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Thursday, January 11, 2007 I HAVE FINISHED ELDEST! and i`m hungry for the third book of inheritance alrdy. once the book comes out, some kind soul pls remind me to buy it. or better still, buy it for me and give me as a present (: went to mpss to collect my cheque ytd, then went to see band a while saw zahura, jannah, lun, wee qiang, elena and shin yi talked to lun and weeqiang awhile then went to help out during sectionals a while hah then i left that place early! my mum just left the house to go to the salon! and i`m nw talking to stephanie and terence, oh wells, not that i don`t enjoy talking to them (i love talking to them!) but theres like alot of stuff clouding my mind now, and i don`t know where to start. i`m supposed to be doing housework for my mum yet i`m here blogging, ytd dad asked me to shut down the computer after i had a mere five minutes (or maybe less than that) on the computer! thats rly unfair! then he realised he was wrong, but he didnt show it, nvms i`m gona write this; to xiaobao- girl, it may seem scary once the teachers and your seniors tell you how harsh N lvl is. but don`t fret, cos you have the ability to pull through, look at me, i don`t take N lvl but i take Os i was once as scared as you, or maybe i wasnt that bad. i took it one step at a time and i enjoyed myself during my sec four. playing- but don`t you take that from me, i wanted to tell you all these ytd during band but being a responsible senior i am, i chose not to disrupt the band schedule w personal stuff, you tagged me asking me for a solution. i can`t help you much but i can give you my two-cents worth. girl you can do it! theres so many things out there waiting for you to handle, stress is there! stress is always there, but you shd learn to let it not bother you cos you`ve got better stuff to think of, maths may seem difficult, i`m glad you`re taking a maths, but girl, i just want to let you know that if you have whatever queries about any subjects, you can just ask me, i`ll definitely help you to the best of my abilities, why? because i believe you can do it! i definitely have lotsa faith in you, so you canot disappoint me, be it in studies or band, i have so much to talk to you about. but i guess i`ll stop here. you approach me if you have questions, i`ll be there for you, and don`t be afraid to call me okie? to terence; boy you have to stop having those sucidal thoughts, i thought i`ve gone thru w you all these? i have my own share of trouble once, so as your dajie, i`m telling you to stop thinking those negative stuff and learn to trust in God more, it may seem that sometimes God is ignoring you, but he`s always there, he`s always been there for you dear boy. sometimes life may seem hopeless cos it isnt going our way, but you see, God always have a plan for us, its not obvious in our eyes what God wants us to do now, but we`ll definitely know it once we open our hearts, and God will slowly reveal it to you. do not doubt him, i`m telling you do not! relationships may not last (no offence to both of you) but your relationship w God should NEVER WEAKEN, you shd grow closer w your relationship w God, then will everything in your life start to fall in place, i`m telling you all these on my blog cos i am in no mood to argue w you over msn. but dear boy, you know i care about you and i won`t hurt you, i will try to help you as much as i can. but the rest w God especially you have to help yourself, i will pray for you (: i`m missing jasper, alot! as most can see on my nic. oh wells this is to my best friend (formal actually) dear girl, i don`t know what actually happened between us, i`ve tried to be forthcoming w you. but you don`t seem to be responding v happily. it breaks my heart to see the three and a half years of friendship just break up. and it hurts me even more not knowing the cause of it. during prom, we were dancing. i put out my hand to help you to the dance floor, you ignored me and went to squeeze in w someone else, did you know how much hurt was alrdy in me? i don`t know but as far as i rmb, we`ve started drifting since june. i remember v vividly how distant we alrdy were during arts nite performance, even though every thing may seem fine after i talked to you, there was still sth missing, i do not know what it is, i`ve tried many ways, trying to restore the closeness we once shared, but you can see for yourself, i`m exhausted. and thus i didnt bother you much during Os that period. you went w the other girls, i didnt follow you cos i felt super awkward, i think you must have received my christmas card, i`m telling you that you are the only girl in 4A i sent a card to. you were my best friend and i treasure the closeness we once had. i just want to know the cause, i`ve learnt to accept the fact that we will nv be as close as before anymore, but this nagging feeling of mine wants to know the cause, you have to tell me the cause dear girl. i won`t blame you, i`m not blaming anybody for this, but i`ll just tell you, i miss you. i miss us, the rest it`s up to you. and i wish you all the best in your future endeavours (: i`m feeling super solemn now, don`t disturb me unless you`re one of my close friends. and i just wana let you all know that i love you guys, TAGS terence; okae i`ve written stuff for you up there, wait a while and i`ll tag you (: carmen; i miss you too girl, and i can`t wait for you to come online so i can talk to you! 10:16:00 AM
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