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Sunday, February 11, 2007
okays, i`m feeling very emo today,
i`ve been emo these days, ):

results day;
collected results and went to sit beside lk,
he took my results slip and i cried rly badly,
LK was like, you results can get you into jc what, you cry for what?

actually i didnt personally feel that i did well,
i kinda expected more,
but oh wells, its alr over,

in case you`re all wondering how much i got,
msg me when i`m online,
then i`ll tell,

ahhs, i think i`m feeling rly emo and sad again,
in church today, i cried twice,
first was during worship,
i was praying so hard,
and i was reminded of how great my God was,
so in a way, i was touched, so i cried,
those tears just kept welling up,
i left the sanctuary afterthat for class.
once i sat down, i started crying again -.-

that is so not good,

will be going over to my paternal grandparents' for reunion dinner today,
its the only day that my whole family can make it, w/o relatives going missing,

was over for reunion buffet ytd at aloha changi,
thanks to jw for helping me find bus routes, (:
mama took special leave frm hospital to come for lunch w us,
it pained me to see her in a wheelchair,
she was so weak,
and ytd was probably the only day that she took so many photographs w us w/o complaining.
i heard xiaoyee say that "this is probably the day when mother took so many photographs"
something like that,
this is rly saddening,
later at night, mama was sent back to hospital,
and my aunts and uncles had this rly rly solemn meeting that we kids cldnt attend,
so we cousins splitted into two grps,
the primary skl grp and the secondary skl and above grp.
we each took a bedroom,
the younger ones played of course,
and we older ones also had our own catching up to do,
joelle reminded me of this cruel truth,
this may be the last cny that we`ll be spending happily w mama.
jiajiao cried cos her parents didnt tell her that it was so serious,
i had to hug her many times to reassure her,
being the eldest there (jolene went off) i shared w them my experience w jasper,
and we rly talked alot.
we`re all sad and worried at the same time,
and i told them all to be strong, and prepared for the worst,

ahhs i`m getting emo again,

meanwhile, heres a testimonial jin left me,
keeping my hopes up temporarily;

hello! thanks, but i'm proud that you did well for your both maths and english
too. great job! choose wisely where you plan to go next. don't let others
influence you too much, go where you dream and want to go =)

okays, fellow christians, please keep me and my mama in your prayers,
and pray that i may choose the right choice for JAE,
cheers and LOVES

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weiqian; hello weiqian (: i love weiqian, she is good good!
huimeng; RP`s waiting, hahah! miss ya!
ping; i haven`t forgotten you! i wont lah! i`ve been fine, thank you! don`t knw if i`m going jc, but you add me online and we shall talk abt it (:
sus; i shall tell you online okays? (: