! havent seen you online since you ended exam leh!
celine HAHAHA erm, i guess its quite ulu la, but it cant rly be that ulu, its just abit further up from chongpang leh! haha (:
alissa hehe! thank you dear alissa! you are one funny girl! sorry i havent been talking to you alot lately! ): but i still love you lah!

WARNING: most of the photos with my sister are rather nonsensical to destress! (:
alissa and i on sunday! in the toilet! :D
at home, dont know why theres such a picture also!!
alissa smsing _____?!?!
alissa dared me to pose like those act cute ah lians haha! doesnt the photo above remind you of a certain guy`s hair? hello josiah?! long time no see, when are you coming back for youth?!
act cutey siaaaaaa!
puffed up cheeks! argh its giving me goosebumps!!
alissa and i :D
in ngee ann library, alissa stuck her hand in?! dont know why i look so tired!
my sister is truckloads of fun!!! hehe on the bus to east coast, huiling`s bday bbq!
venezia icecream!!!!!! :D oh yes i owe you $2 alissa!!! heh but you owe me $5 leh!!
SISTER LOVEEEEEE!
bus stop girl!

thats all for today,
have a blessed night, everyone,
and loves to all and daddy mummy and a certain person,
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