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Monday, May 07, 2007
i finally can blog,
blogger`s been weird on me these days ):

samuel is twelve-thirteen years old.
he`s a cheerful and lovable kid.
despite all the pain he suffered, he always had a smile on his face.
always.
he`s wheelchair bound, we all loved him.
on sunday morning, he left earth to be with the Lord.
he had a vision the day before.
there was a great party prepared for him in heaven.
"he told his parents he love them...and that he is happy to go back to God...and a party is being prepared for him in heaven" according to joshua.
OM, i am touched by this young boy.
i`m touched by the amount of faith this young boy has.
i dont think i`m prepared to leave yet.
not yet, i`ve not done enough.
i`ve always liked samuel.
he`s a nice and sweet boy.
just last week, during open sunday.
he was fine. singing loudly during praise&worship (thats what i love abt him)
and i nv expected, that the next week, he`ll leave us.
OM this is rly like jasper ):
on friday, he was admitted into hospital due to a serious bout of flu.
i found out abt him in critical care on saturday during prayer sem,
we all prayed for him,
and just yesterday, while i was ushering,
lyd came up and she was shocked and distressed.
then she told me samuel passed away that morn.
i was stunned, rena noticed i wasnt myself.
gaah,
i`m definitely gona miss this little boy in sunday school.
i just pray that his parents are alright,
prayers please?

my uncle (xiaoyeezhang) who`s also in critical care agreed to undergo chemotherapy.
my mama didnt go for chemo.
i rly pray that uncle daniel will have the strength to pull thru and get well!
sin-e`s waiting for him to come home!

these few days have been one of my most dramatic days ):
i rly thank God for the youth.
they`ve always been behind me, supporting me, praying for me,
so yesterday,
after service, had fellowship lunch.
didnt have much of an appetite ):
so i rly ate a little bit,
then winnie & i and the rest went for class.
good, its good,
uncle henry is a good teacher :D
carissa shall be strong,
yesssss!


TAG replies first-
alina; yess i love you too!! ahhs i rly wanna talk to you again and SOON! we shd have a cousins outing soon!
sheila; yeah we havent been seeing each other and i miss you alot you sheila baabaahead! i dont know if i can go on wed sheila! i shall ask momo soon, i`ve got soooooo much to tell you you know! yay i`m taking same bus as you to go home later! i love sheila loads!
huimeng; circle circle dot dot :D i dont know why but i like this song -.- hahaha! yay i`m happy for you that your mye`s gona end! good good! bouncy boucy smack smack :P
alicia; OM I MISS YOU ALOT TOO OM ALICIAAAA! i wanna meet you soon too! gah i`ve got soooooo much to blabber to you! and i`ve finally been to rena`s house! we shd go tgt some time! i like i like! :D relinked*


gah i dont know if i`m alright,
i`ve been having mixed feelings all the time.
something`s seriously seriously wrong w me,
my joints are creaking and my legs become sore after midnight,
i was rly bloated ytd, and the feeling is wayyyyyyyyy worse than having a round tummy.
had a bad headache and GAH,
i need to be in control of myself.
stand up carissay!
dont distract so much!

quote from gabriel wong;
josh can put as joshy.. me as gabby but carissa doest not seem weel with
carissay

what he meant was; can call joshua joshyyyy, gabriel gabbyyyyy BUT cannot call carissa carissay cos its weird!
HAHAHAHAA.
like what josh and i say;
we love gabby cos he`s nuts! :D

okaaaay carissa`s esmeralda only has a little more than half batt left.
i shall go back to listening to POA!
tired tired.

Lord lift me up in Your mighty hands.

byeee and in case i dont get a chance to tell you all,
i love you all.
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